{"id":798,"date":"2020-12-16T19:18:57","date_gmt":"2020-12-16T19:18:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/?p=798"},"modified":"2021-08-19T10:26:40","modified_gmt":"2021-08-19T10:26:40","slug":"elife-maxhuni-hoti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/elife-maxhuni-hoti\/","title":{"rendered":"Elife Maxhuni – Hoti"},"content":{"rendered":"

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[\/vc_column_text][vc_column_text]Bjeshka Guri (intervistuesja)<\/p>\n

Elife Maxhuni – Hoti (e intervistuara)<\/p>\n

Akronimet: BG=Bjeshka Guri, EM= Elife Maxhuni- Hoti<\/p>\n

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BG:\u00a0 A mundesh me u prezentu?<\/p>\n

EM: Un\u00eb jam Elife Maxhuni- Hoti, jam e lindur n\u00eb qytetin e Vushtrris\u00eb.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb mosh\u00ebn 18 vje\u00e7are, n\u00eb mars t\u00eb 99-tes, bash kur musha 18 isha n\u00eb faz\u00ebn e adoleshenc\u00ebs kur shp\u00ebrtheu lufta, ishte nj\u00eb p\u00ebrvoj\u00eb shum\u00eb e re p\u00ebr nj\u00eb mosh\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Largimi nga forcat serbe ishte pak i \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm.<\/p>\n

BG: A t\u00eb kujtohet pak a shum atmosfera q\u00eb ka mbizot\u00ebruar para se me ja nis lufta?<\/p>\n

EM: Un\u00eb kam jetuar n\u00eb nj\u00eb rreth me serb\u00eb. Fshati ku kam jetu un\u00eb, Maxhunaj ka qen\u00eb i populluar me serb\u00eb, madje ata t\u00eb ndikuar shum\u00eb politikisht dhe me funksione t\u00eb larta n\u00eb polici dhe n\u00eb ushtri dhe sht\u00ebpia ku kam qen\u00eb un\u00eb ka qen\u00eb n\u00eb mesin e sht\u00ebpive t\u00eb serb\u00ebve.<\/p>\n

Kemi qen\u00eb pak\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrgatitur apo si\u00e7 thot\u00eb populli t\u00eb rexhur me at\u00eb kultur\u00ebn e tyre dhe antishqiptarizmin q\u00eb e kan\u00eb pas, sepse jemi rritur n\u00eb mesin e tyre me shum\u00eb presione.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb vitin 1995 e p\u00ebrjetuam sulmin e par\u00eb ndaj familj\u00ebs son\u00eb, kur babai yn\u00eb ishte i k\u00ebrkun nga policia kinse p\u00ebr basitisje p\u00ebr arm\u00eb dhe pas nj\u00eb bastisje t\u00eb vog\u00ebl at\u00eb e murr\u00ebn, e malltretuan n\u00eb stacionin e policis\u00eb shum\u00eb keq, saq\u00eb e larguan, e vendos\u00ebn n\u00eb rrug\u00eb para stacionit t\u00eb policis\u00eb n\u00eb Vushtrri pa vet\u00ebdije, dhe disa dit\u00eb kan\u00eb shkuar n\u00eb spitalin e Mitrovic\u00ebs dhe nuk e kemi ditur gjendjen e tij se a ka qen\u00eb i gjall\u00eb apo i vdekur, pa vet\u00ebdije t\u00eb plot\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Dhe kjo ka qen\u00eb n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn time shum\u00eb t\u00eb re kur isha vet\u00ebm 15 vje\u00e7are dhe k\u00ebto kan\u00eb qen\u00eb ato shenjat e para se si duhet t\u00eb ruhemi dhe duhet t\u00eb p\u00ebrgatitemi p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe si\u00e7 erdhi edhe lufta.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb marsin e 99-tes ishim n\u00eb familje prind\u00ebrit dhe un\u00eb e motra, dhe nj\u00eb dit\u00eb\u00a0 pas bombardimeve t\u00eb NATO-s ne na erdh\u00ebn disa refugjat\u00eb, na erdh\u00ebn\u00a0 t\u00eb cil\u00ebt u zhvendos\u00ebn nj\u00eb fshat m\u00eb larg\u00eb, dajt\u00eb e mi bashk\u00eb me ne. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen bashk\u00eb me ta na larguan nga sht\u00ebpia jon\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Largimi jon\u00eb, pasi q\u00eb daj\u00ebt kishin nj\u00eb djal\u00eb t\u00eb tyre e kishin ushtar\u00eb t\u00eb U\u00c7K-s\u00eb, largimi jon\u00eb ishte drejt\u00eb fshatrave t\u00eb Llapit, nep\u00ebr male dometh\u00ebn\u00eb dhe jo n\u00eb kolon\u00eb, nga shkuan edhe an\u00ebtar\u00ebt tjer\u00eb t\u00eb familjes s\u00eb gjer\u00eb si\u00e7 ishin axhallar\u00ebt dhe kush\u00ebrinj\u00ebt tan\u00eb, mir\u00ebpo ne me daj\u00ebt u drejtuam drejt maleve t\u00eb Llapit nga e kishin prejardhjen ata. Sepse frika ishte n\u00ebse n\u00ebse dalim n\u00eb kolon\u00eb do t\u00eb na hetojn\u00eb se jemi t\u00eb familjes s\u00eb nj\u00eb ushtari dhe pastaj ishin malltretime tjera dhe burgosje tjera.<\/p>\n

