{"id":2363,"date":"2023-01-31T00:08:06","date_gmt":"2023-01-31T00:08:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/?p=2363"},"modified":"2023-02-24T07:42:36","modified_gmt":"2023-02-24T07:42:36","slug":"anonime-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/anonime-1\/","title":{"rendered":"Anonim"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]<!--[if lt IE 9]><script>document.createElement('audio');<\/script><![endif]-->\n<audio class=\"wp-audio-shortcode\" id=\"audio-2363-1\" preload=\"none\" style=\"width: 100%;\" controls=\"controls\"><source type=\"audio\/mpeg\" src=\"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/Anonime-1.mp3?_=1\" \/><a href=\"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/Anonime-1.mp3\">https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/Anonime-1.mp3<\/a><\/audio>[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Anonime 1: N\u00eb moment kom vendos\u00eb.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Me kon jeni kan\u00eb?<br \/>\nAnonime 1: Un\u00eb, un\u00eb isha me nuse edhe nipin edhe mbesen. N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb djali ishte n\u00eb Austri, ka pas\u00eb ekspozit\u00eb dmth pa fillu lufta. A i shkoj sa dit\u00eb ka me than\u00eb ma p\u00ebrpara. Ka shku atje, ka pas\u00eb ekspoziten. Edhe met\u00eb atje na k\u00ebndej t\u00eb vetun edhe k\u00ebrsiti lufta. Ajo NATO n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. E nat\u00ebn e par\u00eb me t\u00eb than\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn u frigojsha shum\u00eb p\u00ebr fmi se e kisha nifar obligimi nifar&#8230; e kisha nusen edhe nipin me mbesen e un\u00eb sa kom pas\u00eb fuqi me rezistu di\u00e7ka aty mundesh me marr\u00eb me mend. Edhe nejse \u00e7ohet kunati jem at\u00eb nat\u00eb q\u00eb po don NATO-ja me sulmu, po thot\u00eb kunati jem i ka than\u00eb, ai ka pas\u00eb f\u00ebmi t\u00eb rritun e krejt, ai i madhi i martun, edhe i thot\u00eb a din \u00e7ka ti me i marr\u00eb grun edhe fmin\u00eb edhe me shku te gruja e axh\u00ebs, te na. Un\u00eb isha vetun n\u00eb shpi me kta. Edhe po i thot\u00eb ve\u00e7 me shku mos me lan\u00eb ata vetun se ajo kumedit\u00eb tutet. Kur e kom pa dritaren s\u2019di si me pas pa s\u2019di kon. Tha valla na \u00e7oj baba se vetun je, vetun jeni e mos t\u00eb frigoheni a di\u00e7ka e t\u00eb jemi ma grumbull. Edhe ai i kish marr\u00eb dy fmin\u00eb me veti, edhe na aty, u p\u00ebrzim pak e pak ma leht\u00eb. Kur fillun sulmet na shpejt e n\u00eb bodrum. Hym\u00eb n\u00eb bodrum, shtrum dyshek\u00eb, fmin\u00eb dojshim me i rahatu qysh s\u2019i merrke gjumi, a din u frigojshin. N\u00eb momente menojsha q\u00eb u mshelem na. Thojsha Zot runa me na ndodh\u00eb di\u00e7ka s\u2019din k\u00ebrkush ku jemi. E qeshtu qe nja tri net\u00eb na ra aty me nejt. Mas t\u00eb tretes dit\u00eb ata prej Dragodanit, kunatin e qesin prej shpis\u00eb e ata drejt e te na. Bujten ni nat\u00eb te un\u00eb edhe tani kemi vendos\u00eb t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen me dal. Dojshim me shku se nuk rrihet k\u00ebtu a po e sheh qysh po na qesin tash munen me ardh edhe k\u00ebtu me na qit\u00eb. Erdh\u00ebn ata nejse, bujten at\u00eb nat\u00eb, u bom gati. K\u00ebta