{"id":1825,"date":"2023-01-30T20:43:34","date_gmt":"2023-01-30T20:43:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/?p=1825"},"modified":"2023-01-30T20:43:34","modified_gmt":"2023-01-30T20:43:34","slug":"kaltrina-zhushi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/kaltrina-zhushi\/","title":{"rendered":"Kaltrina Zhushi"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]<!--[if lt IE 9]><script>document.createElement('audio');<\/script><![endif]-->\n<audio class=\"wp-audio-shortcode\" id=\"audio-1825-1\" preload=\"none\" style=\"width: 100%;\" controls=\"controls\"><source type=\"audio\/mpeg\" src=\"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/Kaltrina-Zhushi.mp3?_=1\" \/><a href=\"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/Kaltrina-Zhushi.mp3\">https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/Kaltrina-Zhushi.mp3<\/a><\/audio>[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Intervistuesja: P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje Kaltrin\u00eb. A po ja nisim pak me ni prezantim tanin; kush je&#8230;<br \/>\nKaltrina Zhushi: Jam Kaltrina Zhushi, jam 28 vje\u00e7are, e lindur n\u00eb Berlin, e rritur n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb p\u00ebr pjes\u00ebn ma t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb jet\u00ebs tem. Jom sociologe me profesion po tash jom tu punu p\u00ebr Rrjetin e Grave si koordinatore e projekteve. Jetoj n\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb, jetoj me nan\u00ebn edhe motr\u00ebn&#8230;<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: A munesh me m\u00eb kallxu \u00e7ka man n\u00eb mend prej koh\u00ebs t\u00eb luft\u00ebs, n\u00eb \u201997-t\u00ebn?<br \/>\nKaltrina Zhushi: Un\u00eb qysh thash kom lind\u00eb n\u00eb Berlin edhe kom jetu atje p\u00ebr 3 vjet e para t\u00eb jet\u00ebs tem. E tamon kan\u00eb menu prind e mi q\u00eb pak u stabilizu gjendja e kan\u00eb ni nevoj\u00ebn pak me ardh\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb \u201997-t\u00ebn qashtu di\u00e7ka. Edhe kom fillu k\u00ebtu me vazhdu \u00e7erdhen. Jom kan\u00eb n\u00eb kopsht p\u00ebr 4 muj, po n\u00eb situat\u00ebn kur prind e mi jon\u00eb kan\u00eb tu e vendos\u00eb a me u kthy n\u00eb Gjermani a me nejt, e kan\u00eb sos me nejt k\u00ebtu niher\u00eb edhe meniher\u00eb m\u00eb regjistrun n\u00eb kopsht se menun se ka p\u00ebrmir\u00ebsim edhe qe po qet\u00ebsohet pak edhe kjo kriza financiare n\u00eb qat koh\u00eb q\u00eb ke. Plus, i kan\u00eb pas\u00eb do kursime, po mas njo 3-4 mujve qashtu di\u00e7ka ja kan\u00eb nis\u00eb me pa q\u00eb nuk ka fort siguri me nejt k\u00ebtu edhe pse un\u00eb \u00e7erdhen dmth e vazhdojsha rregullisht. Po jom kan\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7erdhen e Ulpian\u00ebs. Po tu mos dit\u00eb a ka mund\u00ebsi masanej me ik\u00eb a jo u p\u00ebrfolke q\u00eb dmth ka me nis\u00eb luft\u00eb. Ja nisi me u keq\u00ebsu edhe ma shum\u00eb situata edhe prind e mi e pan\u00eb q\u00eb me qato kursime q\u00eb i kan\u00eb pas\u00eb prej Gjermanis\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebtu dmth ja kan\u00eb nis\u00eb mos me mjaftu se ndihmojshin