{"id":1611,"date":"2022-04-14T12:04:06","date_gmt":"2022-04-14T12:04:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/?p=1611"},"modified":"2022-04-14T12:57:31","modified_gmt":"2022-04-14T12:57:31","slug":"ljilja","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/ljilja\/","title":{"rendered":"Ljilja"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Intervistuesi: <\/b>A mund t\u00eb prezantohesh? T\u00eb tregosh se kush je, \u00e7ka je, nga je dhe ku ke lindur?<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Un\u00eb quhem Ljilja, jam e lindur n\u00eb Nedakoc. Gjenerat\u00eb e shtat\u00ebdhjet\u00eb e nj\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Deri n\u00eb cilin vit ke jetuar n\u00eb Vushtrri?<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Deri nj\u00ebzet e nj\u00eb vje\u00e7e.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Aha. M\u00eb von\u00eb je zhvendosur, sigurisht?!<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>At\u00ebher\u00eb jam martuar n\u00eb Leposaviq.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Ma p\u00ebrshkruaj pak.<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Paj, u martova n\u00eb K\u00ebrnjin t\u00eb Ep\u00ebrm me Tomic\u00ebn.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>N\u00eb rregull.<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Punoja n\u00eb Vushtrri, si shit\u00ebse e biletave n\u00eb sportel.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Mhm.<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Shisja bileta p\u00ebr autobus. Bileta t\u00eb autobusit. E linda Millic\u00ebn, pas asaj e linda Marijan\u00ebn, pastaj mbeta shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb me Tamar\u00ebn n\u00ebnt\u00ebdhjet\u00eb e tet\u00ebn. Pastaj shkova n\u00eb pushim mjek\u00ebsor, m\u00eb nuk kam… m\u00eb shum\u00eb nuk punoja se q\u00eb punoja. N\u00ebnt\u00ebdhjet\u00eb e n\u00ebnt\u00ebn nisi lufta… nuk nisi lufta por filluan bombardimet, nj\u00ebzet e… m\u00eb nj\u00ebzet e kat\u00ebr mars.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Mhm.<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Un\u00eb ve\u00e7se isha para lindjes. Tomic\u00ebn, pra me n\u00ebnt\u00eb prill e marrin n\u00eb fush\u00ebbetej\u00eb. Un\u00eb mbes vet\u00ebm me dy, t\u00eb themi ashtu bebe. Jo bebe por \u00e7ka? Millica i kishte gjasht\u00eb vjet, Marijana tri.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Aha.<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Pastaj m\u00eb 23 prill e lindi Tamar\u00ebn. M\u00eb d\u00ebrgon vjehrra n\u00eb lindje. Vet\u00eb lindi gjat\u00eb dit\u00ebs. Pra, t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen m\u00eb lirojn\u00eb nga Spitali p\u00ebr shkak se ishin bombardimet. Kishte gjuajtje n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha an\u00ebt, digjeshin t\u00eb gjitha sht\u00ebpit\u00eb; kok\u00eb mashkulli nuk ka askund, serbe, m\u00eb t\u00eb ri se 60 e kusur vite. Do t\u00eb thot\u00eb, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb jan\u00eb n\u00eb fush\u00ebbetej\u00eb, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb mobilizuar. Mua vjen vjehrra t\u00eb m\u00eb merr me axh\u00ebn e Tomic\u00ebs, i cili kishte 63 vjet. Ndalemi n\u00eb pomp\u00eb t\u00eb benzin\u00ebs n\u00eb dalje nga Mitrovica, aty at\u00ebher\u00eb punonte Sinisha Spasojeviqi. Ai thot\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb na jep derivate p\u00ebr shkak se u lajm\u00ebrua se do t\u00eb ket\u00eb bombardim t\u00eb Mitrovic\u00ebs. Vij n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, \u00ebsht\u00eb rr\u00ebqeth\u00ebse. Pra, m\u00eb 16 qershor t\u00eb mit\u00eb zhvendosen p\u00ebr n\u00eb Krushevac, pa asgj\u00eb askund.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Nga Nedakoci?<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Po, nga Nedakoci. N\u00ebna, v\u00ebllai dhe babai; familja ime futet n\u00eb oborr n\u00eb K\u00ebrnjin, m\u00eb vizitojn\u00eb mua. N\u00ebna vajton se si i ka l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha. Do t\u00eb filloj t\u00eb qaj, n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit. K\u00ebt\u00eb e kam kaq…<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>R\u00ebnd\u00eb.