u bon gati me shku, un\u00eb po thom s\u2019du me shku, un\u00eb du me nejt. Kisha, i kisha, e kisha atelien\u00eb me piktura e kujtojsha q\u00eb un\u00eb po i ruj ato, muj me i majt\u00eb e me i&#8230; po ve\u00e7 q\u00eb t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmit kur fillun ata me dal\u00eb prej shpis\u00eb, hyp\u00ebn n\u00ebp\u00ebr makina, krejt fmit\u00eb e kunatit edhe thash ve\u00e7 merrmani k\u00ebt\u00eb nusen me fmi se p\u00ebr veti s\u2019po kom dert. Ata u nis\u00ebn, un\u00eb thash du me nejt. As si e kan\u00eb dhez\u00eb makin\u00ebn kerrin p\u00ebrnihere ni rafall dikun k\u00ebrsiti, po un\u00eb ju thash pritni, pritni, pritni po b\u00ebrtas. Than\u00eb \u00e7ka u bo? Thash i rash pishmonit se tutna me nejt vet\u00eb. Mendojsha po rri un\u00eb hajt diten, dit\u00ebn nuk kish frik\u00eb, po nata ku me shku un\u00eb nat\u00ebn, duhna me shku prej shpis\u00eb e n\u00eb shpi n\u00ebp\u00ebr shpija t\u00eb huja me flejt se s\u2019kisha guxu vet me nejt. K\u00ebshtuq\u00eb qashtu u nis\u00ebm.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: E hyp\u00ebt n\u00eb kerr a po?<br \/>\nAnonime 1: Po menihere, as se di qysh e kom marr\u00eb ni torb\u00eb, ve\u00e7 kom marr\u00eb gjanat ma elementare edhe jom nis\u00eb, i kom mshel\u00eb dyrt edhe jom nis\u00eb drejt e n\u00eb kerr. Edhe ton rrug\u00ebn ka qen\u00eb rruga&#8230; na tri dit\u00eb kemi bo n\u00eb rrug\u00eb se&#8230; E nata ishte e tmerrshme n\u00eb rrug\u00eb, ishte se ishte kolona ve\u00e7 kur na vijshin ushtar\u00ebt. T\u00eb rinj\u00eb ishin ata ushtar\u00eb me pushk\u00eb, po si duket as plumat si kan\u00eb pas\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr pushka. Ata vijshin se fillun k\u00ebto grat\u00eb me hy n\u00ebp\u00ebr shpija sidomos n\u00eb Han t\u00eb Elezit aty. Ata hin\u00ebn grat\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr shpija, ve\u00e7 interesant ato shpija ishin shum\u00eb t\u00eb pasuna edhe krejt \u00e7ka kishin deri te pastat e dhomve, ato brushat, ato sapunat, krejt ishin t\u00eb jashtit, se frigoriferat p\u00ebr plot me mishna me djathna me maza me gjith\u00e7ka, gjith\u00e7ka kishte. U shihshin q\u00eb jon\u00eb t\u00eb pasun, kan\u00eb pas\u00eb si duhet dikon jasht\u00eb, edhe krejt ata&#8230;<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: E a hijshin aty me u ushqy?<br \/>\nAnonime 1: Po, grat\u00eb aty a po don shporet me dru a po don shporet me rrym\u00eb, a saqa a \u00e7ka s\u2019kish ma, \u00e7ka i duhet ni shpis\u00eb me pas\u00eb. Ishin valla kan\u00eb hi kan\u00eb shtru sofren, kan\u00eb gatu me pite, kan\u00eb zi me mishna, kan\u00eb bo gjellna se kishin koh\u00eb se ishim t\u00eb bllokum na ishim nal\u00eb ma n\u00eb rrug\u00eb nuk ec\u00ebshin makinat hi\u00e7.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: E qysh mrritet me kalu kufinin.