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[\/vc_column_text][vc_column_text]Bjeshka Guri (intervistuesja)<\/p>\n

Gent Muhaxheri (i intervistuari)<\/p>\n

Akronimet: Bjeshka Guri=BG, Gent Muhaxheri=GM<\/p>\n

GM: Un\u00eb jam Gent Muhaxheri, 29 vjet. Punoj si freelance make-up artist<\/p>\n

BG: A t\u2019kujtohet di\u00e7ka prej luft\u00ebs t\u2019fundit n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb?<\/p>\n

GM: Po normal. Kur ka fillu lufta un\u00eb i kom pas 9 vjet. Gjat\u00eb luft\u00ebs i kom bo 10 n\u2019prill. M\u2019kujtohen shum\u00eb sende; m\u2019kujtohet koha n\u2019fillim kur ve\u00e7 ka fillu lufta edhe kur kemi fillu me pa ve\u00e7 n\u2019lajme \u00e7ka po ndodh, \u00e7ka ka ndodh\u00eb n\u2019Drenic\u00eb. Kur shkojshim n\u2019shkoll\u00eb thojshim \u201cShyqyr q\u00eb s\u2019e kemi dikon n\u2019Drenic\u00eb se atje luft\u00eb\u201d tu mos e dit\u00eb q\u00eb ka me ardh\u00eb edhe te na n\u2019Prishtin\u00eb edhe n\u2019\u00e7do qytet tjet\u00ebr. M\u2019kujtohet koha pak para se me ik\u00eb prej Kosov\u00ebs, para se mu mundu me ik\u00eb. Kemi tentu dy here me ik\u00eb. Her\u00ebn e pare na kan\u00eb kthy prej vorreve, rrug\u00ebs p\u00ebr Maqedoni.<\/p>\n

BG : A po m\u2019tregon, p\u00ebr shembull, kur e keni marr\u00eb vendimin mu largu prej Kosov\u00ebs?<\/p>\n

GM: E kemi marr\u00eb vendimin qat dit\u00eb q\u00eb n\u2019fakt kemi ik\u00eb, ashtu ve\u00e7 na kan\u00eb thirr\u00eb. Halla na ka thirr\u00eb edhe na ka thon q\u00eb na dojm\u00eb me ik\u00eb me krejt kush\u00ebrit\u00eb e saj t\u2019familjes t\u2019burrit t\u2019vet edhe diqysh jon bind\u00eb edhe kta n\u2019shpi teme. Kemi shku deri te shpia e saj q\u00eb ka qen\u00eb shum\u00eb ngat edhe prej aty jemi nis diku 4 kerre nashta, ose 5, nuk m\u2019kujtohet. E di q\u00eb n\u2019mahall\u00ebn kur kemi shku deri te halla ka pas tep\u00ebr shum\u00eb kerre ton koh\u00ebn. Shihshim kerre q\u00eb ashtu me ni cev\u00eb u munojshin me nxerr benzinin prej kerreve q\u00eb nuk dojshin me ik\u00eb p\u00ebr mi mush kerret e veta me benzin, s\u2019ka pas mdoket benzin me ble edhe qashtu i mushin, i ngrehshin ashtu benzinin prej kerrit edhe mandena e qitshin me ni shishe edhe e merrshin e kthejshin benzinin n\u2019kerrin e vet. M\u2019kujtohet q\u00eb kemi qen\u00eb kerri i tret\u00eb kur\u2026<\/p>\n

BG: E \u00e7ka keni vendos\u00eb me marr prej shpis\u00eb?<\/p>\n

GM : \u00c7udit\u00ebrisht kurgjo. Qysh e di tash, nuk e di n\u00ebse qikjo osht qashtu se nuk e kemi fol\u00eb kurr\u00eb, po m\u2019doket ve\u00e7 kshtu arin edhe paret i kemi marr\u00eb me vete, kurgjo tjet\u00ebr. Se kemi mendu q\u00eb gjithqysh kemi me mrri n\u2019Maqedoni e s\u2019kemi pas nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka ekstra. Motra jem ka qen\u00eb 4 vjet, me siguri nana ka paketu di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr mu e p\u00ebr motr\u00ebn s\u2019m\u00eb kujtohet \u00e7ka ka pas\u00eb n\u2019gepek. E di q\u00eb s\u2019kemi marr\u00eb as ushqim as kurgjo me veti. Po qat dit\u00eb ka ndodh q\u00eb na kan\u00eb kthy domethon\u00eb, mbas 20 minutave q\u00eb kemi vozit na kan\u00eb kthy, na kan\u00eb nj\u00eb ponk i policis\u00eb edhe kerrit t\u2019par\u00eb ja kan\u00eb nxerr\u00eb krejt teshat prej kerrit edhe i kan\u00eb qit prej kerrit. N\u2019kerrin e dyt\u00eb ka qen\u00eb burri i hall\u00ebs me hall\u00ebn edhe e di q\u00eb i kan\u00eb hi shuplak\u00eb burrit t\u2019hall\u00ebs mrena n\u2019kerr. N\u2019kerrin e tret\u00eb kemi qen\u00eb na, neve nuk na kan\u00eb nguc ve\u00e7 na kan\u00eb kthy. Edhe qikjo ka qen\u00eb kshtu hera, prova, qysh me thon\u00eb, tentative jon\u00eb e pare me ik\u00eb prej Kosov\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