<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>R\u00ebnd\u00eb. N\u00ebna vajton, babai po ashtu, v\u00ebllai. Shkojn\u00eb p\u00ebr n\u00eb Krushevac, nuk kan\u00eb asgj\u00eb askund. As dritare, as dyer, sht\u00ebpia n\u00ebn pllak\u00eb. Vet\u00ebm \u00ebsht\u00eb e murosur, fillojn\u00eb nga zero. T\u00eb gjitha gj\u00ebrat i kan\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb, pron\u00ebn dhe sht\u00ebpin\u00eb, edhe bag\u00ebtin\u00eb dhe t\u00eb gjithat.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Mhm.<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>At\u00ebher\u00eb atje gjinden disi. Un\u00eb mbijetoj, do t\u00eb thot\u00eb, kaloj n\u00ebp\u00ebr stres. Kunati im ka qen\u00eb i l\u00ebnduar… n\u00eb fush\u00ebbetej\u00eb, e kishte l\u00ebnduar kok\u00ebn. Un\u00eb me beben dhe me dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl mundohem dhe, dua t\u00eb them, s\u2019ka asgj\u00eb, gjith\u00e7ka nga fush\u00ebbeteja po t\u00ebrhiqet, ai nuk duket. Kemi menduar se kishte vdekur ose q\u00eb ishte arrestuar apo kidnapuar dhe… vjehrra e cila ishte e s\u00ebmur\u00eb nervore, q\u00eb edhe sot e asaj dit\u00ebs \u00ebsht\u00eb e s\u00ebmur\u00eb nervore, pra… nuk di \u00e7ka ka ndodhur me f\u00ebmij\u00ebt. Kunatat po ashtu, edhe nj\u00ebri edhe tjetri… jan\u00eb djem, nj\u00ebri ishte martuar m\u00eb 14 mars, ai ishte mobilizuar. Atij i mbet bashk\u00ebshortja Snasha. Nj\u00eb muaj e m\u00eb shum\u00eb nuk dim\u00eb asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr ta, pra, as p\u00ebr nj\u00ebrin as p\u00ebr kunatin tjet\u00ebr. Burri koh\u00eb pas kohe vinte, por gjithmon\u00eb vinte shkurt.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Mhm.<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Ato ishin momente t\u00eb r\u00ebnda dhe stresuese p\u00ebr neve. Asgj\u00eb nuk… nuk kam d\u00ebshir\u00eb q\u00eb ta kujtoj\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb shum\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Po, qart\u00eb. Hmm, a mundesh t\u00eb na tregosh di\u00e7ka ndoshta m\u00eb tep\u00ebr p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn para luft\u00ebs derisa jetoje n\u00eb Nedakoc, \u00e7far\u00eb ishin raportet?<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Paj, si t\u00eb ishte raporti?! Varej, me vendasit kemi jetuar bukur, mir\u00eb. Un\u00eb punoja n\u00eb nj\u00eb firm\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr Shqiptare, eh… e mbi t\u00eb gjitha ishte pra… nuk kishte liri t\u00eb l\u00ebvizjes. Nuk guxoje si i ri t\u00eb dal\u00ebsh n\u00eb kafene deri von\u00eb. T\u00eb lirohesh, t\u00eb… ajo ishte do t\u00eb thot\u00eb frik\u00eb dhe stres. E kur err\u00ebsohej, mbylleshim n\u00eb oborr, mbylleshim n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. N\u00ebn frik\u00eb, pra… nga t\u00eb gjitha an\u00ebt, sidomos para bombardimeve, aty ndjehej nga t\u00eb gjitha an\u00ebt, at\u00ebher\u00eb fishek\u00ebt… i d\u00ebgjoje fishek\u00ebt duke r\u00ebn\u00eb mbi tjegulla, n\u00ebp\u00ebr oborr n\u00ebp\u00ebr… para sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, n\u00ebp\u00ebr tarrac\u00eb. Ishte e tmerrshme.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Po.<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>V\u00ebrtet\u00eb ishte e tmerrshme. Nuk do t\u00eb d\u00ebshiroja asnj\u00ebher\u00eb m\u00eb ta p\u00ebrjetoj at\u00eb; ajo ishte e tmerrshme edhe p\u00ebr neve edhe p\u00ebr f\u00ebmij\u00ebrin\u00eb ton\u00eb. Ne f\u00ebmij\u00ebrin\u00eb ton\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr e kemi kaluar n\u00eb frik\u00eb se sa n\u00eb liri.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Mhm.<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Dhe k\u00ebshtu. Do t\u00eb thot\u00eb, nuk kam asgj\u00eb t\u00eb bukur p\u00ebr ta th\u00ebn\u00eb. Mund t\u00eb them vet\u00ebm at\u00eb q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb s\u00eb, m\u00eb s\u00eb, m\u00eb s\u00eb keqi.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Pi.