<br \/>\nAnonime 1: E tash t\u00eb tregoj. Edhe tha&#8230; nejse, kalum qashtu kemi kalu. Dikush ish ma e zoja me shku me punu, ka shku ka p\u00ebrgatit\u00eb, ka pru, kemi hang\u00ebr, k\u00ebshtuq\u00eb nuk kemi ec\u00eb. E qeta ushtar\u00eb m\u00eb kan\u00eb bo shum\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypje n\u00eb ve\u00e7anti. Ku po doni me shku? Nuk e di, nuk e di, po se dijshim as vet\u00eb \u00e7ka po ndodh\u00eb. Nejse u kry ajo pun\u00eb, qashtu u takojshim folshim biseda me kon e njifshim aty rrug\u00ebs. Edhe mrrijtem dikun deri pak para kufinit&#8230; jo valla pak, bajagi pak k\u00ebshtu, po ve\u00e7 ma af\u00ebr ishim kufinit. Kur erdh\u00ebm aty, e djali i kunatit shkoj u afru te rampa bash aty te kufinit. Edhe e takom ni njeri, ai kishte qen\u00eb prej Ferizajit. Edhe i thot\u00eb kah jeni, i thot\u00eb qe valla pak ma posht\u00eb i kom krejt familjen. E thot\u00eb ani \u00e7ka po don me bo, i thot\u00eb se di, e ti. I thot\u00eb kerri jemi \u00ebsht\u00eb te kufini, aty te rampa ve\u00e7 ma kom hup durimin nuk muj ma me duru po du me kalu n\u00eb kam\u00eb. E n\u00eb kam\u00eb mujshin me kalu. Tha po du me kalu n\u00eb kam\u00eb, me fmi e me gru e po du me kalu. Mir\u00eb, ani, tha kerrin po du me e lan\u00eb, n\u00eb qoft\u00ebse don po du me ta lan\u00eb kerrin. Ishte, jo kerrin po kombin. Po ta la kerrin thirri krejt ata q\u00eb i ki ma t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr edhe fmit\u00eb ngarkoj\u00eb qiti se tha ve\u00e7 sa se kan\u00eb l\u00ebshu me dal andej. E erdh djali i kunatit na p\u00ebrmbledhi, teshat bile i murrem \u00e7ka pat\u00ebm me veti, i qit\u00ebm ne makin\u00eb aty edhe u nis\u00ebm. E shkum aty prit\u00ebm shum\u00eb pak njo gjys\u00eb ore a ni or\u00eb s\u2019po di sa, na dhan\u00eb lejen me kalu, dulem tash kah po shkojm\u00eb. Aty ishin dy drejtimie, njo ishte p\u00ebr Shqip\u00ebrni njo ishte p\u00ebr Maqedoni. S\u2019dijshim kah po na \u00e7ojn\u00eb, neve na dhan\u00eb rrug\u00ebn kah Maqedonia. Un\u00eb u g\u00ebzova me ta than\u00eb t\u00eb drejten ma shum\u00eb kisha qef n\u00eb Maqedoni se isha ma af\u00ebr shpis\u00eb. Edhe dulem na andej. Kur po&#8230;<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Ku keni nejt ju n\u00eb Maqedoni?<br \/>\nAnonime 1: Nat\u00ebn e par\u00eb n\u00eb Shkup. Na gjeti ni pun\u00ebtore e UNHCR-s\u00eb. Ajo vijke shpesh te une u shoqnu dyqysh se ajo isht\u00eb adhuruese e artit edhe vijke kish qef me nejt te na. Don me i bart\u00eb veprat e artit e don ashtu, ishte adhuruese e artit edhe kish qef me ardh vijke shpesh. E ajo n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb ish pun\u00ebsu aty n\u00eb kufi dikun me punu Maqedonia sigurisht. Edhe thot\u00eb thirremni mu kur t\u00eb mrrini aty me m\u00eb thirr\u00eb mu. Un\u00eb e th\u00ebrras ata, ajo na kish gjet\u00eb ni banes\u00eb edhe na at\u00eb nat\u00eb krejt me t\u00eb kunatit, me fmit\u00eb e kunatit, me kunatin na krejt u bon\u00ebm kallaball\u00ebk aty q\u00eb thojn\u00eb edhe shkum flejt\u00ebm at\u00eb nat\u00eb aty. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb un\u00eb e mora telefonin e kisha ni vajz\u00eb t\u00eb kojshive n\u00eb Tetov\u00eb edhe po i thom a bon bre dyqysh me ma siguru ni dhom\u00eb, ni banes\u00eb, se qeshtu qeshtu jemi. Teze tha qysh jo o ka t\u00eb lyp tha Nehati, ni djal\u00eb, ni student i burrit tem. Ai ton koh\u00ebn kish lyp edhe ka dal\u00eb n\u00eb kufi tu pyt a ka dikush prej familjes t\u00eb tyne q\u00eb po du me i marr\u00eb se e kom rezervu vendin krejt p\u00ebr me ardh\u00eb. Mir\u00ebpo, k\u00ebrkush. As q\u00eb jom lajmru te ai e as ai