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[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Bjeshka Guri (intervistuesja)<\/p>\n

Zarife Morina (e intervistuara)<\/p>\n

Akronimet: BG=Bjeshka Guri, ZM= Zarife Morina<\/p>\n

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BG: Qysh t\u00eb kujtohet lufta, kshtu para se me ja nis\u00eb lufta, para se me ja filu gjithqka qysh jeni kan\u00eb qysh keni kalu, para lufte?<\/p>\n

ZM: Para luftes, mas pari ishalla e ka zhduk\u00eb Allahu at\u00eb serbin, at\u00eb idiot.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb ven ton\u00eb ka ardh\u00eb me na bo \u00e7mos, krejt\u00eb Kosova duhet me dit\u00eb se shka perjetoj 30 e kusur.<\/p>\n

Pse tash me perdor\u00eb une tash prej dhimtes t\u00eb madhe.<\/p>\n

Ai nihere ja nisi n\u00eb demostrat.<\/p>\n

At\u00eb here ja nisi me myt lop\u00eb at\u2019her, ka 15-16 frym\u00eb, e bojke bageri sikur sot\u00eb e at\u2019here qe s\u00eb gjinen e i shtike n\u00eb dhe. A se kuptojke Kosova Shqiptari qe \u00e7ka osht\u00eb tu ba Serbia hiq, t\u00eb mdhajt\u00eb e Kosov\u00ebs?<\/p>\n

Na n\u00eb shpi jemi kan\u00eb edhe e kemi dit\u00eb \u00e7ka do t\u00eb vje, se t\u00eb kallxojke ai ty, se t\u00eb sulmojke ai ty.<\/p>\n

Ai ti hiqke prej punes ti hjeku polict\u00eb, ta hjeku ushtrijen \u00e7ka kishe ti prej tina me u mbrojt\u00eb?<\/p>\n

Pse su forcojshe, pse sdishe p\u00ebr popullin tan\u00eb me ja ba ni qare, ata dulen dikur\u00eb ushtar\u00eb ushtar\u00eb bravo ju koft\u00eb, e kan\u00eb dhan\u00eb jet\u00ebn jan\u00eb betu kan\u00eb dal\u00eb me pushk\u00eb.<\/p>\n

A fitun\u00eb a s\u2019fitun\u00eb sikur e kan\u00eb dhan\u00eb jeten kush ka ra, demek p\u00ebr tok\u00eb p\u00ebr popllin qe osht\u00eb n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb, p\u00ebr evlad e vet p\u00ebr prindt\u00eb p\u00ebr vllaznin p\u00ebr krejt\u00eb ngan njeri ni gjendje qysh t\u2019nisesh. Si p\u00ebr familje nisu, po krejt Kosov\u00ebn familje e ki kur jetojsh. Edhe ata hajt hajt. Kur erdh lufta ma qe dojke me ja nis\u00eb vrasjet, dojke me vra me t\u00eb madhe qitke uj\u00eb nep\u00ebr asfallta nuset prej kerrit kur i marrshin njerzt\u00eb, lani durt\u00eb si ti e re s\u2019ki kuptu.<\/p>\n

Lani durt\u00eb kazanet, merre ni bure me uj\u00eb, tjeter nja tjeter me ilaqe une pe qes. Ni autobus u zhdryp n\u00eb Krushe si jan\u00eb nis\u00eb prej Prizrenit n\u00eb Krushe t\u00eb madhe o kan\u00eb kjo pozit\u00eb.<\/p>\n

BG: i kan\u00eb la durt\u00eb?<\/p>\n

ZM: edhe jan\u00eb zhdryp me i la kishe me ata, me i shp\u00ebrla me kta tash hypni, p\u00ebr dhun\u00eb pse a dashti me t\u00eb rujt\u00eb ai ty, na spat\u00ebm kurgjo n\u00eb dur\u00eb. Qetash u p\u00ebr dur\u00eb me i la. At\u00eb her\u00eb s\u2019ka pas p\u00ebr dur\u00eb me i la. Vet\u00ebm shqiptarhanen me hup\u00eb, me munu me ja pru pun\u00ebn dej qatu.<\/p>\n

BG: I ka zbrit\u00eb qe ata me i la durt\u00eb?<\/p>\n

ZM: Ve\u00e7 me i la durt\u00eb edhe hypni tash.<\/p>\n

Ligj, p\u00ebr dhun\u00eb. Me t\u00eb ndal\u00eb me ndal\u00eb autobusin me ndal\u00eb kohen, ke pas\u00eb ku me shku, i kan\u00eb zhdryp\u00eb krejt me gra e krejt. Krejt ren\u00eb lani durt qitu lani durt qitu. Me zor e me hat\u00ebr.<\/p>\n

Edhe nusen e kan\u00eb zhdryp\u00eb. E kan\u00eb zhdryp\u00eb edhe nusen me duvak, i ka la nusja durt\u00eb edhe u hi n\u00eb kerr prap\u00eb u shku te shpia e vet ku ka pas\u00eb. Qy \u00e7ka pritem na kur erdhen deri qitu. At\u00ebhere erdhi lufta. Tinez e ashiqare, Kur hini pernime a ta kalli pasunijen a ta vjedhi pasurien Serbi. Pse? N\u2019ven ton\u00eb, na s\u2019shkum\u00eb atje. Kqyr qfar\u00eb t\u00eb drejtash kem, sjemi shku me sulmu serbin oj bot\u00eb, o njerzt e Kosoves, o t\u00eb shkollum. Serbia neve na ka sulmu n\u00eb ven\u00eb tonin veni jon\u00eb qe jemi le Shqiptarhane. Musliman t\u00eb rahmetit t\u00eb dov\u00ebs t\u00eb kuranit t\u00eb Zotit jemi. T\u00eb Zotit jemi. Zoti na ka majt. Edhe na prejti hajde me ushtri, hini edhe mrena popullin se jo ushtar\u00eb. Edhe e mytke.<\/p>\n