BG: E a po m\u2019tregon p\u00ebr p\u00ebrjetimin tend si fmi n\u00eb at\u00eb ekperienc\u00eb?<\/p>\n

GM: Qajo ka qen\u00eb shum\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme se\u2026ndoshta\u2026E kom pas ni ndjenj\u00eb kur jemi ndal\u00eb te vorret dhe kur e kom pa \u00e7ka po ndodh\u00eb te dy kerret p\u00ebrpara e kom pas ni ndjenj\u00eb q\u00eb po dojn me m\u2019dal\u00eb zorr\u00ebt prej goj\u00ebs. Jom kon n\u2019preh\u00ebn t\u2019mamit ulun mbrapa, gjyshi ka vozit, gjyshja p\u00ebrpara, mami, babi, motra edhe shum\u00eb o kon ndjenj\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme se nuk isha i rritun me kuptu sakt\u00ebsisht \u00e7ka po ndodh, po n\u00eb t\u2019nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb e kishe ni ide q\u00eb diqysh qajo siguria q\u00eb duhesh me e pas si nji 10 vje\u00e7ar \u00ebsht\u00eb zhduk, nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb mo. Edhe nuk ish k\u00ebrkush q\u00eb mujke me \u201cprovide\u201d a din, as ata njer\u00ebz t\u2019shpis\u00eb, nana, baba, q\u00eb ke mendu q\u00eb \u201cthey will keep you safe, which they did\u201d. M\u2019fal anglisht po\u2026o kon ve\u00e7 qajo ndjenj\u00eb e siguris\u00eb \u201c\u00e7ka?\u201d Se e v\u00ebrejshe q\u00eb k\u00ebrkush nuk e dike \u00e7ka. Po, ka kalu ajo. Ka kalu mas shum\u00eb vjetve n\u2019fakt krejt qajo ndjenj\u00eb ngase ajo ve\u00e7 o kry po qaj momenti kur na kan\u00eb ndal\u00eb qajo ka qen\u00eb shum\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb e keqe q\u00eb s\u2019kom dit qysh me e menaxhu veq e kom pas qat ndjenj\u00eb qashtu krejt barku me m\u2019dal prej goj\u00ebs. Mas asaj jemi kthy n\u2019Prishtin\u00eb edhe dy dit\u00eb tjera kemi nejt n\u2019banes\u00eb. Pas dy dit\u00ebve kemi vendos\u00eb\u2026<\/p>\n

BG: E n\u2019banes\u00eb kur jeni ardh\u00eb, qysh ishit, qysh kalojshi?<\/p>\n

GM: Po kur jemi kthy shum\u00eb o kon gjendje e zymt\u00eb, njifar\u00eb situate e zymt\u00eb se kta t\u2019familjes ton koh\u00ebn kan\u00eb d\u00ebgju lajme, dritat jon ndal\u00eb kur o bo terr, domethon\u00eb me qira, reletat e lshume. Ka pas ve\u00e7 muzik\u00eb serioze n\u2019televizion edhe pornografi.<\/p>\n

BG: Pornografi?!<\/p>\n

GM: Po, shum\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme. Un\u00eb 9 vje\u00e7ar tu eksploru. E di q\u00eb ke mujt me gjet muzik\u00eb serioze edhe ke mujt me gjet pornografi, kshtu video.<\/p>\n

BG: E \u00e7far\u00eb televizioni?<\/p>\n

GM: Kan\u00eb qen\u00eb\u2026kanalet televizive nuk e di \u00e7fare kan\u00eb qen\u00eb ve\u00e7 e di\u2026<\/p>\n