Ishte vend i ri, zhvendosja ishte nj\u00eb vend i ri q\u00eb nuk e kisha par\u00eb m\u00eb her\u00ebt, ishte nj\u00eb vend q\u00eb vendasit e kishin liru, do t\u00eb thot\u00eb ishin shp\u00ebrngulur nga atu nga nj\u00eb ofenziv\u00eb e m\u00ebhershme e policis\u00eb serbe dhe ne shkuam refugjat\u00ebt tjer\u00eb q\u00eb ik\u00ebm nga k\u00ebto vende shkuam dhe u vendos\u00ebm n\u00eb sht\u00ebpit\u00eb e tyre q\u00eb ishin boshe.<\/p>\n

BG: Qysh ka qen\u00eb rrug\u00ebtimi?<\/p>\n

EM: Rrug\u00ebtimi ka qen\u00eb me shum\u00eb frik\u00eb, me shum\u00eb peripeti t\u00eb ndryshme, nj\u00eb mot i lig\u00eb me shi dhe m\u00ebnyra e ikjes ka qen\u00eb me nj\u00eb traktor q\u00eb shum\u00ebher\u00eb nuk funksiononte edhe mir\u00eb, mir\u00ebpo gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs nep\u00ebr male na ka p\u00ebrcjell\u00eb vullneti dhe d\u00ebshira e ushtar\u00ebve t\u00eb U\u00c7K-s\u00eb dhe prezenca e tyre q\u00eb ka kalu rreziku dhe tashm\u00eb jeni n\u00eb mbrojtje ton\u00eb dhe q\u00ebndrimi q\u00eb ka qen\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb vend, n\u00eb nj\u00eb fshat t\u00eb Llapit n\u00eb Lup\u00e7, ka qen\u00eb af\u00ebr malit, vend malor ku kan\u00eb qen\u00eb t\u00eb vendosur U\u00c7K-ja.<\/p>\n

Pak a shum\u00eb ne e kemi ndi vet\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb sigurt\u00eb dhe n\u00eb momentet e bombardimeve t\u00eb ndryshme t\u00eb aeroplan\u00ebve n\u00eb caqe mbi U\u00c7K-n\u00eb , ne jemi largu nga sht\u00ebpit\u00eb dhe iu kemi bashk\u00ebngjit\u00eb popullat\u00ebs tjet\u00ebr nep\u00ebr male.<\/p>\n

Dhe kjo ka ndodh\u00eb 2 jav\u00eb kemi kaluar n\u00eb mal, pastaj pjes\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr jemi kthyer p\u00ebrseri n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi varet prej situat\u00ebs qysh ka qen\u00eb m\u00eb e rrezikuar.<\/p>\n

K\u00ebto kan\u00eb qen\u00eb, t\u00eb gjitha n\u00eb nj\u00eb mosh\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb ndjeshme t\u00eb cilat kan\u00eb mbet\u00eb n\u00eb kujtes\u00eb dhe do t\u00eb mbesin p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Nj\u00eb mosh\u00eb e r\u00eb me shum\u00eb ndryshime, nj\u00eb mosh\u00eb e re me ndryshime emocionale, e fizike e shpirt\u00ebrore t\u00eb cilat kan\u00eb zgjat\u00eb deri ne fund t\u00eb qershorit kur jemi kthyer ne sht\u00ebpit\u00eb tona.<\/p>\n