BG: Qysh ja nisi lufta ktu n\u2019fshtat?<\/p>\n

ZM: Te na n\u00eb fshat tonin ja nisi lufta se ushtrija u kapen n\u00eb 98 me forc\u00eb. Ushtria dul\u00ebn n\u00eb mejdan. Qysh osht\u00eb lufta luft\u00eb. Me luftu me t\u00eb veten \u00e7ka kan\u00eb pas\u00eb. Po na tenka skemi pas\u00eb, topa skemi pas\u00eb. Arm\u00eb topa s\u2019kemi pas\u00eb. \u00c7ka kemi pas\u00eb, nje gulinov, ni automat. Tjetersen ske mujt me pas\u00eb ti, se se ke pas n\u00eb vend tan ti armen. U dasht\u00eb me bajt\u00eb prej Shqipnie. Me krah neper qysh kan\u00eb dit\u00eb. Ushtria bravo ju koft\u00eb qysh kan\u00eb mujt qysh kan\u00eb dit\u00eb. Po jan\u00eb dal\u00eb me zemer. Po edhe populli kem\u00eb gatu i kem\u00eb prit\u00eb. Me pas kan\u00eb mundsia i madh e i vogel ishum dal\u00eb. Edhe me fitu venin edhe me jetu n\u00eb ven ton\u00eb edhe mos me na myt\u00eb. Pse na me u myt, p\u00ebr shka? S\u2019jemi n\u00eb Serbi. E te na nuk ka pas\u00eb luft\u00eb, se te na jan\u00eb kan\u00eb forcat tu majt\u00eb. Ushtria tani shqipni e nato nato (qetu s degjohet \u00e7ka thot).<\/p>\n

Po u rujt\u00eb katuni, skemi ra n\u00eb dor\u00eb t\u00eb tyne jemi mir\u00eb jemi mir\u00eb. Burri u kan\u00eb invalid su kan\u00eb qe ja kemi marr kurr hyqymetit paret, me bujq\u00ebsi jemi marr\u00eb. Me kon kan\u00eb qe ishim marr\u00eb me di\u00e7ka na ishum shku te serbi e serbi te na. Na ta hjekum me popull na u ka dhimt\u00eb rinia jon\u00eb. Ushtari jon\u00eb qe ka nejt\u00eb naten po des a po bjen a po lufton a po fiton a. ai osht\u00eb puna krejt qatu. At\u00eb stene bum ra n\u00eb Reqak. Pjesa e madhe e Reqakut 2 jav\u00eb met 15. Tan\u00eb Kosova e din fort\u00eb mir\u00eb meselen tem po edhe t\u00eb veten gjithkush. Neve fort kem dhimt\u00eb me t\u00eb madhe. E pse ra Reqaki dul n\u00eb drit\u00eb, pse erdh OSBE-ja. Se ai shihke. Ka pa ai po i ka fsheh vet\u00eb gjurm\u00ebt. Jan myt\u00eb ska pas\u00eb kush\u00eb me dit\u00eb. Po erdh OSBE-ja 6 jav nejti a sa ka nejt\u00eb. 6 jav\u00eb mas neve ka nejt\u00eb edhe i qiti n\u00eb drit\u00eb se hala sish Kosova e \u00e7lirume. Po ra Amerika e kush jan\u00eb kto shtetet na nimun. O m than\u00eb djemt u ba Reqaki edhe shum\u00eb dhimt na erdhen. Tash thom aq shum\u00eb u burgosem dhe 1 dit zi majti Rugova. Njeri burr\u00eb, njeri i drejt\u00eb. Tha Muhameti djali i dyt\u00eb tha nan\u00eb lshojshum telivizor, lshojshum naj kang\u00eb \u00e7ka me ba mrena. Tan\u00eb jan\u00eb kan\u00eb p\u00ebr luft\u00eb rinia, tan\u00eb e kan\u00eb dasht\u00eb me dhan\u00eb jet\u00ebn p\u00ebr liri aty.<\/p>\n

Po kta Ve\u00e7 e dhan\u00eb 4. Tha nan\u00eb tha sot tha Rugova me majt\u00eb zi p\u00ebr Reqakin tash. Sot e myten nesrit me majt\u00eb zi u kan\u00eb e shtune. Po nan\u00eb. Jom befasu 54. Po nan\u00eb ah moj nan\u00eb q\u00eb ngat\u00eb. Kah osht\u00eb? Ka Shtimja. N\u00eb Shtime gjith\u00eb ky kijamet erdh po vjen edhe Allahu na rujt\u00eb ka na. Thash po nan\u00eb a mos e lshoni as televizorin as radjonin. Jo jo djali jem jo. At dit tanve na zun\u00eb. Kaloi e Reqakit. I murren atje 1 muj dit\u00eb i majten. N\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb n\u00eb kopell\u00eb. Kur u ba 15 dit\u00eb , qekjo xhuma i bojshin 1 jav\u00eb kur u ban\u00eb 15 dit\u00eb met 29 erdh\u00eb lufta te na. Kurgjo ska pas naj\u00eb domethanje q\u00eb ka di\u00e7ka. Ka pas ni xhuma qe ne. Ni dit\u00eb u rrethu rreth\u00eb e rreth\u00eb katuni. Ska pas\u00eb mrena n\u00eb katun kurjgo. Tash ju pruni ngusht\u00eb. Ushtrive ju pruni ngusht\u00eb. At\u00ebher kishin pas\u00eb ardh\u00eb arm\u00eb me marr\u00eb bajagi shum\u00eb. Mas lufte po edhe para lufte m\u00eb kan\u00eb tregu qe qekjo tub\u00eb o da p\u00ebr Rugov\u00eb. Ajo tub\u00eb u kthy n\u00eb ven t\u00eb vet\u00eb. Jan\u00eb kan\u00eb bajagi kan\u00eb lufu aty u myt\u00eb ni katolik. Edhe qeta 24 a 30 jan\u00eb nda. Jan shku n\u00eb Goden kan\u00eb pshtu ata din\u00eb t\u00eb plagun\u00eb. Po kur jan\u00eb shku n\u00eb Goden skan\u00eb mujt\u00eb me dal\u00eb, i kan\u00eb rrethu, edhe aty, ata e din\u00eb qysh jan\u00eb ardh deri qetu me ni fshat t\u00eb Hasit at\u00eb nat\u00eb. E tash hajde me ardh\u00eb prej pramje n\u00eb Rugov t\u00eb Hasit e prej Rugoves me shku n\u00eb Krush\u00eb t\u00eb Madhe e n\u00eb Reqak u kan\u00eb shtabi jon\u00eb i shqiptarit i U\u00e7k.<\/p>\n