BG : Kan\u00eb qen\u00eb t\u2019qasshme.<\/p>\n

GM: ke mujt mi gjet. Edhe, kurgjo. Ka qen\u00eb nifar\u2026Jemi mundu me mbajt\u00eb sa ma shum\u00eb rutin\u00eb n\u2019shpi po s\u2019o kon rutin\u00eb, a din, diqysh. Jemi mundu me flejt krejt me ni dhom\u00eb. Dmth \u00ebsht\u00eb koha para bombardimeve k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb s\u2019e kemi pas tash qat tut\u00ebn \u00e7ka ndodh me bombardime po zymt\u00eb ka qen\u00eb krejt. Kurgjo di\u00e7ka\u2026<\/p>\n

BG: E her\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb?<\/p>\n

GM Her\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb, n\u2019dallim prej her\u00ebs t\u2019par\u00eb, kemi provu me mrri deri n\u2019Bllace<\/p>\n

BG: A jeni kon qashtu n\u2019kerre?<\/p>\n

GM: Qashtu ka qen\u00eb, po n\u2019kerre. S\u2019e mbaj mend qysh jemi nis\u00eb her\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb. Po e mbaj mend q\u00eb kan\u00eb qen\u00eb plot kerre. Dmth me siguri edhe kta halla edhe tjer\u00ebt po s\u2019e mbaj mend qysh jemi nis\u00eb ose qysh kemi mbrri deri atje ve\u00e7 e mbaj mend q\u00eb kur kemi mbrri ka pas tep\u00ebr shum\u00eb kerre n\u2019kufi. Nuk u shihke fundi n\u2019asnjon\u00ebn an\u00eb, as kah kufini as kah Kosova. Kemi qen\u00eb diku n\u2019mes edhe nuk e dishe ve\u00e7 ka pas kerre plot. Shpresojshim q\u00eb kan\u00eb me liru kufinin edhe kemi me dale shum\u00eb shpejt. \u00c7ka ndodhi kjo q\u00eb na mbet\u00ebm 7 dit\u00eb para kufinit dmth. krejt familja dikur mas nat\u00ebs t\u2019par\u00eb e kemi pa ni kojshi tannin q\u00eb ka qen\u00eb ajo me kerr t\u2019vetin, djemt\u00eb e vet, kan\u00eb qen\u00eb 9 persona me ni Jugo edhe na ishim 6 me ni kerr, pak ma t\u2019mir\u00eb se Jugo edhe kish ma shum\u00eb vend kshtu q\u00eb e kena marr n\u2019kerr te na at\u00eb kojshiken p\u00ebr mi liru pak ata. N\u2019at\u00eb koh\u00eb nuk kqyrshe sa ngusht sa gjon p\u00ebrderisa t\u2019lejshin me kalu. E di q\u00eb kemi flejt aty me ato. E mbaj mend q\u00eb kat\u00ebr dit\u00ebt e para nuk kemi pas\u2026po menoj, kush ka pas ushqim ka hong\u00ebr. Shumica e kan\u00eb nda ushqimin. M\u2019kujtohet nana dit\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb ka shku n\u00ebp\u00ebr kerre ka lyp buk\u00eb p\u00ebr fmi se s\u2019kemi pas buk\u00eb edhe na i kemi pas ve\u00e7 do keksa n\u2019kerr po ato i kemi hong\u00ebr. T\u2019rritunit nuk hajshin, pothujse krejt ushqimi \u00e7ka kishin njer\u00ebzt nkerre q\u00eb dojshin mi ushqy fmit e krejtve. Kshtu q\u00eb nana e ka gjet ni cope buk\u00eb te dikush p\u00ebr mu e p\u00ebr motr\u00ebn a din me na jep me hong\u00ebr di\u00e7ka. Po e di q\u00eb kat\u00ebr dit\u00eb kta s\u2019kan\u00eb hong\u00ebr, kurgjo hiq. E di q\u00eb ve\u00e7 un\u00eb e motra kemi hong\u00ebr aq sa ka pas q\u00eb ka qen\u00eb domethon\u00eb e pamjaftushme, me ni cope buk\u00eb dy fmi kat\u00ebr dit\u00eb. Po mandej mas 4 dit\u00ebve dikush i ka thy, ka hi n\u2019kto shpijat e shqiptar\u00ebve gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs t\u2019Elez Hanit edhe kan\u00eb gjet miell, kan\u00eb gjet krejt pajisjet me maru ni buk\u00eb \u00e7faredo q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo p\u00ebr mu ushqy edhe e mbaj mend q\u00eb nana qat m\u00ebngjes o ardh, ka shku p\u00ebr WC edhe o kthy ka thon kom gjet me mbaru buk\u00eb, rrini qitu. Edhe o shku ajo, qindar gra, me ni shpi m\u2019kujtohet se mandej edhe un\u00eb kom shku me pa \u00e7ka po ndodh se nana ka mbet gati ton dit\u00ebn atje. Ka pas shum\u00eb rend se secila nan\u00eb ose gru ose burr\u00eb kushdo du me bo ni buk\u00eb me shti me pjek me pru te t\u2019shpis\u00eb vet. E di q\u00eb mas shum\u00eb or\u00ebve nana o kthy me ni tepsi me buk\u00eb. Edhe e di q\u00eb qaty kemi hong\u00ebr kshtu taman edhe na ka nxon gjumi krejt familjen n\u2019kerr, motra jeme 4 or\u00eb nuk o qu prej gjumit se kumedit \u00e7far\u00eb ndjenje o kon me hong\u00ebr mas 4 dit\u00ebve.<\/p>\n