s\u2019po me lajm\u00ebrohet s\u2019po di&#8230; qe ajo vajza e kojshis\u00eb. Ajo tha qe qetash po e gjej un\u00eb ata edhe po i tregoj. Ajo i tregoj, un\u00eb edhe mirrna vesh me to, ma jep numrin, mirrna vesh,edhe nisa p\u00ebr Tetov\u00eb. Prej Shkupit n\u00eb Tetov\u00eb. Shkum n\u00eb Tetov\u00eb, kur shkum e kishin ni fmi t\u00eb madhe, jo kumedit\u00eb sa e rregullune mrena se k\u00ebrkush nuk banonte aty ve\u00e7 kishte t\u00eb shtrune asi, po s\u2019ka banu k\u00ebrkush. Na hym aty, na nxuni, dy kat shpija, e madhe kishte hap\u00ebsir\u00eb. Na aty nejtem.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Sa keni nejt aty?<br \/>\nAnonime 1: Aty dy muj e gjys\u00eb un\u00eb. Kunati ka nejt ma shum\u00eb. Ve\u00e7 na kan\u00eb kqyr krejt ata kojshit\u00eb masnej vijshin bijshin ndihma t\u00eb ndryshme. Na vet p\u00ebrgatitshim se i kishim aty mund\u00ebsit\u00eb me p\u00ebrgatit\u00eb po bijshin vaj, mill, gjith\u00e7ka kishte. Dilshim n\u00eb qytet u takojshim me njer\u00ebz q\u00eb i njihshim e kishim nifar atmosfere q\u00eb di\u00e7ka mir\u00eb ndodhke aty. Nejse prej atyhit ni kojshi, prap ni kojshi tha nes\u00ebr ka me shku me gru e me fmi, tha ka me shku n\u00eb Ambasad\u00eb t\u00eb Austris\u00eb. \u00c7ka po don aty? Tha po du me shku se tha po du me u largu prej ktuhit se nuk po m\u00eb rrihet ma k\u00ebtu. Edhe po i thom ani qysh me shku, po a t\u00eb vi un\u00eb, edhe na a t\u00eb vijm\u00eb me ty. Po tha bon me ardh\u00eb tha edhe pse un\u00eb a din q\u00eb sa koh\u00eb kom dhan\u00eb k\u00ebrkes\u00ebn me shku aty, u dasht me prit\u00eb shum\u00eb. Thash un\u00eb s\u2019po pres hi\u00e7 po po vi po t\u00eb bashkangjitna ty edhe na pranofshin mir\u00eb, q\u00eb s\u2019na pranojn\u00eb edhe na po e qesim k\u00ebrkesen edhe presim kur t\u00eb na thirrin. \u00c7ohna, shkum me to, u vesh\u00ebm u rregullum u ndreqem tham nashta lajm\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypje ma si ma t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Kur shkum aty n\u00eb Ambasad\u00eb si jemi hi atij ja dhan\u00eb ve\u00e7 ul\u00ebsen. Tash na, ku po doni me shku, ku kujtojshim, ku na ra n\u00eb mend ve\u00e7 e kisha djalin hala n\u00eb Austri, ishte n\u00eb Graz edhe na ma mir\u00eb se me shku te djali ku me shku. Po i thojm\u00eb na n\u00eb Graz po dojm\u00eb me shku. A keni kon? Edhe s\u2019me bijke n\u00eb mend me i than\u00eb atij q\u00eb ai ishte vet mysafir\u00eb, ku me i than\u00eb, adresen se dijshim pos numrin e telefonit, nejse e ka pas\u00eb ni shok, edhe m\u00eb ra n\u00eb mend p\u00ebr at\u00eb shokun e vet edhe ja jepi numrin e atij. As s\u2019jom marr\u00eb vesh me to as kurgjo ve\u00e7 i kom than\u00eb qe qeky numer ky edhe meniher\u00eb qaj punoj\u00ebsi q\u00eb punonte aty a \u00e7ka \u00ebsht\u00eb me thirrje aty. Ai tha hi\u00e7 mos ki dert tash un\u00eb e th\u00ebrras k\u00ebt\u00eb djalin. Kuku tash q\u00eb s\u2019jemi marr\u00eb vesh a na pranon a \u00e7ka thot\u00eb. Thot\u00eb kjo familja, p\u00ebr familjen ton\u00eb, thot\u00eb edhe na po dojm\u00eb po lypin me ardh\u00eb te ju, a i pranoni. Cila familje, qekjo, pa diskutim thot\u00eb. Un\u00eb e kom edhe shok k\u00ebt\u00eb djalin e tyne e sene thot\u00eb hi\u00e7 s\u2019ka diskutim ve\u00e7 le t\u00eb urdhnojn\u00eb. A dinqe biletat na dhan\u00eb menihere n\u00eb dor\u00eb? Biletat e aeroplanit na kan\u00eb dhan\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb. Tha p\u00ebr 15 dit\u00eb keni me udh\u00ebtu, qe ku i keni biletat e aeroplanit. Na mas 15 dit\u00ebve u p\u00ebrgatit\u00ebm e shkum. Kunatin e lam aty na u \u00e7um e shkum.