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[\/vc_column_text][vc_column_text]Bjeshka Guri (intervistuesja)<\/p>\n

Ibrahim Gashi (i intervistuari)<\/p>\n

Akronimet: BG=Bjeshka Guri, IG= Ibrahim Gashi<\/p>\n

IG: Un\u00eb jom Ibrahim Gashi nga fshati Privod\u00eb. Tash mosha 69 vje\u00e7are. Ishte pranver\u00eb e ne i thoshim \u201cstina e p\u00ebrgjakur\u201d. Pranvera e vitit \u201998 na erdhi me er\u00ebn e gjakut. Ne n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb stin\u00ebt na erdh\u00ebn t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjakura sikur na i sillnin barbar\u00ebt. Ato ishin t\u00eb r\u00ebnda p\u00ebr ne n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb. Pranver\u00eb e plumbit e e barutit ishte ajo e vitit \u201999 kur \u00e7menduria barbare na b\u00ebrit\u00eb largohemi nga vatrat e t\u00eb par\u00ebve tan\u00eb. Natje her\u00ebt, n\u2019m\u00ebngjes t\u00eb 28 marsit 1999 u zgjova si n\u00eb kap\u00ebrcime ankthesh. Nat\u00eb e lodhshme ishte ngujuar n\u00eb minutat e humbura. Nj\u00eb shtegu t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb, t\u00eb mjegullt\u00eb, dukej kolona e gjat\u00eb e njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb gjarp\u00ebronte rrug\u00ebve dredharake t\u00eb fshatit, rrug\u00ebve t\u00eb ftohta t\u00eb fshatit tim. Koha na zuri n\u00eb pisk thash me vete, ku do t\u2019rreshtoheshim ne? \u00c7\u2019humner\u00eb vrastare na me fmi e me pleq po fikemi tehut t\u00eb shekullin XX? Si t\u00eb pap\u00ebrgatitur p\u00ebr m\u00eb t\u2019keqen q\u00eb ishte afruar, nuk dinim. Plumbat kishin pushtuar gati \u00e7do skut\u00eb. Vdekja kishte z\u00ebn\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr fyti. Qefin xhenazeje kishte mbuluar token\u2026Sk\u00ebtira p\u00ebrmbi gjith\u00e7kafen. Kolona e gjat\u00eb t\u00eb shp\u00ebrngulurish nga Istogu, XX [e pakuptueshme], Gurakoci, Tomosi, Lluga, Llokvc i Begut, Zhevina, kalonin n\u00ebp\u00ebr Privod\u00eb, q\u00eb i p\u00ebrbironte k\u00ebta t\u00eb larguar. At\u00ebher\u00eb i kishim disa pika k\u00ebtu t\u2019ushtris\u00eb shqiptare edhe kta e kishin zan\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb rrug\u00eb, q\u00eb thash n\u00eb fillim, rrug\u00eb dredharake. Un\u00eb i kom pa ktu tu u p\u00ebrbiru me kuaj, me qerre, dikush edhe me shta\u2026[3:25] Dometh\u00ebn\u00eb kalonin n\u00ebp\u00ebr Brigod\u00eb, q\u00eb p\u00ebrbironin k\u00ebta t\u00eb larguar p\u00ebr n\u00eb Vrell\u00eb, Syrenic\u00eb apo Kali\u00e7an, duke iu afruar shpatit. Kishin nd\u00ebrmend me iu afru bjeshk\u00ebve p\u00ebr streh\u00eb, q\u00eb n\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb liga t\u00eb ngjiten bjeshk\u00ebs ngase ishte rrezikuar jeta e k\u00ebtyre njer\u00ebzve prej regjimit shovinist e barbar serb. V\u00ebllau i madh \u2013 po tp\u00ebrgjigjem tash n\u2019at\u00eb pytjen ty q\u00eb e b\u00ebre \u2013 e kishte urdh\u00ebruar n\u00eb ato momente habije q\u00eb t\u00eb ndahen n\u2019dy bot\u00eb, q\u00eb sa ma pare t\u2019i largoj fmit deri n\u00eb Vrell\u00eb. Se un\u00eb kisha mbet ktu, krejt fshati ishte shp\u00ebrngul\u00eb, t\u2019I largoj fmit\u00eb deri n\u00eb Vrell\u00eb. \u201cMua m\u00eb duhet t\u00eb rri\u201d \u2013 m\u2019tha se ai nuk pranonte t\u00eb largohej meq\u00eb Samiun djalin e tij e kishte ky\u00e7ur n\u00eb U\u00c7K. P\u00ebr 3 muj me radh\u00eb, Samiu i kishte shoq\u00ebruar ushtar\u00ebt dhe u kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb streh\u00eb atyre, dometh\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb shpin e vllaut. Vinin, normal msheftas, pa u diktu. 