BG: E me \u00e7ka jeni marr\u00eb ato 4 dit\u00eb? A keni q\u00ebndru n\u2019kerr?<\/p>\n

GM: Po nat\u00ebn po, n\u2019kerr. Policia e ka pas at\u00eb urdh\u00ebrin n\u2019ora 7-8 n\u2019mbramje me hi krejt nkerre edhe na kemi hi n\u2019kerre e kemi nejt derisa ka lind dielli. Dikush ka flejt dikush s\u2019ka flejt.<\/p>\n

BG: E gjat\u00eb dit\u00ebs?<\/p>\n

GM: Gjat\u00eb dit\u00ebs kemi dal\u00eb, jemi shoqnu me nifar forme, a din, hecshim pak p\u00ebrpara pak p\u00ebrmbrapa me kqyr kush osht a pe njohim dikon, me pa \u00e7ka ka ndodh tash, kta t\u2019rritunit u interesojshin kush ka ik\u00eb, kush ka mbet, kujt ju ka kall shpija, \u00e7ka ka ndodh. Kemi taku plot njer\u00ebz q\u00eb i njohim, normal, tjet\u00ebr\u2026<\/p>\n

BG: Tjet\u00ebr, a t\u2019kujtohet naj storje q\u00eb e ka tregu dikush di\u00e7ka?<\/p>\n

GM: S\u00ebm kujtohen kshtu storje t\u00eb njerzve \u00e7ka kan\u00eb fol, edhe pse jom kon i ri edhe nuk na kan\u00eb lon me d\u00ebgju \u00e7ka po ndodh ashtu. Shumic\u00ebn e koh\u00ebs na fmit me fmi jemi mundu me nejt.<\/p>\n

BG: Amo \u00e7ka u bisedojke mes fmive?<\/p>\n

GM: Kurgjo di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr luft\u00eb, me tregu drejt\u00eb. Po m\u2019doket secili fmi ka dasht mos me mendu p\u00ebr qata edhe ashtu ton koh\u00ebn o kon iniciativ\u00eb p\u00ebr loj\u00eb, mu mundu me bo loj\u00eb, se o kon aty gjendja qasisoji q\u00eb ti s\u2019ke mujt mu sill si fmi rreth kerrit tond edhe normal prindt kan\u00eb thon \u201cmos u largo prej kerrit, mos u largo prej kerrit\u201d. Ke mujt me taku fmi, njer\u00ebz t\u2019ndrysh\u00ebm. M\u2019kujtohet ni sen, ndoshta nat\u00ebn e pest\u00eb, n\u2019kerr nat\u00ebn von\u00eb, smuj flejsha n\u2019preh\u00ebn te babi ulun, normal, njon\u00ebn prej ktyne shpijave rrug\u00ebs e kisha ni ndjenj\u00eb q\u00eb ashtu qysh ish dera e metalit ni bllok nalt p\u00ebrmbi murit edhe streha e ballkonit p\u00ebrmbi der\u00eb edhe m\u2019ka dal gjumi nat\u00ebn shum\u00eb von\u00eb edhe mu ka dok q\u00eb e kom pa ni njeri me mitroloz p\u00ebrmi der\u00eb, jo komplet po ashtu si bust tu nejt edhe tu kqyr. Edhe se kom qu bab\u00ebn prej gjumit. T\u2019nes\u00ebrmen n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes i kom tregu q\u00eb e kom pa ni njeri p\u00ebrmi der\u00eb. Edhe m\u2019ka thon kurgjo bre s\u2019osht, nuk osht kurgjo, tu ka dok, ndoshta pem\u00ebt, hija e pem\u00ebve. Diqysh, n\u2019qat mosh\u00eb e han edhe qato, nashta edhe bab\u00ebs tem nuk ja ka mar menja q\u00eb p\u00ebrnime munet me kon dikush mrena. Po, mandej t\u2019nes\u00ebrmen gjyshja jeme ka hi n\u2019shpi edhe o mundu me shku me ni WC jasht\u00eb shpis\u00eb t\u2019qatij oborrit. Edhe ajo kur ka hy mrena n\u2019oborr p\u00ebr WC i kan\u00eb dal tre police edhe i kan\u00eb thon ktu nuk mundeni me ardh\u00eb. Edhe mandena jon bind\u00eb edhe kta t\u2019shpis\u00eb edhe un\u00eb e kom kuptu q\u00eb p\u00ebrnime dikush ka qen\u00eb mrena krejt qatyne shpijave ku na kemi hy me bo buk\u00eb, jon mshef prej policies t\u2019Serbis\u00eb dikush edhe nat\u00ebn kan\u00eb dal edhe ve\u00e7 e kan\u00eb mbajt\u00eb njifar\u00eb rendi t\u2019krejt qasajna, qatyne kerreve q\u00eb jon kon kshtu p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs p\u00ebr me dale n\u2019kufi.<\/p>\n