Kan\u00eb hyp me ni kombi, qe ku o ktu e kan\u00eb thirr\u00eb kombin sikur q\u00eb kan\u00eb bajt\u00eb me i nimu shqiptarhanes, ushtrive kta kerre skan\u00eb pas\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Tani u dasht\u00eb ato arm\u00eb e ata njerz\u00eb t\u00eb plagum\u00eb. Kerrit e kombit e, i kan\u00eb than\u00eb hajde ti qesum me i qu \u2026I rrethum\u00eb katuni dy dit\u00eb i rrethun\u00eb. Se tash \u00e7ka ka pas\u00eb ata e din\u00eb. \u00c7far\u00eb pritje \u00e7far\u00eb rrethana u kan\u00eb tash nuk munum me kuptu se nuk e dim\u00eb. N\u00eb 5 sahati kan\u00eb hyp\u00eb.<\/p>\n

E xhuma, 15 ushtar\u00eb.<\/p>\n

BG: ktu n\u00eb Rugov\u00eb?<\/p>\n

ZM: n\u00eb Rugov\u00eb at\u00eb nat\u00eb kan\u00eb bujt\u00eb.<\/p>\n

E di q\u00eb n\u00eb 5 sahati e premte, t\u00eb premten osht pazari k\u00ebtu n\u00eb Rugov\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Ata Ve\u00e7 n\u00eb 4 sahati e kishin pas\u00eb rrethu venin. Pazarin edhe asfallin, ish pas\u00eb rrethu Rugova.<\/p>\n

Se tash qysh kan\u00eb ni \u00e7ka di qysh e kan\u00eb pas kta. Edhe qyky far kojshie ja kan\u00eb lyp\u00eb kombin.<\/p>\n

Tani kta ju kan\u00eb dal\u00eb n\u00eb prit\u00eb. Ik tha se ram\u00eb n\u00eb prit\u00eb. Kombit, i zoti i shpis\u00eb me ni tjet\u00ebr kerr. Ky u kthy, kur u kthy e pruni n\u00eb shpi kombin me gjith\u00eb 15 ushtar\u00eb. Na n\u00eb prag\u00eb. T\u00eb kallxoj tash, na n\u00eb prag t\u00eb shpis\u00eb, e 5 e 40 kur jan kthy bor\u00eb, ra nja dy gishta bor\u00eb. Zaher kysmet e egjel e gjaku i tyne me perfundos luft\u00ebn. Ra ni flusk\u00eb bor\u00eb. Ata p\u00ebr guma. Kta dyrt\u00eb qel\u00eb. Sa hi pa kthy kerri, shoferi me 15 ushtar\u00eb, kta 2 kompanjolla t\u00eb serb\u00ebve Ve\u00e7 mrrinen. Ja kan\u00eb nis\u00eb prej dere me gjujt p\u00ebr 20 minuta. Nusen nuk e kom\u00eb pas\u00eb me fmi ktu te t\u00eb vet\u00eb. Un\u00eb jom kan\u00eb, \u00e7ika 14 vjet, Burri, plaken e kemi pas 90 vjet.<\/p>\n

BG: Burri me 3 djemt.<\/p>\n

ZM: Po burri me 3 djemt\u00eb<\/p>\n

BG: Sa vjet i kan\u00eb pas\u00eb djemt\u00eb?<\/p>\n

ZM: djemt\u00eb…<\/p>\n

Burri i ka pas\u00eb 57, djali i madh\u00eb 23- Selmani 23; Muhameti edhe 22 dit i mushke 20, me 22 shkurt 20 vjet ai i bojke; Nisreti 17 vjet e dy muj\u00eb.T\u00eb ri…<\/p>\n

Ata tjert me luftu po, Ve\u00e7 ai me ju nimu qe u kan\u00eb qe u dufke me ju qu me kamjona \u00e7ka kishum na po ata me ju nimu. A t\u00eb thash\u00eb na me zem\u00ebr krejt\u00eb jemi kan\u00eb t\u00eb luftes, me pshtu jeten, me rrnu si mir\u00eb. Se qe u pa \u00e7ka po bahet e Selmani prej sobes t\u00eb vet erdh me plaf tha nan\u00eb kersiti lufta. Thash po nan\u00eb kersiti, fup edhe ra n\u00eb sungjer me plaf e mlova si erdh me pigjame.<\/p>\n

E Rrusta e dy djemt\u00eb n\u00eb od\u00eb, sikur i bojshum, e kom prish\u00eb at\u00eb shpi. N\u00eb od\u00eb, tash ata der\u00ebn n\u00eb sakak a dish? N\u00eb aborr ton\u00eb pa marr\u00eb parasysh, kur e kan\u00eb qel\u00eb deren me dal\u00eb milici e ka nal\u00eb te dera. Tjera dyr\u00eb jan\u00eb kan\u00eb, tjera xhama. Edhe burri ka than\u00eb jo me baben, na ishum t\u00eb rrethum\u00eb. Qyysh? Jaa tha ishum rrethu…<\/p>\n

Edhe i ka \u00e7it\u00eb dy djemt\u00eb prej dritare n\u00eb ballkan edhe jan\u00eb ardh\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb dhom\u00ebn ku jam kan\u00eb une me plaken e me \u00e7iken. Edhe Selmani q\u00eb erdh. Edhe ata djali i dyt\u00eb osht hi n\u00eb dyshek t\u00eb gjyshes. Ajo komt e ftofta e ka shti gjyshja me ja nxe me grusht. Bjer me nanen edhe nuk kem kurgja po po tubohum e, edhe djali taj tup tup dyt\u00eb, ai ish si ma anej, ata nuk dita me mlu, erdh burri, si burr\u00eb po dal. Edhe erdh. Thash ha Rrust\u00eb? Tha Zarife n\u00eb t\u00eb pshtofshum sot s\u2019vdesim kurr\u00eb. Pse? Tha jemi t\u00eb rrethum\u00eb! Une dej hina ktu Ve\u00e7 dej tum\u00eb kerrset. Hajli koft\u00eb! Hajli koft\u00eb! p\u00ebr \u00e7ka mor, tha di\u00e7ka osht\u00eb. Nuk dishum \u00e7ka osht\u00eb na, na s\u2019kuptojshum se e papritshme, e papritshme u. E tha ai tani i erdh keq e murr plafin e mloi djalin e vogel se une u hutova. Edhe tret i mloj aj, une veshun \u00e7ika e veshme se erdh djali.<\/p>\n