28 dhe 29 marsin, un\u00eb me familjen time: me gruan, 4 fmit\u00eb, me bab\u00ebn e dy v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit i kalum t\u00eb vet\u00ebm n\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb fshatin ngase nga Prigoda ishin larguar t\u00eb gjith\u00eb. Ushtar\u00ebt b\u00ebnin roje n\u00eb tri pika. Prej nj\u00eb laperie t\u00eb rrall\u00eb atij regjimi t\u00eb mykur e barbar, qenja shqiptare, rreth e rreth saj p\u00ebrbirohej n\u00eb nj\u00eb ngushtic\u00eb q\u00eb e linte gjakun, mishin dhe eshtrat. Pyllin e kishte kapluar nj\u00eb heshtje por edhe krrokam\u00eb sorrash, ahujt e lop\u00ebve, vath\u00ebt e deleve, kuajt hing\u00ebllinin. Ni bot\u00eb e t\u00ebr\u00eb shtaz\u00ebsh n\u00eb m\u00ebshir\u00ebn e Zotit. Gardhiqet ishin bashkuar p\u00ebr t\u2019i shp\u00ebtuar shtaz\u00ebt nga ndonj\u00eb gjujtje e serb\u00ebve. I kishin l\u00ebshuar se e dishin q\u00eb duhet me ik\u00eb, duhet mu largu prej k\u00ebtuhit. Un\u00eb p\u00ebr at\u00eb koh\u00eb sa kom nejt n\u2019Privod\u00eb k\u00ebtu diku dy dit\u00eb e dy net\u00eb s\u2019kom d\u00ebgju asnji, se as rrym\u00eb s\u2019ka pas, vet\u00ebm krrokam\u00eb sorrash, lehje t\u00eb qenve, hing\u00ebllima kuajsh. Ka qen\u00eb nat\u00eb shum\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb derisa e mora vendimin t\u2019i bart\u00eb fmit\u00eb n\u2019Vrell\u00eb atje ku strehoheshin, n\u00eb at\u00eb lokalitet, ku ka pas me thon nja 50,000 njer\u00ebz. Aty n\u2019Vrell\u00eb kom nejt te dajt e bab\u00ebs. [00:07:18 nuk kuptohet] e kishte t\u00eb zbrazun edhe tash baci m\u2019tha aty strehoj fmit\u00eb, plakun, edhe ni vlla ma i vog\u00ebl se un\u00eb, ishim bashk\u00eb. Aty kemi nejt diku nja 1 jav\u00eb dit\u00eb edhe pse bombardime ka pas\u00eb nat\u00eb edhe dit\u00ebn \u00e7do koh\u00eb. Nganj\u00ebher\u00eb strehoheshim n\u00eb disa sht\u00ebpi q\u00eb i kishin pllaka betoni. Kshtu, u detyrum t\u2019largohemi prej aty edhe t\u2019shkojm\u00eb n\u00eb Liskovik\u00eb, t\u2019i ngjitem bjeshk\u00ebs pak ma nalt. Liskovik\u00eb thirret ai vend. Aty i bom \u00e7adrat prej najlloni. Kush kish marr\u00eb naj rrob\u00eb me veti di\u00e7ka, i prejshim do rrema e i shtrojshim. Aty kemi nejt diku nja 1 jav\u00eb dit\u00eb derisa na kan\u00eb gjujt bombardimet edhe aty. At\u00ebher\u00eb kemi ik\u00eb. Jemi ngjit asaj bjeshke p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb. Plaku nuk dojke. \u201cLe tem vrasin qitu po rri, s\u2019du me shku\u201d. E di q\u00eb i kom lane fmit edhe shoqen me daj\u00eb t\u2019bab\u00ebs le t\u2019ecin atij rrug\u00ebtimi. Un\u00eb jom kthy me e mar bab\u00ebn apet se thojke s\u2019l\u00ebvizi prej ktuhit. E binda dikur. Jemi shkue bjeshk\u00ebs, u bom me turm\u00ebn edhe pse ka pas\u00eb\u2026na kan\u00eb gjujt po ishim\u2026<\/p>\n