BG: Dometh\u00ebn\u00eb nuk jon kon serb\u00eb?<\/p>\n

GM : Serb\u00eb kan\u00eb qen\u00eb, nuk kan\u00eb mujt me qen\u00eb t\u2019Kosov\u00ebs. Se gjyshja tregon q\u00eb i kan\u00eb fol serbisht. Po besoj q\u00eb jon kon serb\u00eb, s\u2019po di. N\u2019tkishin qen\u00eb shqiptar\u00eb kishin fol shqip.<\/p>\n

BG: Definitivisht po.<\/p>\n

GM: Ose ndoshta edhe jo. Nuk e di. Kurre smuj me dit cka ka ndodh po nuk ka nxerr probleme. E mbaj mend q\u00eb ka qene masdite, nata e fundit ne Bllace , qat nate ne fakt kane ardh ndihma edhe ka qene ni kamion qe ish ndal ndoshta 10 metra perpara kerrit ton\u00eb edhe kane shpernda buk\u00eb, kane shpernda pashteta, kane shpernda uje edhe ashtu buka shkojke spo di si ato orizi edhe paret e kerrit te nuses a din qashtu u gjujke buka kshtu veq e gjujshim, kush e pret e pret, qashtu edhe pashtetat qashtu edhe ujin edhe na e shishim prej kerrit \u00e7ka po ndodh. Babi kish dale me marr ushqim per neve, qat nate kemi honger dmth ushqim qe na kane pru edhe kemi flejt aty edhe te nestrit ne gjys tdites kan\u00eb ardh\u00eb edhe na kane tregu qe nuk po na lejojn me kalu edhe kush don mundet me nejt e kush sdon duhen mu kthy se me kalu nuk kaloni. Ka pas\u00eb plot njerz t\u00eb cilet kane dale ne me qujt zone kshtu zone neutrale dmth mes kufinit Kosov\u00eb \u2013 Maqedoni, po kan\u00eb prit disa dite nqat zonen e perbashket ne shi ne kom\u00eb se me kerre si kan lon me kalu edhe shum\u00eb prej tyne kur e kan\u00eb pa qe as Maqedonia nuk pi pranon jon kthy prap mrena n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb se e kan pas\u00eb bile ni kerr bike shi naten edhe jon lag kane nejt nashta njerzt dy dit\u00eb qashtu ne shi, ne te ftoft, ne uje, pa kurgjo ne ate zone atje as ndihma skane ardhe as hiq kurgjo edhe na kemi vendos mu kthy edhe familjart e mi kane vendos qe po kthehemi edhe nuk kemi tentu mo me dale. Se edhe krejt procesi ka qene shume ma stresus edhe ma tutshem sesa veq fakti me nejt n\u00eb banes\u00eb. Ndoshta per mu ndoshta jo per tjert.<\/p>\n