familjar\u00ebve, met\u00ebn shumica pa pun\u00eb, blej rezerva ushqime e sene edhe kan\u00eb vendos\u00eb prap me u rikthy p\u00ebr n\u00eb Gjermani edhe pse plani fillestar dmth nuk u kan\u00eb me u kthy n\u00ebse kan\u00eb mund\u00ebsi me nejt. Vendimi u marr\u00eb tep\u00ebr shpejt, mu ma kan\u00eb nd\u00ebrpre \u00e7erdhen edhe krye 1 jave u bo ni aranzhim ilegal p\u00ebr me u nis\u00eb p\u00ebr Hungari q\u00eb p\u00ebrmes Hungaris\u00eb mandej me mrri n\u00eb Gjermani. Q\u00ebllimet jon\u00eb kan\u00eb ose me u kthy n\u00eb Gjermani edhe me vazhdu ku kemi qen\u00eb, ose me kqyr p\u00ebr Amerik\u00eb me u nis\u00eb.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Qysh ka shku qajo rrug\u00eb p\u00ebr n\u00eb Gjermani?<br \/>\nKaltrina Zhushi: Qajo rrug\u00eb&#8230; Un\u00eb realisht kam pak sekuenca t\u00eb kujtimeve po mandej m\u00eb lidhen pak edhe me historit\u00eb q\u00eb i kan\u00eb fol nana me babin edhe po m\u00eb doket pak si e plot\u00ebsojn\u00eb njana-tjetr\u00ebn. Un\u00eb e maj n\u00eb mend i kom pas\u00eb flok\u00ebt dredha t\u00eb shkurta pak si afro, edhe i kom pas\u00eb do tesha me Mickey Mous\u00eb q\u00eb i kom vesh\u00eb gjith\u00eb edhe q\u00eb m\u00eb kan\u00eb p\u00eblqy. E di q\u00eb jom nis\u00eb mrena me \u00e7ka merrsha n\u00eb \u00e7erdhe, si \u00e7anta jem personale edhe babi jem ni \u00e7ant\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb musht me sene, nana njejt\u00eb qashtu pak e ngarkume edhe tu u nis\u00eb edhe tu ma bo babi \u201cTina, kena me kalu te do polic\u00eb po ti mos fol edhe n\u00ebse t\u00eb pysin di\u00e7ka ti ve\u00e7 gjermanisht fol, shqip mos fol hi\u00e7\u201d. E \u00e7ka u kan\u00eb plani \u00ebsht\u00eb q\u00eb nana e babi e kan\u00eb gjet\u00eb ni lidhje p\u00ebrmes do hajnave n\u00ebse muj me i than\u00eb t\u00eb Gjermanis\u00eb po shqiptar\u00eb q\u00eb e bojshin kalimin e kufinit prej Serbis\u00eb p\u00ebr n\u00eb Hungari niher\u00eb edhe prej Hungaris\u00eb mandej p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb pjes\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr. Edhe ata kan\u00eb insistu ton koh\u00ebn q\u00eb na mos me u dok shum\u00eb shqiptarski edhe nan\u00ebn me babin i kom pas\u00eb goxha t\u00eb ri goxha k\u00ebshtu frajera si tipa k\u00ebshtuq\u00eb kan\u00eb k\u00ebrku pak edhe me qat stilin me u dok pak si gjerman, babi &#8230;me po m\u00eb doket na kur jena shp\u00ebrngu u dasht me kan\u00eb shtator ose tetor, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb babin e kom pas\u00eb pak me asi \u00e7orape e tani ato sandallet q\u00eb jon\u00eb k\u00ebshtu t\u00eb gjerman\u00ebve, mami me hollonka, mu qashtu m\u00eb kan\u00eb vesh pak ma hippie edhe e maj n\u00eb mend q\u00eb kur ka ardh\u00eb puna me kalu Hungarin\u00eb dmth masi e kena kalu prej Serbis\u00eb por niher\u00eb na kan\u00eb ndal\u00eb mu me mamin edhe babin e kan\u00eb marr\u00eb ve\u00e7 do burra. Edhe un\u00eb se maj n\u00eb mend shum\u00eb po e maj n\u00eb mend q\u00eb na kan\u00eb shti mu edhe mamin edhe ni gru me ni fmi n\u00eb gepek t\u00eb kerrit. Edhe na e kena kalu kufinin n\u00eb gepek. Mami jem thot\u00eb q\u00eb nuk u kan\u00eb situata