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Ti me nusen edhe fmit\u00eb, a po?<br \/>\nAnonime 1: Po me nusen edhe me fmit\u00eb. Kur jemi shku ma s\u00eb pari u nal\u00ebm me nifar n\u00eb Austri u nal\u00ebm me nifar kazerme ushtarake. Ishte e lir\u00eb nuk kish ushtar\u00eb as kurgjo. Aty ishte ekipa mjek\u00ebsore, ishte krejt e rregullume, e p\u00ebrgatitun p\u00ebr refugjat\u00eb. Na ishim si n\u00eb karantin\u00eb aty. Ishte bile ni kafe aty dojshim me pi kafe. Prit thot\u00eb kjo se nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebr ju po k\u00ebtu, se nuk na pranojshin me shku me u ul\u00eb gjithkun derisa u kryn ato vizitat mjek\u00ebsore krejt k\u00ebshtu prej A-s\u00eb q\u00eb thojn\u00eb deri n\u00eb Zh neve vizitat mjek\u00ebsore na bon. Me rengena me t\u00eb gjitha senet me gjinekoloka me \u00e7ka t\u00eb dush aty, t\u00eb gjitha senet, t\u00eb gjitha q\u00eb duhen me i pas\u00eb. Edhe shkum aty nejse i krym ato, at\u00eb nat\u00eb kemi flejt aty. Bile ishte edhe nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb e madhe me sende me tesha. Prej teshave t\u00eb brendshme e tutje \u00e7ka don me marr\u00eb me vesh. Nejse, hin\u00ebm na di\u00e7ka murrem di\u00e7ka vesh\u00ebm di\u00e7ka lam\u00eb. At\u00eb nat\u00eb u mbledh\u00ebn krejt&#8230; e aty krejt studentat shqiptar\u00eb ishin q\u00eb i kishin marr\u00eb p\u00ebr p\u00ebrkthim se na ku me dit\u00eb na Gjermanisht, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb nuk dijshim gjuh\u00eb t\u00eb huj. Edhe ishin krejt p\u00ebrkthjeshin. Studentat na kan\u00eb kqyr me t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata t\u00eb vendit q\u00eb ishin shum\u00eb na kan\u00eb prit\u00eb mir\u00eb. At\u00eb nat\u00eb kemi flejt, t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen ka ardh\u00eb autobusi ka shp\u00ebrnda prej atyhit, krejt na kan\u00eb shp\u00ebrnda. Neve na ra me shku te njo tri familje. Jon\u00eb kan\u00eb dikun 3 familje, dukun 5 familje, dikun 7-8 familje, sa t\u00eb na ka zan\u00eb autobusi. Edhe neve na ra me shku n\u00eb Graz&#8230; jo n\u00eb Graz\u00eb po me shku n\u00eb Aflenz. Aflenz ishte af\u00ebr Grazit ni vend i vog\u00ebl shum\u00eb i bukur q\u00eb s\u2019kishte aty vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb kish\u00eb, nj\u00eb vetsherbim, nj\u00eb barnatore, nj\u00eb park i bukur i hatash\u00ebm, po \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb venc shum\u00eb i lezetsh\u00ebm. Afenci ish e kish rrethinen e vet krejt me zabele k\u00ebshtu, po bukur. Edhe neve na ra qaty me shku, po ku tash. Kish aty ishin t\u00eb angazhum me tash kush i ka angazhu Caritasi si duhet, Caritasi k\u00ebto angazhime i bojke, i ka angazhu e i kan\u00eb pagu familje q\u00eb dojn\u00eb me i majt\u00eb refugjat\u00ebt se ajo ka qen\u00eb me pages\u00eb ato shteti don me than\u00eb po Caritasi. Edhe neve na \u00e7ojn\u00eb me ni familje. Ata ve\u00e7 burr\u00eb e gru ishin po kishin pasuni mjaft\u00eb. Ishte bajagi hapsir\u00eb e madhe, kishin tok\u00eb, e aty ishin krejt sht\u00ebpizat. Jo sht\u00ebpiza valla shpija po si me than\u00eb ma t\u00eb vogla k\u00ebshtu edhe dy kat\u00ebshe edhe ni kat\u00ebshe edhe besa me saun\u00eb mrenda besa me a din bukur t\u00eb rregullume. Ndonjona ma mir\u00eb ndonjona ma keq. Na ishim 5-6 familje na ra te qata me shku. Shkum aty ajo na priti e zoja e shpis\u00eb me at\u00eb zotin e shpis\u00eb, u vendos\u00ebm. Na u vendos\u00ebm n\u00eb at\u00eb shpin\u00eb&#8230;<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: E a mrrit\u00ebt me komuniku me djalin p\u00ebr me ju&#8230;?<br \/>\nAnonime 1: Jo, hala s\u2019po vijme na te djali. Kjo ma p\u00ebrpara. Tek ma von\u00eb me djalin, djali n\u00eb Graz, ma larg Grazi, kjo ishte ma prej kufinit mas af\u00ebr. Nejse, kur kemi mrri na aty u vendos\u00ebm n\u00ebp\u00ebr shpija. Kjo shpija jon\u00eb ishte shum\u00eb e mir\u00eb. Un\u00eb isha bashe knaqun bile ajo zoja e shpis\u00eb ishte&#8230; kishte ajo shpi edhe aneksin e ajo ishte n\u00eb at\u00eb aneks na ishim&#8230; neve na l\u00ebshun shpin\u00eb. Ni kat ni familje tjet\u00ebr edhe ni kat ishim na. Po aq shpi e bukur ishte aty kalojke qysh e kishim na shpin\u00eb, k\u00ebt\u00eb bash at\u00eb pjesen ton\u00eb, mbi kry q\u00eb thojn\u00eb te kryt, ve\u00e7 u ndijke shushurima e ujit kalojke si jaz ish. Edhe prej e krejt ishte n\u00eb an\u00ebn e kund\u00ebrt ishte mali meniher\u00eb i lidhun me at\u00eb pjes\u00eb. Po m\u00eb kujtohet ajo si \u00e7ka&#8230; si si prrall\u00eb a din, shum\u00eb bukur ishte. Oborr t\u00eb madh kish, n\u00eb at\u00eb oborr lodra p\u00ebr fmi, ato elementet p\u00ebr me lujt fmit\u00eb, e kish ni mini-kopsht, shum\u00eb interesant. Ma tep\u00ebr ma e madhe se qekjo pjes\u00eb s\u2019ka qen\u00eb po kishte mblejj\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka. Aty dilshim mbledhshin magdonozin, domate&#8230; ajo ishte knaq\u00ebsi prej atyhit me marr\u00eb ti edhe po e p\u00ebrgatit\u00eb dreken. Na vet\u00eb e p\u00ebrgatitshim dreken, e kishim magazinen. Magazina e furnizune prej gjas\u00eb ma elementare deri te ato ma t\u00eb mdhaja, deri te mishi. Edhe hijshim e merrshim shporten edhe hijshim \u00e7ka t\u00eb kishim nevoj\u00eb. \u00c7do dy dit\u00eb shkojshim aty edhe u furnizojshim si me shku n\u00eb ndonj\u00eb dyqan. Thojke mos merrni ma shum\u00eb pse me ju nejt mrena ju merrni sa t\u00eb keni nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr dy dit\u00eb. E u frunizojshim me gjith\u00e7ka, gjith\u00e7ka kish. E merrshim n\u00eb shpi e p\u00ebrgatitshim sa q\u00eb ajo zoja e shpis\u00eb thojke u k\u00ebnaqa kur po ju shoh juve tu vrapu tu p\u00ebrgatit\u00eb tu shku me marr\u00eb magdanozin me marr\u00eb domaten me marr\u00eb ata e k\u00ebta, ish u bo aty ni atmosfer\u00eb e hatashm\u00eb. Aty nejt\u00ebm njo tre muj. E te mjeku na \u00e7ojshin rregullisht, p\u00ebr dhom p\u00ebr \u00e7ka do di\u00e7ka q\u00eb kishim ndonj\u00eb breng\u00eb di\u00e7ka te mjeku; p\u00ebr sy, p\u00ebr dhom, p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka u caktojke ve\u00e7 na hypshin n\u00eb kombi burr\u00eb e gru edhe na \u00e7ojshin. Ve\u00e7 i tregojshim n\u00eb mramje, ni dit\u00eb p\u00ebrpara p\u00ebr me e caktu edhe shkojshim. Ajo ka qen\u00eb ni po thom ni periudh\u00eb e hatashme.