BG: A ju ka dhon naj arsye pse nuk ju kane lon me kalu?<\/p>\n

GM: Jo arsye ndoshta ka pase po sbesoj qe ka pase ndonje arsye relevante, ka qene veq kshtu spo ju lojme si ne lufte qe te thot veq spo du osht e drejt e jemja me te thon se osht lufte, gjendje lufte, skom nevoje me te jep arsyetim. Jemi kthy ne Prishtin\u00eb, ne banese dmth \u00e7ka ka ndodhe ka qene qe mbas disa ditve nese sgaboj kane paralajmeru qe ka me hy NATO ose ne fakt ndoshta edhe ma perpara qeto e kom te pakjart\u00eb nese kan fillu bombardimet para se na me u mundu me dale ose mbasi qe jemi kthy na heren e dyt\u00eb po e di qe naten e par\u00eb ne fakt po, ma heret paskan fillu, naten e pare qe kemi mrri ne Prishtine e kane bombardu posten, posten qe osht qeveria tash ktu ngat qe osht ndertesa ku osht Komisioni Evropian tash. E kan bombardu qat ndertese edhe e di qe kshtu krejt xhamat e shpise jon thy. Ka qene ndoshta 1 e nates. Posta o kall nja 5 dite. Na e kemi pase pamjen direkt dmth prej dritareve te dhomave, e kemi pa komplet ndertesen edhe ajo o kall me dit\u00eb o kall posta. E di qe jon kon kater raketa edhe kan qene asi drejtimi dmth te kundert prej baneses tone se qaq ka qene afer saqe kemi mujt edhe na me u djeg ashtu, kan shku ne drejtim te kundert dmth ne drejtimin kur o gjujt raketa ka ardhe qasisoji qe fundi I saj mene me thon o shku knej ka pjesa e muzeut, nifar menyre ka dek qaty, ka qene, e kane pas shpine, a din ne qoft\u00ebse raketa kish qene 180 shkalle ndryshe na kem mujt me qen\u00eb qata. Masnej kan\u00eb fillu bombardimet. Kan\u00eb bombardu SUP-in edhe SUP-i o ndi shum\u00eb.<\/p>\n

BG: E qysh e ke perjetu ti? A ka qene eksperienc\u00eb e frikshme?<\/p>\n

GM: Po ka qene se qasi zoni kurr\u00eb ne jete ske ni. Ka qene shume \u00e7uditshem me ndi qasi zoni edhe me ndi krejt qat alarmin se ka pas\u00eb alarm para bombardimit dmth kane paralajmeru qe di\u00e7ka \u201cclose\u201d do te ndodh\u00eb. Ka qene e frikshme se na krejt shpija kemi dale n\u00eb korridor se korridori ka qen\u00eb I vetmi pa dritare edhe pa\u2026o dok si ma i sigurt\u00eb ndoshta, spo di. Na kemi jetu n\u2019katin e pest\u00eb edhe siguria s\u2019ka qen\u00eb n\u2019an\u00ebn tone hiq se kati i pesti shum\u00eb leht\u00eb mundet prej krejt qasaj t\u2019dridhnes edhe mu rrzu edhe mu thy. Normal o thy ni pjes\u00eb e murit, jon thy dritaret, dyert dilshin prej vendit se u varke sa af\u00ebr osht, \u00e7far\u00eb drejtimi \u00ebsht\u00eb raketa, krejt, eksplozivi n\u2019\u00e7far\u00eb ane shkojke. P\u00ebr shembull SUP-in e kemi pas shum\u00eb af\u00ebr, ma af\u00ebr sesa Post\u00ebn po SUP-in se kemi ndi qaq shum\u00eb sa Post\u00ebn. Shum\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme. E kemi pas ni kojshi n\u00eb t\u2019tretin kat. Me ata jemi shoqnu me nifar forme. Mandej pat fillu ni periudh\u00eb, kur kish bombardime \u00e7do nat\u00eb shum\u00eb af\u00ebr n\u2019qytet, pat\u00ebm shku krejt familja nat\u00ebn shkojshim me flejt te ata se ndoshta kati i tret\u00eb ma i sigurt\u00eb p\u00ebr shkak t\u2019nalt\u00ebsis\u00eb. Kto kan\u00eb qen\u00eb ato\u2026E di q\u00eb bombardimet dit\u00ebn e pare kom pas shum\u00eb stres, nuk disha \u00e7ka me bo me veten, ve\u00e7 jom sill krejt dit\u00ebn n\u00ebp\u00ebr shpi edhe krejt t\u2019shpis\u00eb m\u2019kan\u00eb vet, nana m\u2019ka tregu ma von\u00eb q\u00eb m\u2019ka qet\u00ebsu kshtu me ushqim qat dit\u00eb se e ka pa q\u00eb s\u2019po muj mu rehatu. Po mandej dit\u00ebve tjera, ashtu kur e pash\u00eb dit\u00ebn e pare q\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb di\u00e7ka\u2026nuk ka me m\u2019sulmu mu direkt ose, a din, se nuk e disha \u00e7ka po pres, \u00e7ka me prit. Kur je 9 vje\u00e7ar nuk e din \u00e7ka osht bombardimi. Edhe kur e kom pa dit\u00ebn e pare q\u00eb nuk osht di\u00e7ka shum\u00eb shum\u00eb tu m\u2019afektu mu personalisht mandej un\u00eb jom qet\u00ebsu. E mbaj mend q\u00eb gjat\u00eb dit\u00ebs kemi mujt me dal si fmi n\u2019mahall\u00eb. Na lejshin prindt me dal kur o kon drit\u00eb. Ka pas plot njer\u00ebz n\u2019mahall\u00eb q\u00eb nuk kan\u00eb ik\u00eb. K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb un\u00eb me shokt e mi t\u00eb paraluft\u00ebs delshim bashk\u00eb, shkojshim te njoni tjetri ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u2019shpi. Njoni prej tyne ka pas kompjuter n\u2019at\u00eb koh\u00eb. Shkojshim me lujt krejt. Kemi lujt basketboll.<\/p>\n