qashtu e qet\u00eb qysh un\u00eb po e maj n\u00eb mend po un\u00eb e maj n\u00eb mend q\u00eb jom kan\u00eb un\u00eb e qet\u00eb me mamin ama ata dy fmit\u00eb kajshin shum\u00eb dmth. E po ma merr menja ja u kan\u00eb n\u00eb pytje disa or\u00eb deri ve\u00e7 sa kena kalu kufinin. P\u00ebr mos me u v\u00ebrejt. Edhe e di q\u00eb me ni sekuenc\u00eb, e di e maj vet\u00ebn n\u00eb mend, prej gepekut ve\u00e7 na kan\u00eb qit me ni mal edhe nanat tu kajt e tu i lyp burrat dmth ajo gruja burrin e vet edhe mami babin tem. Edhe e di q\u00eb ata burrat ja kan\u00eb bo mamit a e din hajt se shihesh n\u00eb tren. Dmth qekjo pjes\u00eb e kom pak si t\u00eb mjegullt dmth nuk e maj n\u00eb mend shum\u00eb a kena kalu me naj tren a s\u2019kena kalu. Po e di q\u00eb babin e kom pa me nifar si kazerme t\u00eb vog\u00ebl edhe jon\u00eb si konteniera q\u00eb jon\u00eb kan\u00eb si me than\u00eb 20-30 familje t\u00eb shtin\u00eb n\u00eb to midis malit edhe krejt jon\u00eb kan\u00eb t\u00eb mshelta dritaret me d\u00ebrrasa p\u00ebr mos me u pa q\u00eb ka njer\u00ebz. Dmth jemi kan\u00eb t\u00eb izolum me dry t\u00eb mshelt\u00eb derisa ata kan\u00eb vendos\u00eb me ardh\u00eb edhe me na marr\u00eb. Edhe e maj n\u00eb mend q\u00eb me ni dit\u00eb na kena nejt njo dy tri dit\u00eb qaty, e maj n\u00eb mend q\u00eb kalojshin pacovat n\u00ebp\u00ebr shtrata. Un\u00eb tu u tut prej mijve babi jem qysh me m\u00eb mashtru ma bojke po kqyre edhe k\u00ebta jon\u00eb nifar Mickey Mouse, se i kisha teshat edhe m\u00eb p\u00eblqejshin Mickey Mouse-at e babi ma bojke edhe k\u00ebta jon\u00eb Mickey Mouse po nuk jan\u00eb si n\u00eb filma vizatimor ashtu. E prej krejt sekuencave k\u00ebshtu qet pjes\u00eb e kom pak si t\u00eb zymt\u00eb, pak si dmth prej \u00e7ka kom fol me prind e mi ve\u00e7 e maj n\u00eb mend q\u00eb i kan\u00eb pru ni paketim qum\u00ebsht p\u00ebr me na dhon se kajshin fmija, kajshin grat\u00eb edhe e di q\u00eb thot\u00eb babi ma munges\u00eb t\u00eb njer\u00ebzillakut se qat\u00ebher\u00eb s\u2019ka pas\u00eb se ja kan\u00eb nis\u00eb burrat me u rreh tu i shky tetrapakat tu pi p\u00ebr veti, fmit\u00eb unt\u00eb si jepshin grave, dmth goxha nifar sekuence k\u00ebshtu e keqe. Edhe ve\u00e7 e maj n\u00eb mend veten prej qasaj, e maj veten n\u00eb mend n\u00eb burg edhe e maj veten n\u00eb mend me nifar linje t\u00eb kontrollimit si lloj unaze ku na kan\u00eb shti me i dor\u00ebzu krejt sene personale; dmth mu mi mor\u00ebn lodrat edhe qat ranacin \u2013 me ni kuti tjet\u00ebr e qitshe jakn\u00ebn, me njo i qitshe farmerkat, dmth shkojshe derisa mrrijshe n\u00eb brek\u00eb e n\u00eb maic\u00eb t\u00eb brendshme. Edhe un\u00eb sa jom kan\u00eb k\u00ebtu mi kan\u00eb shpu vesh edhe mi kan\u00eb vnu vatht e arit dhurat\u00eb prej gjysh\u00ebrve e mi kan\u00eb marr\u00eb vath e arit policia. Un\u00eb tep\u00ebr tu kajt a din jo mi ka fal babushi un\u00eb po i du vatht, un\u00eb po i du vatht. E maj n\u00eb mend dmth q\u00eb tu kajt qashtu me ni&#8230; tu u kthy i kom pa do buk\u00eb t\u00eb tostit tep\u00ebr t\u00eb thata edhe po get kokna kan\u00eb unt\u00eb edhe ja kom nis\u00eb i kom hang\u00ebr bukt edhe ton koh\u00ebn tu ja bo mamit