BG: Edhe gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebtimit ju kan\u00eb gjujt?<\/p>\n

IG: Po, po. Kan\u00eb gjujt se aty ku i kishim \u00e7adrat prej najlloni t\u2019marume ata arriten deri aty. Edhe tash na ik\u00ebm bjeshk\u00ebs p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb. E di q\u00eb kemi pshtu, gjat\u00eb atij rrug\u00ebtimi nuk ka pas\u00eb t\u00eb vdekur por ka pas\u00eb pleq e njer\u00ebz q\u00eb o dasht me ju ndihmue, fmi t\u2019vegj\u00ebl e kshtu. E me shku krejt n\u00eb nji bjeshk\u00eb, Paja i thojn\u00eb, ai vend quhet Paja,<\/p>\n

BG: K\u00ebto sh\u00ebnime i ke majt\u00eb gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

IG: Gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs. N\u2019momentin q\u00eb kemi shku me ni bjeshk\u00eb ku e kemi bo pushimin pak. U largum nga plumbat e atje ishte ni f\u00ebrfllaz\u00eb e forte, er\u00eb frynte, binte bresh\u00ebr, bore kishte se ishte koha p\u00ebr mu shkri bora at\u00ebher\u00eb, n\u2019mars. E di q\u00eb gjat\u00eb atij rrug\u00ebtimi kan\u00eb lajm\u00ebru p\u00ebr fmi q\u00eb kan\u00eb vdek\u00eb, rrug\u00ebs, dy fmi. Sigurisht t\u00eb ftohtit nashta edhe moskujdesi. Shum\u00eb vshtir\u00eb o kon. Nuk e di\u2026N\u2019at\u00eb bjeshk\u00eb ku kemi shkue nalt jemi dale atje, s\u2019po di qysh thirret ai vend, kom harrue tash s\u2019po di. Jo, Leskovikun e kalum na. N\u2019maje t\u00eb Bjeshkve t\u2019Nemuma q\u00eb ju thojn\u00eb. Atje u ul\u00ebm me pushue p\u00ebr pak momente si ma t\u2019sigurt\u00eb. Aty e takum ni Ramiz Emgranti, ka qen\u00eb emigrant i Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb. Djalin ja paskan pas vra kur do meshkuj ktu n\u2019Lubozhd\u00eb kan\u00eb luftu me police edhe i kan\u00eb vra nja 2 polic\u00eb. Ai tu e k\u00ebrku djalin najkun mos po e gjon, u takum me to atje. Tha qe ni jav\u00eb dit\u00eb jom ksaj bjeshke kshtu. Na kishim pak di\u00e7ka q\u00eb kishim marr\u00eb buk\u00eb me veti e sene se kishin gatu aty sa ishin n\u2019Leskovik\u00eb grate kur e dishin q\u00eb po dojm me ik\u00eb, do buk\u00eb n\u2019dor\u00eb e p\u00ebr mi marr me veti ktu. E di q\u00eb i kom thane shoqes \u201cNxirrja bre do buk\u00eb me ja dhon se tha qe 1 jav\u00eb dit\u00eb un\u00eb skom hong\u00ebr\u201d. Tha \u201cs\u2019muj e p\u00ebrbi\u201d se goja gjak i qitke edhe met kshtu. Edhe djalin se ka gjet, at\u00eb dit\u00eb e sot nuk dihet ku osht.<\/p>\n

BG: E \u00e7ka ke shpresu q\u00eb ka me u bo me kto sh\u00ebnime q\u00eb i ke marr\u00eb gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebtimit ton n\u2019mal?<\/p>\n