BG: Mas bombardimeve?<\/p>\n

GM: Jo, gjat\u00eb, gjat\u00eb bombardimeve, dit\u00ebn. Shum\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme se ka pas plot edhe u kriju nifar atmosfere q\u00eb nuk t\u2019shtike mo mu tut, s\u2019e di pse. Ndoshta u bo rutin\u00eb, ndoshta fillum mu pajtu me qat ambient, a din, u bo pjes\u00eb\u2026disa muj zgjati krejt ajo gjendje dhe ve\u00e7 u adaptum. \u00c7ka ka ndodh mandej mas krejt bombardimeve q\u00eb kan\u00eb zgjat, nuk e di, m\u00eb 24 mars kan\u00eb fillu, 1 muj ndoshta kan\u00eb zgjat krejt. Kah fundi ashtu veq kish lajme ntelevizion q\u00eb kan\u00eb me hi policia, NATO dmth ka me hi n\u2019Kosov\u00eb edhe nuk e dishim kur ose \u00e7ka. Na veq ishim kthy n\u2019banes\u00eb. Flejshim n\u2019banes\u00eb nalt se s\u2019kishim mo bombardime nqytet edhe ishim nashta pak ma sigurt\u00eb<\/p>\n

BG: E kshtu a ka pas vizita t\u2019polic\u00ebve, a jeni tut mos po vjen dikush?<\/p>\n