Edhe ni gjys\u00eb ore gati q\u00eb edhe ma teper, jo ni gjys\u00eb ore jo. Ni gjys\u00eb ore Ve\u00e7 u mush serb\u00eb.<\/p>\n

BG: Oborri a?<\/p>\n

ZM: Oborri e krejt\u00eb katuni.<\/p>\n

Gjysa e katunit te knej. Erdh forca e Gjakov\u00ebs, e Rahovecit, e Prizrenit luft\u00eb me ba. Ata u myten, po tash u furcun\u00eb ata. Edhe thash qa po vin kto gjana kto tenka, tani erdh qatje edhe kryt\u00eb qenena se kallxun\u00eb ata q\u00eb erdh\u00ebm na ushtri luft\u00eb e bonem, hajde hajli koft\u00eb. U qum\u00eb na, apet u ungjum, kur u ba ora 7 hinen mrena e thyn\u00eb der\u00ebn e rrzun\u00eb stufen, pamproat qe ju kemi than\u00eb. Edhe u qum\u00eb n\u00eb kam, p\u00ebr djemt\u00eb e ri.Na serbisht s\u2019kemi ba tash, na n\u00eb kohen tem ni or\u00eb e kemi msu. Idiotat jan kan\u00eb hala serbt dikun dikun neper fshatra Rahovec e dikun<\/p>\n

E dishna \u201cUstani\u201d \u201cZagji\u201d qe thon\u00eb qeto dy fjal\u00eb, demek tha Ustani une ma para, dulen kta me plafa me pigjame, Rrusta i veshun, hajde sagji me dor idioti\u2026 5 te dera, krejt oborrin e rrethun\u00eb plot\u00eb, se kishe mos ka U\u00c7K. U qova kur tha Izagji une ma para, edhe a ze bes\u00eb q\u00eb qetu automati deri von\u00eb kur e kom prek thojsha p\u00ebr at\u00eb dit diqysh si dhimt\u00eb si siklet se m\u00eb ra si, tani mu dok\u00eb ajo vrejtje m\u00eb preki. T\u00eb ngrehin automatat, na mo deken, qitu e kem deken.<\/p>\n

BG: me automat t\u00eb preku ktu a?<\/p>\n

ZM: po po se une po du me dal\u00eb e taj ma m\u00eb ngrehen. Une tap me dal\u00eb m\u00eb than\u00eb shko ku je, shko tha ungju ku ke. Une edhe ku mu ungj\u00eb p\u00ebr dritare, qysh mu ungj\u00eb kah dritarja u pshteta, hajdi tha ju, mir\u00eb mushki, hajde tha ju Rrustes. Rrusta i pari, durt\u00eb p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb, Selmani, qysh jan\u00eb Muhameti, Nusreti, Nusretit i shkun\u00eb deri qitu pigjamet, nuk guxojshin me qel\u00eb ftyren. Thojsha \u00e7ka me ju than\u00eb? Me biskatt, u dorzum\u00eb, N\u00eb ven tonin jan\u00eb dorzu. Edhe dulen, na mshelen deren. U ngjiten nalt\u00eb n\u00eb sob\u00eb t\u00eb nuses me kqyr\u00eb me marr\u00eb di\u00e7ka, kish pas\u00eb nusja do dukat atu ktu do unaza, prekin shum\u00eb vshtir\u00eb, gjak i njom\u00eb, gjak i vertet\u00eb, edhe qato si kishin pas marr\u00eb, krejt i ken\u00eb hjek\u00eb. Si sot m bjen men ai kufer kur shkum me kqyr\u00eb me \u00e7iken, qishtu e kishin lan\u00eb, ska pas dukat t\u00eb mmadh atu e kan\u00eb lan\u00eb, i murren mashqijt.<\/p>\n

Po i vrajti Zoti, po nuk mujten me majt\u00eb kta vet\u00eb, edhe shkuen plot\u00eb 200 milic ktu n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb oborr. E kan\u00eb bo oborrin tani i kan\u00eb qel\u00eb dyrt\u00eb 2 kompanjollet, aborri vet gjith diten, na mrena s\u2019 guxum. Prej 7ve dej n\u00eb 4 ora masdite. Veni o kan\u00eb i…<\/p>\n

N\u00eb pengjere me kqyr\u00eb u tutshum, hecshin, i nijsha automatat, ata masak\u00ebr po, po i jipshin ka ni automat tani qysh e kan\u00eb vrejtjen.<\/p>\n

Se u pa lufta p\u00ebrpara qe i mytshin e bo gjith\u00e7ka. Kur i thejsha \u00e7ikes eh moj \u00e7ik\u00eb, i myten, ajo m\u00eb mashtrojke ma bre nan\u00eb mos njell keq. Po qe moj nan\u00eb, qysh po i ngjehi, perime i ngjeha 4 her\u00eb po secili q\u00eb e ipke shpirtin, ethet n\u00eb qiell n\u00eb tok\u00eb, me qata 3 plafa \u00e7ika m\u00eb ka mlu t\u00eb djemve, ma qitke plafin, qitma ne\u00ebs, moj \u00e7ik\u00eb moj nan\u00eb, kemi dal\u00eb perjasht, se siklet, uf nan\u00eb, ku me dal\u00eb? T\u00eb rrethut, hajt hajt se po rri, po rri, kur u ba ora 10 erdhen edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb, \u201ca ki ma\u201d m\u00eb than\u00eb, kukuu thash, kuku maa, \u201cA ki ma?\u201d, skam ma, nuk kam maaa. Durt\u00eb p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb, edhe i paskna shterngu dhamt\u00eb, \u00e7ika tha thojsha tash Ve\u00e7 kur t\u00eb na mysin, nan\u00eb tha se u qarte. A ki ma serbisht- Nemosh, serbisht kishe qe spo, ata krejt qisajde t\u00eb rrethit ton\u00eb, po 4 her\u00eb i kan\u00eb nal\u00eb automatat, jan\u00eb shku, as s\u2019ka ardh\u00eb kush. As nanen sma kan\u00eb sha idiotat. Boll\u00eb, 4 mashkuj mi grinen. Po \u00e7ka kan\u00eb bo vena vena edhe di\u00e7ka te une s\u2019kan\u00eb ba. Pse?<\/p>\n