IG: Po un\u00eb e kom dit\u00eb edhe e kom pas thon edhe at\u00ebher\u00eb. Kom qen\u00eb an\u00ebtar i Lidhjes Demokratike t\u00eb Kosov\u00ebs. Kom qen\u00eb n\u00eb kryesi t\u2019n\u00ebndeg\u00ebs. E di q\u00eb thoshin po majm\u00eb mbledhje po ishte rrezik \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u2019bahet me neve. U kom thon ma mire do t\u2019kalojm\u00eb me Rugov\u00ebn sesa me Millosheviqin. At\u00eb e pret e keqja, neve na pret fitorja. Edhe kshtu ndodhi. Ashtu ndodhi.<\/p>\n

IG: Quhet Qafa e Belegut, edhe qaty e mur jet\u00ebn e dy fmive. Kemi pa shtaz\u00eb t\u2019egra t\u2019ngordhuna nga t\u2019ftoftit, nga era rrug\u00ebs, domethan\u00eb, qaty jau mur jet\u00ebn edhe dy fmive tjer\u00eb. T\u2019kujt kan\u00eb qen\u00eb nuk e di veq e di q\u00eb shumica q\u00eb ishin n\u2019kolon\u00eb ishin krejt t\u2019atij bregi q\u00eb jemi kon tu ik\u00eb. 24 marsi i vitit \u201999, n\u2019shekullin tone. Shurje hiri e mbuloi Kosov\u00ebn. K\u00ebt\u00eb e d\u00ebshmojn\u00eb vorret masive, djegiet. Dit\u00ebt e fundit t\u00eb shekullit 20 sikur i sillnin barbar\u00ebt p\u00ebr rrafshin \u201998-\u201899. Di\u00e7ka e mrenshme nuk na linte t\u2019qet\u00eb. I kishim lon vatrat edhe tash n\u2019momentin kur ishim n\u2019Leskovik\u00eb na i shihshim shpijat tu u djeg\u00eb edhe e dishim prej nalt\u00ebsie atje I dishim vendet.<\/p>\n

BG: E prej asaj bjeshk\u00ebs ku keni vazhdu?<\/p>\n

IG: Prej asaj bjeshke kemi kalue n\u00eb Rozhaj\u00eb. Na kan\u00eb prit mire. Edhe boshnjak\u00ebt po edhe malazez\u00ebt, nuk jon sill\u00eb keq me neve. Boshnjak\u00ebt po se po, na kan\u00eb bo streh\u00eb, na kan\u00eb ndihmu. Po na u vendos\u00ebm n\u00eb nj\u00eb fabrik\u00eb, 2 net\u00eb kemi nejt n\u00eb nj\u00eb fabrik\u00eb dhe ton tash \u2013 \u00e7ka ka pas mrena se di veq \u2013 sikur ishte p\u00ebr t\u2019i vendos\u00eb kta t\u2019ikurit. Aty u tubum me fmit\u00eb me bab\u00ebn. Plot njer\u00ebz ka pas\u00eb. E di q\u00eb beton o kon. E di at\u00eb nat\u00eb q\u00eb kemi fjet na i dhan\u00eb\u2026na kemi nejt qashtu po fmija o dasht me fjet. E di q\u00eb i kemi shtre komt edhe fmit i kemi qit n\u00ebp\u00ebr gjujt tone. Se kta i merke gjumi. Aty, mas dy dite, nji i Istogut ka qen\u00eb, i Ram Alihajdarve. Po m\u2019duket ai m\u2019ka njoft mue. M\u00ebsus o kon n\u00eb shkoll\u00ebn tri-vje\u00e7are. Ai kish kalu ma her\u00ebt atje edhe tash u vendosshin n\u00eb nji hotel edhe ni dit\u00eb u takova me t\u00eb. Pi thom \u201cKu je tu nejt?\u201d Tha jom tu nejt me ni hotel q\u00eb na kan\u00eb siguru kta t\u2019hujt edhe tash po i thom \u201cUn\u00eb i kom kat\u00ebr fmi t\u2019vegj\u00ebl, plakun. Jemi shum\u00eb keq\u201d. Ma kan\u00eb bo ni streh\u00eb aty jom shku po krejt dy net\u00eb kemi nejt aty. Na u desht tani me shku p\u00ebr Shqip\u00ebri. U nis\u00ebm p\u00ebr Shqip\u00ebri. E kalum kufirin. Ka pas problem gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs. E di\u2026 tash sa njer\u00ebz i kan\u00eb vra policia serbe nuk e di p\u00ebr n\u2019Shqipni prej Rozhaje se\u2026at\u00eb un\u00eb nuk e di sa. E di q\u00eb kan\u00eb thon q\u00eb ka t\u2019humbur, q\u00eb e kan\u00eb humb\u00eb jet\u00ebn.<\/p>\n