qeto buk\u00eb kokan shum\u00eb t\u00eb mira mami a ka di\u00e7ka me i ly. Ato jon\u00eb kan\u00eb buk\u00eb q\u00eb kan\u00eb tepru p\u00ebr stafin q\u00eb jon\u00eb kan\u00eb t\u00eb parapame. Nuk e di as qysh kena mrri ve\u00e7 e di q\u00eb mamin, babin edhe mu m\u00eb kan\u00eb liru e ni grup tjet\u00ebr kan\u00eb met\u00eb n\u00eb burg dmth q\u00ebndrimi u kan\u00eb 24 deri 48 or\u00eb po m\u00eb doket, nuk e di kush ka intervenu a \u00e7ka ka bo ve\u00e7&#8230;<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: A i man men grilat e burgut?<br \/>\nKaltrina Zhushi: Po i maj n\u00eb mend grilat, e maj n\u00eb mend q\u00eb u kan\u00eb ni dhom\u00eb e vog\u00ebl me k\u00ebsi shtrata t\u00eb hekrit, dmth krejt hek\u00ebr edhe lavaboja edhe shtrati edhe krejt, qato buk\u00ebt e tostit edhe e maj n\u00eb mend qat procedur\u00ebn kur na kan\u00eb hjek vatht e sene. Edhe&#8230;<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Juve ju kan\u00eb liru mas 1 dite?<br \/>\nKaltrina Zhushi: Po i bjen 1 dit\u00eb e gjys\u00eb nashti 2 dit\u00eb. Edhe e maj n\u00eb mend q\u00eb kur kena dal\u00eb ka ardh\u00eb ni burr\u00eb pak ma si Italian style a po e din me vaneca me k\u00ebsi kmisha t\u00eb satenit, me do syza e k\u00ebshtu do sene edhe po i fol babit tem, po i fol nan\u00ebs tem. Ai i martun me ni romune po shqiptar, bash qata hajnat q\u00eb po thom qata q\u00eb u kujdes\u00eb p\u00ebr qet far transporti ilegal me than\u00eb ashtu edhe e di q\u00eb ja ka bo babit \u201cBek\u00eb, kena me shku direkt n\u00eb butik me ble tesha se s\u2019guxoni me u dok\u00eb qeshtu t\u00eb zdralaft e sene, keni me ardh\u00eb te un\u00eb\u201d &#8211; Bek\u00eb \u2013 baba &#8211; \u201cKeni me ardh\u00eb t\u00eb un\u00eb me u la, me u ndr\u00eb, me u fenirat edhe masanej mujna me u nis\u00eb mos t\u00eb dokemi suspicious\u201d. Edhe u kan\u00eb hera e par\u00eb q\u00eb kom hyp n\u00eb kabriolet. Edhe kom hyp n\u00eb kabriolet, tep\u00ebr fancy. Kan\u00eb shku m\u00eb kan\u00eb ble lodra, m\u00eb kan\u00eb ble tesha. Mu gjith\u00eb mu kan\u00eb hang\u00ebr do kind\u00ebr Milche q\u00eb thirren ato \u00ebmb\u00eblsinat e gjith\u00eb e vujsha q\u00eb s\u2019ka n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb qasi e po m\u00eb doket aq i kom p\u00ebrmen edhe qat\u00ebher\u00eb sa ai tipi ma ka mush\u00eb krejt ranacin tem me Milche e me kind\u00ebr e me krejt \u00e7ka ka pas\u00eb edhe jemi nis\u00eb me kabriolet dmth prej Rumonis\u00eb. N\u00eb fakt, Hungari, Rumani&#8230; jo po m\u00eb doket jeni kthy n\u00eb Rumani se kthy grun Romune. Tani kena vazhdu p\u00ebr Gjermani edhe dmth e kena bo marr\u00ebveshja u kan\u00eb e prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb mi me to q\u00eb me u bo kishe jena tu e bo ni field trip a po e din edhe q\u00eb kishe jena shoqni e po aktivizohemi me shetit\u00eb. S\u2019na ka nal\u00eb k\u00ebrkush, kena mrri deri n\u00eb Berlin. Un\u00eb hall\u00ebn e kom pas\u00eb atje edhe halla u kan\u00eb refugjate po ajo n\u00eb pritje tash t\u00eb dokumentacioneve e sene se ajo \u201993-t\u00ebn ka shku. E prind e mi ve\u00e7se e pat\u00ebn m\u00ebsu gjuh\u00ebn se kan\u00eb jetu 3-4 vjet ma