Masi q\u00eb jemi kan\u00eb t\u00eb paster, se boj as veten as so kan\u00eb n\u00eb shpi teme, se skom\u00eb pas\u00eb, ska pas\u00eb, a kur e kan\u00eb qu, kur u ba 3 sahati i kishin pas ngarku milict, erdhen kamjonat dikur t\u00eb privatve. Nja me cerad\u00eb t\u00eb verdh\u00eb nja me si me t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, a din q\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb boj\u00eb hinit kta kamionat a po mujsh me kuptu? Kamionat qe bajn\u00eb gja e gjana, merre se e paster osht\u00eb. Ee e shtinen kamjonin me cerad\u00eb t\u00eb verdh\u00eb mrena me i ngarku xhenazet, qa dishum na qa kan\u00eb myt\u00eb, kta kan\u00eb pas\u00eb dhen e lop\u00eb, i kan\u00eb myt\u00eb, i kan\u00eb myt\u00eb lopt\u00eb. I marrin djemt\u00eb i rrehin i bijn\u00eb, une thejsha sma kajke apeta qysh 4 mashqi mi vran\u00eb, kur u ban\u00eb 4 ja nisen me u bajt\u00eb krejt\u00eb, e kan\u00eb kry e jan\u00eb bajt\u00eb i kan\u00eb marr\u00eb ato adetet e veta. Haj Zot, nan\u00eb tha po shkojn\u00eb, thash po nan\u00eb po shkojn\u00eb, e vjen baba me djem\u00eb, na po gzohum e po shkojn\u00eb, po lirohet veni, ata i kan\u00eb rreh\u00eb po po pshtojn\u00eb. Kush o me shpirt\u00eb pshton edhe shkun\u00eb. A ze bes\u00eb, ni bes\u00eb t\u00eb Zotit p\u00ebr muslimanin q\u00eb jem shqiptar\u00eb t\u00eb Zotit p\u00ebrmi tok\u00eb krejt populli po njerzt\u00eb e Zotit jan\u00eb t\u00eb vertet\u00eb e jan\u00eb t\u00eb besun\u00eb e Zoti e kush ka bes\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb ven edhe jeton qet vend<\/p>\n

At\u00eb here u ndal kamioni te dera jon\u00eb. Allahu e ka koqit\u00eb, a z\u00eb bes\u00eb, nan\u00eb tha u prish kamioni<\/p>\n

2 kompanjolla permas u bajten. Kamioni me xhenaze permas, sikur nuset qysh rrin kerri i nusev permas, zhdrypen serb\u00ebt po i sillen kamionit rreth, dyrt qel\u00eb, a zen bes\u00eb q\u00eb Zoti Xheleshanuhu i ka nal\u00eb, e ka koqit\u00eb kamionin, se dulen prej dere 4 djem\u00eb, nj\u00eb gjys\u00eb ore sillu e sillu na kqyr prej pengjere. Tash qysh e marrin u prish, s\u2019mujna me dal\u00eb, s\u2019mun me ardh\u00eb Rrusta, s\u2019munen djemt\u00eb me ardh\u00eb e na smujna, q\u00ebe Allahu e la rahmetin qe shkun perjet\u00eb prej k\u00ebti veni.<\/p>\n

U nis, shkoi, ja thash shkun, e nreqen oj nan\u00eb shkun\u00eb, tani kuptimin e merrsha, qe jemi shqiptar\u00eb t\u00eb Zotit q\u00eb e kryn hoxha dojna me shku te Zoti. Tokat tona ka me na mlu qaj dhe, kemi para Zotit Xheleshanuhu me dal\u00eb.<\/p>\n

E, nejta, \u00e7ika tha nan\u00eb, thash moj t\u00eb qohna ti msheli dyrt\u00eb se kur t\u00eb vjen Rrusta thot\u00eb gru ata u hjeken serb\u00ebt pse nuk erdhe me i mshel\u00eb dyrt\u00eb, na qysh e kemi pas zanat shqiptari q\u00eb u kan\u00eb adet, mue truni jem \u00e7ka kom\u00eb vepru disa vjet. U qova dola \u00e7ika dul para oborrit, plaka n\u00eb dyshek 90 vjet, ajo Ve\u00e7 tha ku i qun\u00eb djemt\u00eb tjeter sen s\u2019tha, tha edhe n\u00eb grusht, nuk dina nuk di, edhe dola me ingjen kur dola te dera i ka ra zi krejt\u00eb. Jan ardh kta t\u00eb katunit e OSBE-ja u mush plot\u00eb, jan\u00eb ardh\u00eb Osbet tu mi myt\u00eb djemt\u00eb po nuk i lejun\u00eb, se na at\u2019her u gzum qe edhe n\u00eb koft\u00eb di\u00e7ka djemt\u00eb i pshton Osbeja, po kur u ardh\u00eb ktu ka than\u00eb nuk u ktu ngjarja hajt katun mrena, se tu i myt\u00eb qat\u00ebhere djemt\u00eb, se ata i kishin pshtu, po edhe nuk kish pej atyne se jan\u00eb tut\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Edhe mas anena thash dyrt si mshela, se zi i kish ra rrug\u00ebs, pa t\u00eb keqen e djalit e t\u00eb robve q\u00eb jemi edhe t\u00eb shpis\u00eb, thash kuuu\u2026 \u00e7ka paska pas, se une dhen thojsha n\u00eb luft kokan myt\u00eb, e pash\u00eb me OSBE qe ja myten vllavin ni kojshijes e ai tu fol me ta, a n\u00eb ora 11 kishin pas lajmru q\u00eb Rrusta me djem u myt\u00eb, e pe thirri at\u00eb far kojshie n\u00eb em\u00ebr sa po muj. ai spo guxon me u pergjegj\u00eb me m\u00eb pa n\u00eb ftyr\u00eb. Pe din \u00e7kaa ka, \u00e7ka u ba u rrny ni sof\u00ebr mashqi u pre, s\u2019foli, edhe nja tjeter erdh thash kqyr bre po shkojsh qitu a, tha po bre, edhe ai e kish dit\u00eb. Thash thuj Rrustes hajde moj, hajde n\u00eb shpi. Po po. Thash edhe djemve, po po tha ju thom\u00eb, kryt\u00eb ungjt\u00eb edhe hini, e nejta edhe pak\u00eb, psse more thash une nuk shkoj, m\u00eb thot\u00eb Rrusta pse moj gru nuk erdhe me m\u00eb lyp\u00eb edhe djemt me i lyp\u00eb q\u00eb i ke qu, Ve\u00e7 kur m\u00eb ka bo menja qpuq, ajo dera ngat\u00eb, kur kom dal\u00eb n\u00eb der\u00eb e pash\u00eb kombin, gjaku dej n\u00eb zog t\u00eb kames para kombit.<\/p>\n