BG: Gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs prej Rozhaj\u00ebs n\u2019Shqip\u00ebri?<\/p>\n

IG: Po, gjat\u00eb asaj rruge.<\/p>\n

BG: Policia serbe?<\/p>\n

IG: Policia serbe. Atje n\u2019Shqip\u00ebri ishim t\u2019lagun nga shiu, nga bora, t\u2019lodhur. Na ra me prit shum\u00eb. Domethon\u00eb, kemi prit aty \u2013 thojshin do t\u2019Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb derisa t\u2019vijn\u00eb furgonat me na marr\u00eb edhe tash na \u00e7ojn\u00eb. Von\u00eb. Diku nja tri or\u00eb kemi nejt qaty, af\u00ebr liqenit t\u2019Shkodr\u00ebs. Dikur na kan\u00eb marr\u00eb edhe na kan\u00eb n\u2019fabrik\u00ebn e duhan cigareve. Aty ishim t\u2019lagur edhe tash aty, n\u2019ato paleta ku ka qen\u00eb duhoni i varun, plot pluhur e sene, i shtrum ato paleta posht\u00eb n\u2019tok\u00eb p\u00ebr me ra. Aty u bom sikur mu p\u00ebrbiru n\u00ebp\u00ebr pluhurin\u2026shum\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb ka qen\u00eb\u2026Un\u00eb kom ngreh gjith\u00e7ka mrena asaj fabrike t\u2019duhon cigareve edhe nuk e di si m\u2019ka ardh\u00eb po e kom pas ni arrest t\u2019zemr\u00ebs. Ni shok m\u2019ka mar edhe m\u2019ka \u00e7ue te mjek\u00ebt n\u2019shkod\u00ebr. At\u00eb nat\u00eb e kom bo aty. Ni gazetar i radio televizionit \u2013 po m\u2019doket i Prizrenit ka qen\u00eb \u2013 vjen me vizitue aty mrena n\u2019fabrik\u00eb t\u2019duhon cigareve. Tash i gjon shoqen e fmit tu qajt se un\u00eb isha smu edhe i pyt \u201cPo ju \u00e7ka keni?\u201d Kta i tregojn\u00eb. Thot\u00eb, \u201cKur t\u2019vjen Ibrahimi ktu le t\u2019m\u00eb lajm\u00ebrohet mu te fabrika \u2013 prej fabrike \u2013 por le t\u2019m\u00eb lajm\u00ebrohet n\u00eb Kampin Austriak. Edhe jom lajmru n\u00eb Kampin Austriak. E di ni intervist\u00eb e kom dhan\u00eb p\u00ebr Radio Tirana, rast\u00ebsisht. Problem ma i madh p\u00ebr mu osht kon \u2013 tu e falenderu token mam\u00eb q\u00eb na u strehum aty \u2013 po tash ushtar\u00ebt e kampit q\u00eb erdh\u00ebn me na rujt neve, se ishin edhe kampi gjerman af\u00ebr diku aty. Tash shqiptar\u00ebt t\u2019armatosun n\u2019at\u00eb rr\u00ebmuj\u00eb gjujshin te kampi gjerman q\u00eb e kishin ma af\u00ebr na aty.<\/p>\n