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: E qysh u takut me djal\u00eb?<br \/>\nAnonime 1: Masanej prej atyhit neve fillun me na shp\u00ebrngul\u00eb. Nashta po hi n\u00eb detaje se&#8230;<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Hi\u00e7 mos ta nin.<br \/>\nAnonime 1: Po shum\u00eb bukur ka qen\u00eb, as s\u2019po muj me ta p\u00ebrshku sa bukur ka qen\u00eb.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Edhe kur u takut me djalin?<br \/>\nAnonime 1: Edhe kur shkum n\u00eb Graz, na \u00e7un n\u00eb Graz. E qysh kemi mrri na qysh kemi shku n\u00eb Graz. Na shkojm\u00eb&#8230; djalin na kishim kontakt vazhdimisht k\u00ebshtu me telefona me krejt se kishim na&#8230; Edhe bile qe harrova me t\u00eb tregu. Kur bombardojshin na telefonat kishin lidhje edhe kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb asi&#8230; lidhja ishte, telefonin e zgjata un\u00eb deri n\u00eb bodrum edhe ve\u00e7 djali m\u00eb thirrke, mam thojke mos u frigoni ata u nis\u00ebn. Ata e dijshin ma p\u00ebrpara e dijshin kur po nisen ato qysh i thojn\u00eb \u00e7ka kan\u00eb gju&#8230;<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Aeroplanat&#8230;<br \/>\nAnonime 1: Aeroplanat&#8230;. e thojke mos u tut se qetash u nis\u00eb aeroplani. Edhe u p\u00ebrgatitshim na psiqikisht edhe vev kur bojke&#8230;. don me than\u00eb ve\u00e7 u shprazke. Ve\u00e7 ish shum\u00eb interesant ajo shum\u00eb na ka ndihmu, shum\u00eb na ka ndihmu djali me qato p\u00ebrgatitjet mos t\u00eb befasohmi e \u00e7ka po di un\u00eb, e qeshtu. Nejse, kur mrrin\u00ebm n\u00eb Graz u vendos\u00ebm n\u00eb ni shpi. E lyp\u00ebm. Kan\u00eb shku p\u00ebrpara nusja ka shku me ni shoqe t\u00eb vet ka shku n\u00eb Graz, u taku me djalin e krejt, edhe jon\u00eb dal\u00eb kan\u00eb lyp banes\u00eb. E tash ma na nuk ishim refugjat\u00eb se nusja jeme u pun\u00ebsu, u pun\u00ebsu&#8230;..<\/p>\n<p>Ata at\u00eb Boraramizin aty n\u00eb at\u00eb&#8230; ajo dul shum\u00eb bukur edhe e pat trak\u00ebn edhe qat trak\u00eb e tash, kur ishim na n\u00eb Aflenz aty vijshin pedagogja, vijke kjo gjuh\u00ebtarja. Se kalova shpejt atje. Vijka pedagogja, vijka gjuh\u00ebtarja. Pedagogja me f\u00ebmi punojke n\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb gjendje psiqike jon\u00eb. Kjo gjuh\u00ebtarja me ja m\u00ebsu gjuh\u00ebn jo vet\u00ebm f\u00ebmive po edhe k\u00ebtyne t\u00eb rinj\u00ebve kush dojke me m\u00ebsu gjuh\u00ebn Gjermane. Shum\u00eb, shum\u00eb me kujdes\u00eb. Djali m\u00eb shkojke n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb ishte ne klas\u00ebn e par\u00eb e shkojke n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb. E tash kjo&#8230;<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: E nusja juj u pun\u00ebsu atje a?<br \/>\nAnonime 1: Nusja jem u pun\u00ebsu a djalin e kisha atje me ekspozita. Atje e kan\u00eb prit\u00eb fantazi pak para luftes.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Edhe mandej vazhdut me ni banes\u00eb?