Jan\u00eb mledh\u00eb OSBE edhe krejt\u00eb katuni ishin hi p\u00ebr 20 minuta, u mejra nana, thash i paskan myt\u00eb. Po flladi (lehtsimi) i Allahut i fort\u00eb, kur hina aty pom thojn\u00eb grat\u00eb e shpis\u00eb, \u00e7ikat e axh\u00ebs dada Zarife than\u00eb ku i ki djemt\u00eb? Thash aaah t\u00eb vraft Zoti, mu murr\u00eb zemra perniher, thash qetu djemt mi kan\u00eb marr\u00eb, me gisht. Kcej ajo shoqja i kish pas pa ajo, po tha dada Zarife bacen Rrust\u00eb e Selmonin i kan\u00eb myt\u00eb te kombi. Aaaah, tha edhe i kan\u00eb than\u00eb krejt\u00eb jeni ushtri, edhe kqyri ushtrijen se i kini majt\u00eb e ju keni dhan\u00eb me hanger, me neve demek po doni me luftu, qe \u00e7ka ju ka bo ushtria, qe qe qa ju ka bo ushtria, krejt jeni ushtri.<\/p>\n

Edhe djalit mas pari ja paskan hi thik\u00eb n\u00eb qaf\u00eb m\u00eb tha ajo, paska ba uuf nan\u00eb, djali edhe u ni, qato shpiat anej e kan\u00eb ni. Ve\u00e7 m\u00eb kan\u00eb kallxu mas 5 vjete p\u00ebr piskam\u00eb q\u00eb u ni see here 7 sahati. Tani Rrusten qatu e kan\u00eb pre, t\u00eb kallxoj tash qysh e kan\u00eb pre. Po ata dy tjert\u00eb, dashti me kallxu, ata pak ma von\u00eb edhe ma tjeterkun i kan\u00eb qu, dy t\u00eb rit\u00eb, tha nuk dim\u00eb p\u00ebr ata, i tha ajo njana kunat\u00eb grujo grujo \u00e7ka po folish, tha ti nuk ke pa kurgja tha \u00e7ka dish\u00eb? Ajo tani u zbras\u00eb sum kallxoj ma. Ata ma tjeterkund, tan\u00eb i kan\u00eb thy n\u00eb bri e n\u00eb mushkni, po ata dy tani i kan\u00eb thy me krah\u00eb e me trup\u00eb e me qysh\u00eb ka dit\u00eb serbi!<\/p>\n

Qekjo osht\u00eb masaker \u00e7ika jeme, Reqakun e kan\u00eb pushkatu e i kan\u00eb masakru, Rugova e Hasit osht\u00eb masaker e gjall\u00eb. Me shpirt kan\u00eb lujt sikur pulat qe ja hjek\u00eb kryt\u00eb, Q\u00eb shpurdhin, qe s\u2019rahatohet deri ti del shpirti, kta qishtu i kan\u00eb myt\u00eb, edhe kum\u00eb pa prej shehrit, kom\u00eb pas\u00eb me shku n\u00eb gjyq t\u00eb Hages sum kan\u00eb qu. Se un\u00eb qeto biseda \u00e7ka kom pa \u00e7ka i kom\u00eb d\u00ebgju i kom\u00eb kallxu, as si shtoj\u00eb as si mangoj\u00eb, se e kum\u00eb dhan\u00eb ni familje, e kum dhan\u00eb p\u00ebr qet\u00eb tok\u00eb, 9 dit\u00eb jan\u00eb kan\u00eb n\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb atje q\u00eb i murren i qun\u00eb, kur u ban\u00eb 9 dit\u00eb erdhen than\u00eb hajde me i marr\u00eb gjenazet, kush me guxu me i marr\u00eb gjenazet, edhe OSBE-ja nuk erdh\u00ebn, edhe ma tani dul\u00eb Ve\u00e7 e pane \u00e7ka t\u00eb thush\u00eb. Kur shkum n\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb ni kojshi Selim Beqa tha une du me dhan\u00eb shpirt\u00eb, ti 4 tha une p\u00ebr ta. Jaa thash ti po, po une me ty. Jo tha po gjall t\u00eb kofsha. Thash une i ngjoh djemt\u00eb se me pigjame i kom\u00eb qu, thash mos une du mi marr djemt\u00eb e mi, a munesh tha, thash muj. Kta kan\u00eb dhan\u00eb jet\u00eb, thash me iz\u00eb t\u00eb Zotit muj. Me dit\u00eb ku i kam, jam shku me ta. Kur jemi shku n\u00eb Gjakov\u00eb thash OSBE-s\u00eb 4 xhenaze une s\u2019muj i \u00e7oj n\u00eb shpi, me e shashtris\u00eb familjen, plaka ish ktu, ish ba kiamet. Mas NATO-s jan\u00eb ra familje \u00e7ika jeme po nata t\u00eb ka myt\u00eb at\u00ebher. Edhe na kem\u00eb kujtu qe shkojm\u00eb mas natos. Kjo masaker deri u ardh qajo nato, shkoj Millosheviqi, me qet\u00eb masaker ka shku Millosheviqi. Sa u kan\u00eb Klintoni at\u00eb her\u00eb, e qeto suretat e djemve t\u00eb mi, OSBE e Klintoni i kan\u00eb pas\u00eb tavolin\u00eb. Kur jem\u00eb dal\u00eb n\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb ai i OSBE Fisheri ju ka kallxu burrave, a dult\u00eb a dul ajo familja ka than\u00eb po, ka than\u00eb ra qajo familje, Millosheviqi n\u00ebnshkrujti. Se kumedit\u00eb kur ish anej, po n\u00ebnshkrujti me ra nata, na perzuni me na qit\u00eb. Me pshtu qysh pshtum\u00eb, se edhe n\u00eb Serbi na kish gri, po ka dasht\u00eb Zoti, u tut\u00eb se e kapi Amerika me t\u00eb madhe tani e na qoj\u00eb n\u00eb Shqipni qeta q\u00eb kem, metem, katunin e dogj\u00eb.<\/p>\n