BG: qysh ka qen\u00eb ajo periudh\u00eb e kthimit, a t kujtohet shpia?<\/p>\n

EM: Periudha e kthimit ka qen\u00eb si nj\u00eb periudh\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb dukej se zgjat\u00eb me vite, ajo periudh\u00eb q\u00eb nuk mund\u00ebsh t\u00eb prit\u00ebsh me durim deri n\u00eb mb\u00ebrritjen prej maleve p\u00ebr t\u00eb zbritur n\u00eb at\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb rrafshit t\u00eb Kosov\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

Mir\u00ebpo me shum\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi, dhe me shum\u00eb mall\u00eb. Mir\u00ebpo ka qen\u00eb nj\u00eb d\u00ebshtim shum\u00eb i madh kur jemi kthyer \u00e7dogj\u00eb ka qen\u00eb e rrafshuar, shkrumb edhe hi.<\/p>\n

Do t\u00eb thot\u00eb sht\u00ebpia ka qen\u00eb e rr\u00ebnuar plot\u00ebsisht\u00eb, n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb dhe n\u00eb oborrin ton\u00eb ka qen\u00eb pozita e volitshme q\u00eb ka qen\u00eb vendosur ushtar\u00ebt e Serbis\u00eb. Do t\u00eb thot\u00eb ka pasur shum\u00eb gropa q\u00eb i kan\u00eb p\u00ebrdorur p\u00ebr vendosjen e mjeteve ushtarake. Pastaj kemi gjetur mjete t\u00eb ndryshme, thika t\u00eb ndryshme, ushqime t\u00eb ndryshme q\u00eb jan\u00eb ushqyer, jan\u00eb vendosur kan\u00eb fjetur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb dhe n\u00eb fund e kan djeg\u00eb totalisht.<\/p>\n

Ka pasur shum\u00eb instrumente t\u00eb dhun\u00eb s\u00eb tyre, do t\u00eb thot\u00eb q\u00eb e kan\u00eb ushtruar dhun\u00ebn e tyre.<\/p>\n

P\u00ebr shembull ka pasur mjete luftarake q\u00eb kan\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb momentin e ikjes dhe shum\u00eb elemente q\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb na e kan\u00eb kujtu prezenc\u00ebn e tyre n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb edhe n\u00eb oborrin ton\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Oborri jon\u00eb dhe sht\u00ebpia jon\u00eb kan\u00eb qen\u00eb 100% ndryshe prej q\u00eb e kemi l\u00ebn\u00eb me nj\u00eb shkat\u00ebrrim total.<\/p>\n

BG: \u00c7fare mendoni cilat jan\u00eb efektet q\u00eb ju ka l\u00ebn\u00eb personalisht lufta, q\u00eb i v\u00ebreni edhe sot?<\/p>\n

EM: Efektet jan\u00eb t\u00eb shum\u00ebanshme, shum\u00ebdimensionale, jan\u00eb efekte shpirt\u00ebrore, efekte emocionale, jan\u00eb efekte n\u00eb humbj\u00eb n\u00eb njer\u00ebz, n\u00eb t\u00eb af\u00ebrm, n\u00eb kush\u00ebri.<\/p>\n

Pastaj jan\u00eb efekte q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb shkat\u00ebrruar \u00e7dogj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebrore, prej fotografive e deri tek librat q\u00eb i kemi l\u00ebn\u00eb aty. Mir\u00ebpo \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo ndjenja, ajo atdhedashuria q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb forcuar dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb ngrit pik\u00ebrisht mbi nj\u00eb themel t\u00eb cilin e kemi p\u00ebrjetuar vet\u00eb dhe jan\u00eb ato q\u00eb edhe \u00ebndrrat q\u00eb i sheh \u00e7doher\u00eb i sheh n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e vjet\u00ebr.<\/p>\n

BG: N\u00ebse nuk ke dicka me shtu e kishim p\u00ebrfunduar.<\/p>\n

EM: Lufta \u00ebsht\u00eb di\u00e7ka e tmerrshme q\u00eb i ndodh\u00eb gjith\u00eb popujve, gjith\u00eb njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb bot\u00ebs, mir\u00ebpo kur ndodh\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb mosh\u00eb t\u00eb re \u00ebsht\u00eb di\u00e7ka q\u00eb len\u00eb gjurm\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb thella.<\/p>\n

Seriozisht\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb di\u00e7ka q\u00eb t\u00eb mungon ajo sht\u00ebpi, ai ambient dhe pik\u00ebrisht\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrrat q\u00eb i shoh sot e asaj dite edhe pas 20 vjete, i shoh vet\u00ebm n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e vjet\u00ebr ku jam rritur.<\/p>\n

BG: Faleminderit[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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