BG: Shqiptar\u00ebt a?<\/p>\n

IG: Po, po shqiptar\u00ebt e shqip\u00ebris\u00eb. Kishin automata, kishin\u2026si t\u2019eg\u00ebr ishin ba edhe aq palidhje\u2026Mu qajo m\u2019ka brejt mas forti. Pse tash na n\u2019tok\u00ebn e shtetit am\u00eb ushtar\u00ebt austriak\u00eb me na rujt neve. Kta e kom deklaru edhe\u2026<\/p>\n

BG: Dometh\u00ebn\u00eb i kan\u00eb gjujt edhe shqiptar\u00ebt e Kosov\u00ebs?<\/p>\n

IG: Po, nashta ata p\u00ebr me grabit\u00eb di\u00e7ka, \u00e7ka di une tash. Ve\u00e7 qajo m\u2019ka brejt ma s\u2019forti q\u00eb mos me mujt mu bo rahat aty. Megjith\u00ebse kampi na ka p\u00ebrcjell\u00eb shum\u00eb mire kampi austriak, edhe mjek\u00ebsin\u00eb aty, normal i kan\u00eb pas t\u00eb gjitha mjetet. G\u00ebrmun edhe p\u00ebr uj\u00eb se ai ven aty ishte that\u00ebsi e madhe, e kan\u00eb siguru edhe ujt. Po tash p\u00ebr femrat tona, qikat shkojshin me marr\u00eb uj\u00eb atje diku af\u00ebr telave, ata<\/p>\n

t\u2019Shqipnis\u00eb u afrojshin edhe tash, sjellje t\u2019kqija kan\u00eb ba. Sjellje t\u2019kqija kan ba. E qajo m\u2019ka brejt, a din. E di q\u00eb n\u2019intervist\u00eb kom thon, \u201cNa Kosov\u00ebn e lam n\u2019shkrum e n\u2019hi, arrit\u00ebm deri n\u2019tok\u00ebn nan\u00eb e tash me na mbrojt\u00eb ushtar\u00ebt austriak\u00eb t\u2019kampit\u201d.<\/p>\n

BG: E p\u00ebr Kosov\u00eb a keni d\u00ebgju lajme gjat\u00eb q\u00ebndrimit n\u2019Shqip\u00ebri?<\/p>\n

IG: Paj, kemi d\u00ebgjue, kemi d\u00ebgjue. Shkojshim aty-k\u00ebtu te ndonj\u00eb shpi, e p\u00ebrcillshim televizorin. Po edhe ata vena t\u2019pakt\u00eb jon kon ku kemi mujt me shkue. E di q\u00eb jon sjell\u00eb keq, po thom, edhe pse un\u00eb i kom falenderue. Un\u00eb ton me ni pedagog q\u00eb ka qen\u00eb ktu n\u2019gjimnaz se kur jemi largu prej k\u00ebtuhit un\u00eb jom kon pun\u00ebtor i gjimnazit se e lshum Rilindjen e Sekretari na tha \u201cGjoni pun\u00eb diku, strehohuni\u201d a din, \u201cvazhdoni me punu ku t\u2019gjoni pun\u00eb.\u201d Nejse un\u00eb isha profesor i gjuh\u00ebs dhe let\u00ebrsis\u00eb shqipe. Me ni pedagog q\u00eb e kemi pas, Ramiz Zeqiri o qujt, organizum atje me mbajt msimin e fmive shqiptar\u00eb \u00e7ka ishin, bile t\u2019nxajn\u00eb di\u00e7ka mos ta hupin krejt koh\u00ebn edhe austriak\u00ebt na sigurun ni \u00e7ad\u00ebr t\u2019madhe, banka e karrika e ato aty. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb mu m\u2019caktun m\u00ebsimdh\u00ebn\u00ebs\u2026A e din si quhej ai vend? Shkod\u00ebr. Shkoll\u00eb o kon ajo. Grud\u00eb. T\u2019njofsh\u00ebm e kom pas edhe ni Binak G\u00ebrguri. Edhe ai me mu aty u caktu. Edhe kta e kom p\u00ebrjetu rand\u00eb. Na u dashke mi p\u00ebrcjell\u00eb posaq\u00ebrisht vajzat shqiptare mi pru deri n\u2019kamp. Edhe aty jet\u00ebn n\u2019rrezik e kemi pas\u00eb disa her\u00eb. E di q\u00eb i kom thon niher Binakut \u201cQito qika un\u00eb vet\u00ebm nuk i lo ktu\u201d se vishin \u201cqe furgoni ku o ktu, hajde hyni ktu\u201d se e disha ku dojshin me na qu ata idiota. I thash \u201cBinak un\u00eb p\u00ebr veti dek\u00ebn e boj, qito qika nuk i lo\u201d thash. Keq. Tha, \u201cEdhe une jom me ty\u201d. Edhe kjo m\u2019ka brejt shum\u00eb, m\u2019ka munu shum\u00eb, a din. Mos me kon t\u2019lira vajzat tona p\u00ebr shembull n\u2019tok\u00ebn am\u00eb. Po ata huligan\u00eb, ata\u2026<\/p>\n