her\u00ebt, edhe un\u00eb e dijsha edhe Gjermanishten qashtu, pak e kuptojsha e jo shum\u00eb se 3 vjet, 3 vjet e gjys\u00eb i kom pas\u00eb. Edhe e di q\u00eb qat dit\u00eb q\u00eb kom shku mami jem ja ka bo hall\u00ebs duhemi me e la Tin\u00ebn edhe me ja hjek morrat. Un\u00eb isha mush\u00eb morra n\u00eb qat far kazermen a ku jena kan\u00eb n\u00eb qat far kontenieri n\u00ebse muj me than\u00eb edhe e maj n\u00eb mend q\u00eb m\u00eb kan\u00eb shti me ni ksi banjo t\u00eb hajmave, p\u00ebrpara jon\u00eb kan\u00eb hajm e aziliantave jon\u00eb kan\u00eb banjot e p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebta edhe mi kan\u00eb pre flokt, mi kan\u00eb pre shum\u00eb shkurt e un\u00eb e maj n\u00eb mend q\u00eb u pata m\u00ebrzit\u00eb, pata kajt. Nuk e kuptojsha \u00e7ka jon\u00eb morrat, nuk e kuptojsha pse duhet&#8230;<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Me ti pre&#8230;<br \/>\nKaltrina Zhushi: &#8230; me mi pre flokt. Edhe e di q\u00eb nana jem ashtu e sikletaft mu rahatu e me u kry senet para se me shku n\u00eb polici edhe me u lajm\u00ebru q\u00eb jena azil. Edhe un\u00eb ja bojsha nan\u00ebs tem a e din hajt q\u00eb mi keni pre flokt po ku i kom vatht a po e din ata vatht s\u2019u kthyn kurr\u00eb. Ve\u00e7 q\u00eb dmth si kom pas\u00eb ma vatht ve dmth krejt \u00e7ka i maj n\u00eb mend prej qesaj faze \u00ebsht\u00eb dmth dy tri jav\u00eb ma her\u00ebt i kom pas vesht e shpune masanej jom kan\u00eb pa vatht, e kom ni fotografi ku jom me qata vath e me kika e me sene. Edhe masanej ve\u00e7 veten n\u00eb mend q\u00eb na kan\u00eb \u00e7u me ni banes\u00eb ku ka pas\u00eb ballkan\u00ebsa prej tona veneve edhe ja kom nis\u00eb me u shoqnu atje me Rom t\u00eb Serbis\u00eb edhe me Boshnjak\u00eb se un\u00eb edhe boshnjakishten e kom fol p\u00ebrpara edhe e di q\u00eb prej aty hera e par\u00eb q\u00eb e kom pas\u00eb shtratin me dy kat e u kan\u00eb k\u00ebshtu lluks p\u00ebr mu shtrati me dy kat, flejsha her\u00eb nalt e her\u00eb posht\u00eb. E masanej prej qatij veni na kan\u00eb bart\u00eb me ni hejm tjet\u00ebr ku tani p\u00ebr pjes\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb mbetun deri n\u00eb 2000-t\u00ebn deri n\u00eb mes t\u00eb 2000-t\u00ebs&#8230;<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: E a mun\u00ebsh me ma sqaru \u00e7ka \u00ebsht\u00eb hajmi edhe qysh u dok, qysh ka funksioni? A e man n\u00eb mend?<br \/>\nKaltrina Zhushi: Hajmi \u00ebsht\u00eb ni nd\u00ebrtes\u00eb, n\u00ebse mujna me i than\u00eb ni banes\u00eb sociale ku ti ke pas\u00eb njer\u00ebz q\u00eb e kan\u00eb statusin e refugjatit t\u00eb p\u00ebrfshin\u00eb po p\u00ebr arsye q\u00eb n\u00eb disa vene ke pas\u00eb hajm ku ke pas\u00eb ve\u00e7 dhoma, aty e ke pas\u00eb nifar lloj si studio q\u00eb i thojn\u00eb n\u00eb Amerik\u00eb, dmth \u00ebsht\u00eb dhom\u00eb, sallon, dhom\u00eb e fjetjes e krejt q\u00eb i plot\u00ebson nevojat e ni familjes. E ke pas\u00eb ni kuzhin\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl mrena, e ke pas\u00eb qaty sallon kuzhin\u00eb krejt \u00e7ka me than\u00eb edhe masanej e ke pas\u00eb banjot e p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebta n\u00eb hymje. Secili e ka pas\u00eb me orar pak a shum\u00eb kur mundesh me u la kati i par\u00eb, kur mundet me u la kati i dyt\u00eb. Edhe na n\u00eb kuad\u00ebr t\u00eb hajmit e kemi pas\u00eb edhe \u00e7erdhen. \u00c7erdhja u kan\u00eb \u00e7erdhe integruese n\u00ebse muj me i than\u00eb se edhe pse jena kan\u00eb krejt nacionalitete t\u00eb tjera, ka pas\u00eb aty f\u00ebmi t\u00eb lagjes q\u00eb jon\u00eb kan\u00eb gjerman edhe q\u00eb jon\u00eb kan\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrfshin\u00eb n\u00eb qat \u00e7erdhe. E kompleksi u kan\u00eb kah i ke pas\u00eb qasjen n\u00eb qytet, nuk u kan\u00eb i ndam, u kan\u00eb bash n\u00eb mes t\u00eb Berlinit po dmth ni pjes\u00eb e kompleksit u kan\u00eb e ndame ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr aktivitete sportive, p\u00ebr lojna, p\u00ebr sene edhe masanej \u00e7do muj ke pas\u00eb me nd\u00ebrmarr\u00eb aktivitete q\u00eb lidhen me kultur\u00ebn e Gjermanis\u00eb. Edhe t\u00eb Gjermanis\u00eb po edhe shembull jon\u00eb kan\u00eb dit\u00ebt&#8230; shembull u kan\u00eb Dita e Nacionaliteteve po e zo edhe secila familje ka pas\u00eb me bo p\u00ebrgatitje t\u00eb ushqimeve tradicionale, fmit\u00eb kan\u00eb pas\u00eb me recitu vjersha ose me knu kang\u00eb, ose di\u00e7ka. Edhe m\u00ebsuset jon\u00eb kan\u00eb qasi soji t\u00eb trajnume q\u00eb kan\u00eb dit\u00eb me u marr\u00eb me rastet tona se ti ke pas\u00eb prind q\u00eb s\u2019i kan\u00eb fol gjuh\u00ebt po fmit\u00eb ja kan\u00eb nis\u00eb me fol gjermanishten k\u00ebshtuq\u00eb dmth plan u kan\u00eb pak me i integru edhe prind n\u00eb qato aktiviteti q\u00eb me mujt edhe ata pak me fol e sene.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: A i mann\u00eb mend prind a kan\u00eb ngu lajme p\u00ebr Kosov\u00ebn mandej prej kur keni mrri n\u00eb Gjermani? A ka pas Televizor hajmi?<br \/>\nKaltrina Zhushi: Televizora ka pas\u00eb n\u00eb do raste, n\u00eb do rast\u00eb jo, po ke mujt me ble se ke pas\u00eb t\u00eb ndalume po m\u00eb doket. Un\u00eb nuk e maj n\u00eb mend shum\u00eb lajmet po e maj n\u00eb mend ni k\u00ebng\u00ebtar\u00eb Ganimete Jashanic\u00ebn, ajo i ka pas\u00eb flok\u00ebt e shkurta edhe un\u00eb e maj n\u00eb mend q\u00eb mu doke si halla jem edhe po get i kan\u00eb l\u00ebshu kasetat shum\u00eb shpesh edhe sa her\u00eb dilke Ganimete Jashanica me knu un\u00eb thojsha q\u00eb halla se mu doke q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb halla jem. Lajme nuk maj n\u00eb mend shum\u00eb q\u00eb kom ngu po un\u00eb e di, e maj n\u00eb mend pak para se me u kthy po i bjen dmth ve\u00e7se ish tu u kthy knej lufta, e maj n\u00eb mend q\u00eb na e kena pas\u00eb ni kabin\u00eb t\u00eb telefonit n\u00eb secilin kat dmth banor\u00ebt q\u00eb u dasht me thirr\u00eb n\u00eb kabin\u00eb edhe tash kush u lajm\u00ebru derisa e ke marr\u00eb ti telefonin. E maj n\u00eb mend q\u00eb kom dal me mamin me ble harq edhe nana u kan\u00eb shtat\u00ebzane e krejt hymja e ka dit\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb ka dek\u00eb gjyshja e nan\u00ebs tem tu mos i tregu q\u00eb ka dek\u00eb dmth lajmi u p\u00ebrhap\u00eb krejt hymja e ka dit\u00eb