BG: A keni shku n\u00eb Shqipni tani a?<\/p>\n

ZM: po, kemi shku n\u2019Shqipni. Po kur shkum\u00eb na me i marr\u00eb n\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb thash\u00eb n\u00eb Xhami, n\u00eb Xhami e kan\u00eb nreq\u00eb katuni venin, at\u00eb nat\u00eb ma xhenaze, 4 t\u00eb mit\u00eb n\u00eb sabah n\u00eb 7 i kan\u00eb myt\u00eb, edhe t\u00eb ket\u00eb t\u00eb zotin e k\u00ebsaj shpis\u00eb e kan\u00eb myt\u00eb. Edhe tre t\u00eb ni mahalles qatje edhe 1 qitu ngat, 9 at\u00eb dit\u00eb i kan\u00eb pre t\u00eb Rugov\u00ebs, po t\u00eb mit\u00eb 4 edhe ni familje, ata nep\u00ebr shpia ka 1 ka 1, 5 ata edhe 4 t\u00eb mit\u00eb 9, e kur kom\u00eb shkru zaher 24, 15 ushtar, 24 at\u00eb dit jan\u00eb masakru e jan\u00eb myt\u00eb jan\u00eb pushkatu, luft\u00eb e p\u00ebrte luft\u00ebs, Rugova e Hasit, \u201cKombi kuq\u201d, kur shkum\u00eb mi marr\u00eb hinum te kada. Idiotat, drazhat me mjekerr dej k\u00ebtu, e djalin e vog\u00ebl 17 vjet e denojke Zoti edhe hyqymeti erdh Amerika, po ti po thush ushtar, po qyky ku ke ushtar, edhe invalidi nuk mun me i kap\u00eb ato arm\u00ebt, e k\u00ebta dy dashti me i nal\u00eb mos mi dhan\u00eb dokumentet nuk i kish pas\u00eb nreq\u00eb edhe nuk po mujna me i gjet\u00eb, une u tuta se edhe aty u tuta e vini merrni tjeterdit\u00eb thash kurr\u00eb sot ata dy spo muna e k\u00ebta 7 merrni, Rrusten, Selmanin, Selmanin, Muhametin po,<\/p>\n

e Rrusten e Nysretin jo. A t\u00eb thash\u00eb se i denojke veni i denojke bota, un\u00eb u mashtrova thash\u00eb ani t\u00eb pshtojna shtir\u00eb aty sit i folshe ai t\u00eb pushkatojke qaty t\u00eb like. Hinem tani n\u00eb kapell\u00eb, atje nalt\u00eb tha po t\u00eb kujna jan\u00eb k\u00ebta k\u00ebshtu, jo thash smuna 5-6 vet sikur t\u00eb familjes me i marr\u00eb me kerre, tha nana burrin e 3 djemt\u00eb, aty idioti e lujti kryt\u00eb njani, tha shum\u00eb koka. Edhe tha ka 1 cigare a e pin duhanin, haj Zot jo jo jo ai kojshia tha jo jo k\u00ebrkush se pim\u00eb duhanin edhe nervoz ky, e qiten i prun\u00ebn kur i prun\u00ebm n\u00eb Gjakov\u00eb eh kah erdh\u00ebn OSBE ja erdh\u00ebn me neve ka jemi shku jemi shku t\u00eb pasigurt\u00eb. Ka erdhum me xhenaze OSBE i nreqen letrat tha ja ni marrshum kojshia, ni marrshum tan\u00eb tha po, si marrim tan\u00eb tha vim\u00eb neser jo krejt\u00eb jo hiq.<\/p>\n

Presum, u ba 8 aksham se masdite shkum\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Ata nreq se qa kish dokumenta t\u00eb gatshme, po e dishin qe po i han\u00eb grepi tani, po e merr vesh bota 100%, i nreqen letrat mi dhan\u00eb letrat kur shkum\u00eb atje mi nxjerr\u00eb hajt tha se po i bojna tani shkum\u00eb n\u00eb kapell\u00eb aty, kur shkum\u00eb i kishin nal\u00eb n\u00eb najllona t\u00eb zi. Menja jeme q\u00eb veeshen, ah lo\u00e7kat e nan\u00ebs i ruj\u00eb teshat \u00e7ka ju kan\u00eb ba teshave. Kur e heki q\u00eb e heki ai kojshia Rrusten e shploi, ati ju nal\u00eb fryma, mu mu nal\u00eb fryma mu m\u00eb erdh atyhen me biskat q\u00eb mos me pas\u00eb kush n\u00eb tok\u00eb Ve\u00e7 me flutur, sikur n\u00eb televizor q\u00eb po bojn\u00eb qeta humorat qeshtu, qashtu m\u00eb erdh me ba. Teze u mshel\u00eb goja, mu ka nal\u00eb fryma edhe ai tap anej un\u00eb anej, u ungjum si bubgji qishtu, ai me automat Drazha me mjekerr qa po folum. Teze tha ruju, mau. Djali i axhes qe t\u00eb pruni \u00e7ika e Isufit. Jemi kan\u00eb me ta me Selimin, teze tha mau, s\u2019mujsha me qit\u00eb fjal\u00ebn me qit\u00eb fjal\u00ebn kumedit\u00eb \u00e7ka u bake. Po tash smun\u00eb e perqojsha mrena tash smujsha as me qit\u00eb as me qu mrena. Trupi, 20 minuta, edhe ai edhe une atina ma heret i kish ardh\u00eb. Teze tha a je mir\u00eb? Thash po, u forcova, Emri i Allahut edhe u forcova, Selim, tha ha, thash \u00e7plo edhe niher, jo bre teze i pam\u00eb, thash jo jo jo Ve\u00e7 du me dit\u00eb a jan\u00eb t\u00eb mit\u00eb. P\u00ebr qata jam ardh\u00eb s\u2019jom ardh\u00eb ktu, ai qaq ke, pe qploi, tha a osht\u00eb baca Rrust\u00eb thash po, \u00e7ka me pa…<\/p>\n