BG: Domethon\u00eb keni majt\u00eb m\u00ebsim paralel n\u2019kamp me refugjat\u00ebt e tjer\u00eb?<\/p>\n

IG: N\u2019fillim e kemi majt n\u2019kamp po tani n\u2019kamp meten kta tvogjlit q\u00eb ishin, nxan\u00ebs deri n\u2019klas\u00eb 8. E n\u2019shkoll\u00eb t\u2019mesme neve na qun tani n\u2019Grud\u00eb. Ata mujshin me udh\u00ebtu, nxansat. Nuk ka qen\u00eb larg prej atyhit. Mujshin me udh\u00ebtu, me shku n\u2019Grud\u00eb. Edhe aty ni koh\u00eb e kemi majt m\u00ebsimin, n\u2019Grud\u00eb. Po, p\u00ebr si nin q\u00eb kur jem dal n\u2019tok\u00ebn shqiptare, se un\u00eb s\u2019kom mujt me kalu andej asniher\u00eb se jom kon i d\u00ebnum politik, s\u2019kom pas\u2026m\u2019pat hup pasaporta as\u2026s\u2019kom mujt. E di si apsolvent jemi kon pas shkrue p\u00ebr me shku atje. Fehmi Agani po thot, ka qen\u00eb dekan i fakultetit, than a prej fjal\u00ebve n\u2019vepra s\u2019mund t\u2019shkojm\u00eb, s\u2019po mujm me shkue. E nuk shkum. Edhe pse pata mund\u00ebsi diqysh mu p\u00ebrbirue me student\u00eb. E hera e pare kur kom dal n\u2019tok\u00ebn e shtetit am\u00eb jom ra dhe e kom puth at\u00eb tok\u00eb, jom nda i zhg\u00ebnjym shum\u00eb ndaj tyne edhe pse ata shkondran\u00ebt n\u2019tradit\u00eb e kan\u00eb \u2013 jo institucionale po t\u2019rujtun kshtu \u2013 ka pas njer\u00ebz fort t\u2019mir\u00eb, ka pas njer\u00ebz si kur ju kom tregue hallin e dertin kan\u00eb qajt bashk\u00eb me mu. Po, edhe ka pas gjith\u00e7ka. Ka pas\u2026ka pas aty si e kemi kalu kufirin ja ka sha nonen Sllobodan Millosheviqit tu thon \u201cpse s\u2019ju ka vra, pse s\u2019ju ka myt?\u201d I kom pas do sene si tash t\u2019cil\u00ebs parti jon kon ata e \u00e7far\u00eb burrash jon kon ata un\u00eb nuk e di veq m\u2019ka brejt kjo shum\u00eb. Kjo m\u2019ka mundue shum\u00eb, ma tep\u00ebr se ikja, se lufta, se tana, qajo m\u2019ka brejt. Nji i vram i katunit, Naim Dreshaj, o vra n\u2019kufi me Shqip\u00ebri tu sjell arm\u00eb p\u00ebr ktu. Ni gru tjet\u00ebr e fshatit nuk dihet ka humb\u00eb, s\u2019din kush p\u00ebr to. Ashtu edhe djali i v\u00ebllaut, Samiu. Rastin q\u00eb ta p\u00ebrmena t\u2019daj\u00ebs atje n\u2019X\u00ebrx\u00eb, dometh\u00ebn\u00eb dy t\u2019djegun, ni i vram edhe i gjymtum n\u2019mal si e kan\u00eb gjet. N\u2019pika t\u2019shkurta, un\u00eb jom takue n\u2019Beleg, djemt\u00eb e atyne bash q\u00eb jon djeg\u00eb. Tash njoni prej tyne bile osht kryetar i Kuvendit Komunal t\u00eb Istogut. Tha na i qitem robt e fmit\u00eb deri n\u2019Rozhaj\u00eb edhe tash po kthehem bashk\u00eb me vlla t\u2019vetin po kthehem me i marr babe e nan\u00eb. Po kur jon kthye i kan\u00eb gjet shpit e krejt t\u2019djegun. Ashtu edhe p\u00ebr daj\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr, Kadrin\u00eb. I cop\u00ebtum n\u2019mal e kan\u00eb gjet\u00eb. N\u2019Vrell\u00eb ka pas\u00eb q\u00eb jon vra. Bile nifar Muharrem\u2026[00:30:53 nuk po kuptohet] disa dit\u00eb ai ka nejt qashtu i varrum. Kom d\u00ebgju prej njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb kan\u00eb thon menzi e kan\u00eb nxon ni pul\u00eb t\u2019gjall\u00eb qashtu me e hong\u00ebr se s\u2019ka pas \u00e7ka me hong\u00ebr. Kshtu kom d\u00ebgju se ni let\u00ebr e paska pa lon n\u00eb ni bir\u00eb q\u00eb e ka shti diku n\u2019zit t\u2019oborrit. Edhe e kan\u00eb gjet. Ai luft\u00ebtar ka qen\u00eb. Po kur u thyn pikat s\u2019ka pas secili tveten se tashti ktu 3 pika kan\u00eb qen\u00eb: nj\u00eb n\u2019Lluga, nj\u00eb Prigovc, nj\u00eb te Januzajt, n\u2019kufi me Lubozhd\u00ebn. Kur jon thy kto tri pika s\u2019ka pas aty mo edhe ushtart o dasht me marr\u00eb\u2026ikjen.<\/p>\n