e qat\u00ebher\u00eb kur e ka kap nana jem telefonin e ka thirr\u00eb dikush me i shpreh ngush\u00ebllime p\u00ebrmes telefonit edhe e ka marr\u00eb vesh q\u00eb ka dek\u00eb gjyshja edhe i ka ra ni shishe e ketchup-it asi Heinz q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb tok\u00eb edhe u thy. E maj n\u00eb mend q\u00eb nashti lajmet nashti po menoj q\u00eb para meje nashti edhe m\u00eb kan\u00eb kursy. I kom pas\u00eb prin goxha t\u00eb kujdessh\u00ebm naashti n\u00eb qet raport edhe s\u2019po di tash. Ve\u00e7 i maj n\u00eb mend kasetat me qiftelia se burri i hall\u00ebs i ngojke. Ai ka pas\u00eb paketa me cigar\u00eb q\u00eb i shitke n\u00eb t\u00eb zez\u00ebn. Dmth kom qesi sekuenca po lajme jo, televizion jo, kanale gjermane i kom kqyr vet, knej kur kom ardh i kom pas\u00eb dy-tri libra me p\u00ebrrala shqip q\u00eb i kom marr\u00eb edhe e di q\u00eb prind e mi insistojshin ton koh\u00ebn me fol shqip me mu edhe un\u00eb kom fol shum\u00eb mir\u00eb shqipen, plus n\u00eb \u00e7erdhe shum\u00eb shpejt e kom marr\u00eb edhe standarden dmth goxha k\u00ebshtu e kom pas p\u00ebrvet\u00ebsu qata&#8230;<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: A e ke v\u00ebrejt dallimin kur jeno kthy n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb diskrepanc\u00ebn n\u00eb mes t\u00eb fminis\u00eb n\u00eb Berlin edhe kur jeni kthy?<br \/>\nKaltrina Zhushi: Po, un\u00eb e kom vujt kthimin dmth. Na jena kthy n\u00eb gusht t\u00eb 2000-t\u00ebs, dmth meniher\u00eb pak masi i stabilizu situata prej luft\u00ebs edhe masi ka lind\u00eb nana motr\u00ebn. Un\u00eb e maj n\u00eb men q\u00eb deri kah 2005, 2006 gjith\u00eb e kom vujt pse s\u2019ka bazen Prishtina, pse s\u2019ka Milche qato \u00e7okollatat se dyqysh qato jon\u00eb kan\u00eb sene q\u00eb m\u00eb kan\u00eb lidh\u00eb&#8230;<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: P\u00ebr ty jon\u00eb kan\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme&#8230;.<br \/>\nKaltrina Zhushi: Po jon\u00eb kan\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme. Edhe shembull nuk jom kan\u00eb e m\u00ebsume me pa f\u00ebmi q\u00eb s\u2019kan\u00eb edhe un\u00eb e maj n\u00eb men jom kan\u00eb n\u00eb Faik Konic\u00eb n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb k\u00ebtu q\u00eb dmth llogaritet shkoll\u00eb e qendr\u00ebs edhe shkoll\u00eb q\u00eb shumica e njer\u00ebzve banojn\u00eb n\u00eb qat rrethin\u00eb po na kena pas\u00eb edhe t\u00eb veneve tjera. Un\u00eb e kom pas n\u00eb klas\u00eb ni \u00e7ik\u00eb q\u00eb se kuptojsha pse po jeton ajo n\u00eb shator. Edhe p\u00ebr mu nuk u kan\u00eb&#8230; un\u00eb e kom menu shatorin si di\u00e7ka q\u00eb shkon n\u00eb kamp me bo me to edhe kthehesh se qato aktivitete i kom bo n\u00eb \u00e7erdhe atje, po dmth nuk e kuptojsha pse ajo po g\u00ebzohet q\u00eb na pat pru KFOR-i do \u00e7anta t\u00eb hinta tep\u00ebr t\u00eb kqija, t\u00eb mdhaja&#8230; Ajo u g\u00ebzojke q\u00eb ka \u00e7ant\u00eb, e na kishim ardh me sene q\u00eb i kena ble n\u00eb Gjermani para se me ardh, q\u00eb jena bo gati. I kom pas\u00eb gjith\u00eb senet ma t\u00eb mira. Kur kom ardh\u00eb k\u00ebtu i kom pas\u00eb