<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>P\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, n\u00eb vitin tet\u00ebdhjet\u00eb e nj\u00eb, babai dhe axha ishin arrestuar. N\u00eb drejt\u00ebsi t\u00eb Zotit, p\u00ebr shkak se ishin gjykuar se i kishin helmuar Shqiptar\u00ebt, t\u00eb cilit kurr\u00eb nuk kan\u00eb pasur asgj\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb. Por ata i kishin arrestuar me q\u00ebllim t\u00eb keq. Edhe at\u00eb fqinji… i ka arrestuar. Ishin n\u00eb paraburgim, shtat\u00eb-tet\u00eb or\u00eb. Un\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb e di kur kishte ardhur Korpusit nga Novi Sadi; policia e jon\u00eb Serbe, ajo i kishte liruar. Babai im, pra prindi im Jova, e l\u00ebshon pun\u00ebn p\u00ebr shkak se kolegu po ashtu, para firm\u00ebs s\u00eb tij ku punonte, dhe aty e kan\u00eb arrestuar. Pra, kolegu at\u00ebher\u00eb e kishte rrahur, dhe ai nga frika e braktis\u00eb pun\u00ebn.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Mhm, mhm. A kishte ndonj\u00eb… a kishte ndoshta momente pozitive dhe t\u00eb bukura para luft\u00ebs ose pas saj?<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Ku?<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>\u2026 me Shqiptar\u00eb?!<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Paj, rrall\u00eb me ndonj\u00ebrin… me k\u00ebnd. Vet\u00ebm ata, ata vendasit, n\u00eb fqinj\u00ebsi q\u00eb jetonin me neve aty dhe kalonim jet\u00ebn bashk\u00eb… nd\u00ebrsa me k\u00ebta tjer\u00ebt, rrall\u00eb mund t\u00eb thuhet di\u00e7ka e bukur p\u00ebr ta.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>N\u00eb rregull. Dhe, k\u00ebshtu, pyetja e fundit… sot kur e kujton vitin n\u00ebnt\u00ebdhjet\u00eb e n\u00ebnt\u00eb, \u00e7far\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb t\u00eb kalon n\u00ebp\u00ebr kok\u00eb, trup?<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>\u00c7far\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb?! Paj, kurrfar\u00eb, vet\u00ebm… dua t\u00eb them nuk kam d\u00ebshir\u00eb as ta rikujtoj, e jo t\u00eb kujtohem p\u00ebr at\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Mhm.<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Ajo ishte nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb e tmerrshme, prandaj un\u00eb nuk mund ta p\u00ebrshkruaj at\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb se \u00e7far\u00eb ishte.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Aha, aha.<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Ishte di\u00e7ka e tmerrshme q\u00eb e kam p\u00ebrjetuar.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Mhm.<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Nuk mund t\u00eb them asgj\u00eb t\u00eb bukur lidhur me at\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Mhm. A ka ndodhur ndoshta, pas… pas luft\u00ebs… pasi t\u00eb tut\u00eb jan\u00eb zhvendosur… t\u00eb kthehesh n\u00eb Nedakoc?<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Pata shkuar n\u00eb vizit\u00eb t\u00eb truallit, pra t\u00eb bab\u00ebs dhe t\u00eb axh\u00ebs. At\u00ebher\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00eb e kam kaluar nj\u00eb stres t\u00eb madh; at\u00ebher\u00eb ia pati filluar dhimbja n\u00eb likth. M\u00eb dhemb… pra nga at\u00ebher\u00eb non stop m\u00eb dhemb lukthi. Nuk ka \u00e7ka t\u00eb shihet aty.<\/p>\n

Intervistuesi: <\/b>Mhm.<\/p>\n

E Intervistuara: <\/b>Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm… ata e kan\u00eb zhvendosur rrug\u00ebn, pra, aty ku atyre u ka konvenuar; e kan\u00eb l\u00ebvizur, pra i kan\u00eb hapur rrug\u00ebt ku aty… atyre u p\u00ebrshtateshin rrug\u00ebt. Sht\u00ebpit\u00eb jan\u00eb rr\u00ebnuar, jan\u00eb shembur, t\u00eb sakatuara, t\u00eb djegura; jan\u00eb marr\u00eb ato q\u00eb u duheshin atyre; madje edhe puset tona i kan\u00eb mbushur dhe kan\u00eb gjuajtur… nuk di… derrat tan\u00eb t\u00eb cilat i kan\u00eb therur dhe i kan\u00eb hedhur n\u00eb puse. Nuk mund ta p\u00ebrshkruaj k\u00ebt\u00eb… kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb e frikshme, e tmerrshme.<\/p>\n

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