GM: M\u2019kujtohet niher q\u00eb un\u00eb kam qen\u00eb te ni shok i jemi, te qaj shoki q\u00eb ka pas kompjuter, kemi lujt Mortokomba. Kan\u00eb ardh\u00eb policia me bo regjistrim civil t\u00eb popullat\u00ebs q\u00eb kan\u00eb mbet\u00eb, i kan\u00eb regjistru prindt, gjysh\u00ebrit, motr\u00ebn q\u00eb kan\u00eb qen\u00eb te shoku jem. Edhe e di q\u00eb mu nuk m\u2019kan regjistru edhe tash ish krejt ajo \u201cA osht ma mire q\u00eb Gentin nuk e kan\u00eb regjistru a osht ma keq q\u00eb s\u2019osht regjistru Genti?\u201d Po nuk ka qen\u00eb di\u00e7ka\u2026Ata e kan\u00eb marr\u00eb qato informata q\u00eb kan\u00eb dasht\u00eb edhe kurr\u00eb mo nuk kemi ndi di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr qato. Kjo ka qen\u00eb hera e vetme q\u00eb policia ka ardh\u00eb te banesa jon\u00eb edhe pse na nuk kemi pa police krejt mujin. Na kemi dal n\u2019mahall\u00eb dit\u00ebn, na nuk kemi pa police. S\u2019ka pas. Nashta ka pas police civil q\u00eb na nuk i kemi vrejt po kshtu t\u2019armatosun jo. M\u2019kujtohet ajo nata kur kan\u00eb hi ushtria n\u2019qytet. Me nan\u00ebn tem kemi kqyr prej dritares t\u2019kuzhin\u00ebs. E qelshim ashtu tep\u00ebr pak edhe un\u00eb ashtu kryt krejt posht\u00eb qaq mrrisha me pa, ajo pak ma nalt\u00eb edhe ashtu ka 5cm e qelshim dritaren edhe kqyrshim \u00e7ka po ndodh\u00eb se n\u2019at\u00eb koh\u00eb sheshi ku osht tash i Prishtin\u00ebs e shihshim ni pjes\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl q\u00eb ka qen\u00eb p\u00ebr kerre edhe qaty kan\u00eb fillu me ardh. Dmth qaty kemi fillu mi pa tenkat tu hi p\u00ebr qytet edhe kemi thane ashtu \u201cokay, jemi safe qitash, jemi mire qitash, qitash gjith\u00e7ka o n\u2019rregull\u201d. Qat nat\u00eb dmth s\u2019kemi flejt hiq se ka pas zhurm\u00eb nat\u00ebn prej krejt qatyne automjeteve q\u00eb kan\u00eb ardh\u00eb edhe \u00e7ka p\u00ebrnime po ndodh. A ka me qen\u00eb qikjo nata kur kan\u00eb me hi krejt serb\u00ebt n\u00ebp\u00ebr banesa apo \u00ebsht\u00eb hala ashtu \u201csafe\u201d. T\u2019nes\u00ebrmen n\u2019m\u00ebngjes jemi qu edhe ka pas police n\u00ebp\u00ebr krejt rrug\u00ebt. Ka pas police t\u00eb NATO-s, nuk e di \u00e7far\u00eb nacionaliteti kan\u00eb mujt me qen\u00eb, n\u2019rrug\u00ebn tone, n\u2019rrug\u00ebn kryesore ka pas edhe qat dit\u00eb kemi mujt me dal krejt. E mbaj mend me gjyshen teme kur kemi dal me ble buke ka pas police serb\u00eb me mitroloza, posht\u00eb, edhe ka pas plot police t\u2019huj, dmth, ushtri e NATO-s q\u00eb kan\u00eb qen\u00eb, veq k\u00ebrkush nuk na ka nguc\u00eb. M\u2019kujtohet edhe ni sen, kjo dmth para se me hi ushtria e NATO-s. Halla jeme e ka bo edhe tentimin e tret\u00eb me dale n\u00eb Maqedoni edhe ajo ka pas sukses e ka dale. Edhe kemi komuniku ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb me telefon kur thirrshin ata. Te halla ka pas shum\u00eb ushqim, na s\u2019kemi pas shum\u00eb ushqim edhe ajo thojke shkoni n\u00ebse mundeni n\u2019shpi qitu qitu i keni ushqimet krejt \u00e7ka ju duhet. E di q\u00eb nana jeme niher me gjyshin kan\u00eb shku kan\u00eb marr\u00eb ushqim prej shpis t\u2019saj edhe i kan\u00eb pru n\u2019banes\u00eb. Mbas dy jave ndoshta e kan\u00eb bo edhe niher rrug\u00ebn e nj\u00ebjt\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb me shku me mar ushqim se s\u2019kishim as ku me ble. Her\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb kur jon shku dmth ushtria serbe veq kish hi n\u2019shpi te ata edhe e kish demolu komplet vendin e nana tregon q\u00eb ka pas police edhe n\u2019shpi mrena aty q\u00eb s\u2019i ka pa po ndhom\u00eb ndishim zhurma q\u00eb dikush po livrit n\u00ebp\u00ebr shpi. Kur e kemi pa q\u00eb dikush osht skemi marr\u00eb kurgjo veq kemi dale prej shpis. Dmth her\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb s\u2019lkan\u00eb marr\u00eb kurgjo po her\u00ebn e pare kan\u00eb marr\u00eb boll p\u00ebr me na zgjat qaq sa ka zgjat bombardimi. Edhe qikjo m\u2019kujtohet si detaj q\u00eb kan\u00eb shku deri atje se s\u2019ka qen\u00eb rrug\u00eb e gjat\u00eb po s\u2019ka qen\u00eb e leht\u00eb.[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

[vc_row wrap_container=”yes” section_text_color=”light” text_align=”justify”][vc_column][vc_column_text] [\/vc_column_text][vc_column_text]Bjeshka Guri (intervistuesja) Gent Muhaxheri (i intervistuari) Akronimet: Bjeshka Guri=BG, Gent Muhaxheri=GM GM: Un\u00eb jam Gent Muhaxheri, 29 vjet. Punoj si freelance make-up artist BG: A t\u2019kujtohet di\u00e7ka prej luft\u00ebs t\u2019fundit n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb? GM: Po normal. Kur ka fillu lufta un\u00eb i kom pas 9 vjet. Gjat\u00eb luft\u00ebs i kom bo […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":483,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[22],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/570"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=570"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/570\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1329,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/570\/revisions\/1329"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/483"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=570"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=570"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=570"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}