rollera, rroshla i thojshin. Dmth kom pas\u00eb edhe rroshlla, kurgjo s\u2019m\u00eb ka mungu edhe kur kom ardh\u00eb k\u00ebtu e kom pa q\u00eb kandi i lojnave n\u00eb kamp nuk ka kand t\u00eb lojnave e dyqysh p\u00ebr mu u kan\u00eb e r\u00ebndomt mas \u00e7erdhes ose mas shkoll\u00ebs me u nal gjys\u00eb ore me prind e mi me lu un\u00eb n\u00eb kand t\u00eb lojnave me f\u00ebmi tjer\u00eb, me u kthy n\u00eb shpi me i bo detyrat ose me lujt ose me hang\u00ebr. E qato sene si kom pas\u00eb n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb. E qata e kom v\u00ebrejt ma s\u00eb shumti si di\u00e7ka q\u00eb m\u00eb ka mungu se dmth s\u2019kisha as &#8230; a din nuk besoj q\u00eb jon\u00eb kan\u00eb f\u00ebmi q\u00eb kom dasht me bo diferencimin po un\u00eb jom kan\u00eb n\u00eb Gjermani me f\u00ebmit\u00eb k\u00ebtu, po u kan\u00eb shum\u00eb vshtir\u00eb masanej me kuptu pse k\u00ebtu nuk jon\u00eb qato sene. Edhe e maj n\u00eb mend shkojsha n\u00eb Pej\u00eb me pa hall\u00ebn e mamit e ajo u kan\u00eb n\u00eb shator se ja kan\u00eb kall\u00eb shpin\u00eb, e qaty e kom kuptu qysh \u00ebsht\u00eb tu jetu Burbuqja e klas\u00ebs. Se dmth un\u00eb kom menu q\u00eb shatori \u00ebsht\u00eb fun a po e din se kom menu q\u00eb ajo&#8230;<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Prej rastit t\u00eb hall\u00ebs e ke kuptu&#8230;<br \/>\nKaltrina Zhushi: Po prej hall\u00ebs t\u00eb nan\u00ebs e kom kuptu tamon. U nxejshim me ni plin t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, ushqimin&#8230;. kan\u00eb jetu n\u00eb shator derisa jon\u00eb mledh\u00eb paret me e bo shpin\u00eb. U kan\u00eb njo 1 vit e gjys\u00eb n\u00eb pytje derisa u bo ajo me shpi q\u00eb ka jetu qashtu. Na shkojshim shum\u00eb shpesh se u mat\u00ebn mbledh\u00eb babi jem, un\u00eb e kom bab\u00ebn mjesht\u00ebr, u mbledhshin vikendeve me shku me i nimu me nd\u00ebrtu a din, jo me e qit temelin, jo kur u bo instalimi i rrym\u00ebs ka ardh\u00eb axha jem, dmth jon\u00eb harrnu qeshtu edhe me njer\u00ebz e tani a din I got po ma merr menja q\u00eb e kom pas\u00eb ni clue k\u00ebshtu pak, ni ide q\u00eb okay&#8230; halla Xhemile nuk koka mir\u00eb se ti e pajshe \u00e7far\u00eb g\u00ebzimi q\u00eb po i vijn\u00eb mjeshtrit e \u00e7far\u00eb mundi me ju kthy buk\u00eb e me ju kthy&#8230; po dmth ti se ke kuptu q\u00eb that\u2019s not fun po ti gjtih\u00eb e ke menu shatorin si sen i kampit me than\u00eb.<br \/>\nIntervistuesja: Falemnderit shum\u00eb!<br \/>\nKaltrina Zhushi: Kom fol tep\u00ebr.[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text][\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Intervistuesja: P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje Kaltrin\u00eb. A po ja nisim pak me ni prezantim tanin; kush je&#8230; Kaltrina Zhushi: Jam Kaltrina Zhushi, jam 28 vje\u00e7are, e lindur n\u00eb Berlin, e rritur n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb p\u00ebr pjes\u00ebn ma t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb jet\u00ebs tem. Jom sociologe me profesion po tash jom tu punu p\u00ebr Rrjetin e Grave si koordinatore e projekteve. 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