<br \/>\nAnonime 1: Edhe vazhdum me ni banes\u00eb, u vendos\u00ebm n\u00eb ni banes\u00eb dy dhom\u00ebshe, e hatashme, shum\u00eb e mir\u00eb&#8230;Kqyre tash kjo n\u00eb Aflenz ish pedagogjka, qe gjuh\u00ebtarja, kjo, a kjo&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb p\u00eblqej, a bon muna me bisedu q\u00eb ti me punu me fmit\u00eb e ktuhit, thot\u00eb edhe me t\u00eb pun\u00ebsu me rrog\u00eb. Ajo u pranu me rrog\u00eb. K\u00ebt\u00eb projekt e ka financu Unioni Europian mos t\u00eb dal&#8230; Unioni Eurpian e ka financu, projekti ka qen\u00eb psiko-social edhe ka punu me t\u00eb gjitha me f\u00ebmi boshnjak\u00eb, kroat, shqiptar\u00eb, me t\u00eb gjith\u00eb k\u00ebta fmi ka punu. Don me than\u00eb qekjo \u00ebsht\u00eb me r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi kush e ka pranu k\u00ebta, k\u00ebt\u00eb nusen tem. Pranohet me rrog\u00eb ajo ma nuk ish refugjate prandaj na edhe mujtem me marr\u00eb banes\u00eb. U vendos\u00ebm aty. Ka qen\u00eb me status me letra, jo refugjat\u00eb.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Sa keni nejt mandej n\u00eb Austri?<br \/>\nAnonime 1: 1 vjet e gjys\u00eb.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: E pse vendos\u00ebt me u kthy?<br \/>\nAnonime 1: S\u2019kisha un\u00eb shum\u00eb&#8230; se ish djali profesor n\u00eb fakultet, ai edhe \u00ebsht\u00eb ende mas luftes menihere. Ai vijke n\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb u duhke me majt\u00eb msim. E p\u00ebrshkak t\u00eb atij ma tep\u00ebr. Ata e un\u00eb p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb pikturave, un\u00eb e kisha atelen\u00eb s\u2019mujsha me e lan\u00eb atelen\u00eb ashtu. Ran\u00eb qato na u kthym se e kishim fort&#8230; edhe aty e pranun shum\u00eb mir\u00eb atje mandej i jepshin mund\u00ebsin\u00eb atelen\u00eb i dhan\u00eb, i dhan\u00eb mund\u00ebsin\u00eb me hap\u00eb ekspozit\u00eb, ka mujt krejt n\u00ebp\u00ebr Austri me hap\u00eb ekspozit\u00eb, shum\u00eb bukur e pat\u00eb. Edhe na e pat\u00ebm shpin\u00eb vendos\u00ebm&#8230; q\u00eb thojshin ato \u00e7ikat q\u00eb sa vjet, studente ishin&#8230;.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: E a kishin d\u00ebmtu atelen\u00eb q\u00eb e keni lan\u00eb n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb?<br \/>\nAnonime 1: Jo hi\u00e7 as prek shpin\u00eb jo.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Hi\u00e7 a?<br \/>\nAnonime 1: Prek shpija jo hi\u00e7. Edhe pse kojshit\u00eb thojshin kemi pa p\u00ebrreth jon\u00eb sill e jon\u00eb sill\u00eb e jon\u00eb sill\u00eb po mrenda s\u2019kemi pa kurgjo edhe kur jemi ardh\u00eb qysh e kemi lan\u00eb qashtu e kemi gjet\u00eb.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Falemnderit shum\u00eb![\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text][\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Anonime 1: N\u00eb moment kom vendos\u00eb. Intervistuesja: Me kon jeni kan\u00eb? Anonime 1: Un\u00eb, un\u00eb isha me nuse edhe nipin edhe mbesen. N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb djali ishte n\u00eb Austri, ka pas\u00eb ekspozit\u00eb dmth pa fillu lufta. A i shkoj sa dit\u00eb ka me than\u00eb ma p\u00ebrpara. Ka shku atje, ka pas\u00eb ekspoziten. 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