BG: A mundesh mu nal me reflektu efektin e luft\u00ebs n\u2019jet\u00ebn e p\u00ebrditshme?<\/p>\n

IG: Po, kto trauma kom bindjen q\u00eb lane shenj\u00eb, gjurm\u00eb edhe sot e k\u00ebsaj dite. Njer\u00ebzve ju ka ra me p\u00ebrjetu gjith\u00e7ka. Kur jem kthye jom njoftu me rastin t\u2019Syrenic\u00ebs, ni katun ktu q\u00eb i kan\u00eb vra dy nxan\u00ebse, njona ka qen\u00eb n\u2019shkoll\u00eb t\u2019mesme m\u2019doket n\u2019vit t\u2019par\u00eb qe e kan\u00eb kry 8 vje\u00e7aren. E, Lipaj jon\u00eb, t\u2019Syrenic\u00ebs edhe i kan\u00eb gjet n\u2019bunar. Ni plak tjet\u00ebr i Syrenic\u00ebs, aty n\u2019bunar i qitun. Edhe ni gru plak\u00eb, edhe at\u00eb. Tash, an\u00ebtar\u00ebt e familjes tyne kan\u00eb p\u00ebrjetu rond. Tash un\u00eb i kom thon nj\u00eb si punonte n\u2019bilbotek\u00eb, e kisha n\u2019shkoll\u00eb, Lipaj ka qen\u00eb. Po i thom, \u201cA din me kallxu p\u00ebr qato vajza?\u201d Meniher\u00eb ka fillu me qajt\u00eb. N\u2019bibliotek\u00eb t\u2019shkoll\u00ebs ka punu, tash profesoresh\u00eb n\u2019gjimnaz. Po thot, \u201cIbrahim ton ver\u00ebn kan\u00eb nejt kpucat e qikave n\u00ebp\u00ebr t\u00ebrrfoj\u00eb, s\u2019ka mujt kush me dal mi mar\u201d. Tan ver\u00ebn. Edhe pse jon kthy toni. N\u00eb nji livadh kshtu a din. S\u2019ka mujt kush me shku mi marr\u00eb.[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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