A o Selmani aha, a o Muhameti thash po, qe Nisreti thash po.<\/p>\n

Thash qoja dorene Rrustes, ata se kishin pas prek\u00eb hiq. Ata se kishin pas prek\u00eb hiq, se deshmia e Allahut, \u00e7ka do Allahu, Allahu e run\u00eb, xheleshanuhu. Knej krejt\u00eb i kem\u00eb pa t\u00eb kallxoj at\u00eb dor\u00eb deshmi e ka lan\u00eb me ja pa bota \u00e7ka kan\u00eb bo, e qaj gjak\u00eb i njomt\u00eb me fitu k\u00ebt\u00eb Kosov\u00eb, qata m\u00eb ka ardh\u00eb zor q\u00eb s\u2019kan\u00eb ardh\u00eb k\u00ebtu ata bile niher n\u00eb mujt\u00eb me ardh\u00eb me than\u00eb oj shpi qysh jetoni, hyqymeti e kom\u00eb punen shteti, qe a jeni tu e p\u00ebrballu k\u00ebt\u00eb kiamet, kiametin k\u00ebrkush s\u2019mun me p\u00ebrballu e me kallxu. Po thom k\u00ebtfar katastrofe, jo hi\u00e7 kurr\u00eb. Ve\u00e7 p\u00ebr veti, edhe e qoj doren, qe be tha dora e baces Rrust\u00eb, e thash lshoje, 10 dit t\u00eb but\u00eb oj lo\u00e7ka jem t\u00eb but\u00eb, se deshmor\u00eb, d\u00ebshmor\u00eb kan\u00eb dhan\u00eb gjak\u00eb dej n\u00eb gu, kur erdha te Nusreti, qoja dor\u00ebn e Nusretit, e ka pas\u00eb ni shej\u00eb Allahu e ka pas\u00eb fal\u00eb, e ju rrit\u00eb thojke nan\u00eb une skam\u00eb nevoj\u00eb se edhe n\u00eb dor\u00eb t\u00eb majt\u00eb edhe u rrit\u00eb se Zoti ma ka dhan\u00eb sahatin, po djali jem une thojsha, thash qoja dor\u00ebn me ja pa Ve\u00e7 p\u00ebr qet bised\u00eb qe e kena ba. Kur ja qoj\u00eb thash ah lo\u00e7ka e nan\u00ebs. Edhe e lshoj, e ngarkun\u00eb, erdhum, kur erdhum n\u00eb Gjakov\u00eb na rrethun\u00eb serb\u00ebt nat\u00ebn, luft\u00eb, luft\u00eb. Tash hajde me i qu n\u00eb spital me i rrejt\u00eb bot\u00ebn q\u00eb nuk jan\u00eb kan\u00eb n\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb po jan\u00eb kan\u00eb n\u00eb Kapell\u00eb, n\u00eb Gjakov\u00eb. Jan\u00eb shkarku, qitu jan\u00eb ngarku qatje jan\u00eb shkarku, kur jan\u00eb ngarku qatje jan\u00eb ngarku n\u00eb Gjakov\u00eb, a u ban\u00eb 4 her\u00eb, 2 her\u00eb t\u00eb ngarkum 2 her\u00eb t\u00eb shkarkum\u00eb, edhe secili n\u00eb Gjakov\u00eb une \u00e7ka atje t\u00eb koft\u00eb, me ja qit\u00eb dor\u00ebn me mu kap\u00eb kamera q\u00eb prej Gjakov\u00ebs i ka marr\u00eb. Edhe n\u00eb Gjakov\u00eb dulen do gra t\u00eb spitalit me kqyr\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb tmerri, n\u00eb dritare q\u00eb i kan\u00eb, a qatu lujten serb\u00ebt. Se plot serb t\u00eb rrethun si qafkat. Aa, plaku serb se 4 her\u00eb durt\u00eb i qita, ka pas\u00eb najnjo qe u ka befasu, gjyna ni familje 4 vet\u00eb n\u00eb ven\u00eb t\u00eb vet\u00eb. Kur i kemi punu k\u00ebto a jan shkarku 5, kur jan shku n\u2019vorr a jan ngarku 6<\/p>\n

6 her ngarko shkarko, e Ve\u00e7 forca e Allahut m\u00eb ka majt\u00eb, pse forca e Allahut m\u00eb ka majt\u00eb?<\/p>\n

Djalin Zoti na e la me kan\u00eb n\u00eb ven ton\u00eb, pleqni a jeta, prita percjellja. Me ekistu edhe niher ky ven. Nusja ka nejt\u00eb, \u00e7ikat tu rrit\u00eb, 3 \u00e7ika t\u00eb miat, Ato bab\u00eb e vllazni, ato ai ymyd mos jan n\u00eb burg, njana ka than bab\u00eb qoju bre plafa se narthin nashta i rrehin. Ajo e Landovices qoju bab 1000euro jepjau serbve mos ti munojn\u00eb. Se na thojshin k\u00ebtu gjall\u00eb. Edhe e rrejshin \u00e7iken qe jan\u00eb n\u00eb burg. Niher \u00e7ika dej dul\u00eb xhenzaja nja 3-4 dit\u00eb se kan\u00eb dit\u00eb qe jan\u00eb myt\u00eb. I kan\u00eb nal\u00eb n\u00eb burg jan\u00eb, televizorat i kan\u00eb nal\u00eb nep\u00ebr shpia, ata t\u00eb vet\u00eb, ato ngajshin sikur t\u00eb \u00e7artne me kqyr televizora, po tan\u00eb i shymshin trrak struja, u nal struja bi u nal struja, prej Kuksit e merrshum strujen, n\u00eb Prishtin ska pas\u00eb. Na prej Kuksit i mershum lajmet, \u00e7ika jeme 6 her u ngarkun\u00eb e u shkarkun\u00eb. P\u00ebr qet ven e dhan\u00eb, e kur shkova un\u00eb qe shkova, 2 jav dit\u00eb kom shku te ai veni i djemve, gjaku sa dush\u00eb, ah nesrit kur jom\u00eb shku, i qum\u00eb xhenazet atje shkum\u00eb te kojshia, kur jom ardh\u00eb me kunatin e kum marr\u00eb kundren e Rrust\u00ebs, e kom\u00eb gjet\u00eb kpuc\u00ebn, nuk dita me i gjet\u00eb kpucet se u pina, jom shku te kombi, thash qe e Rrustes kundra, e kom marr\u00eb. Cigare t\u2019ushtrive, briska t\u00eb kuq\u00eb, a din q\u00eb i bin\u00eb prej shteteve, shkrepsat, kundrat e ushtrive. Se kpucat e mia i kan\u00eb hjek, kundra e kpuca \u00e7ka kan\u00eb gjet fmia pak\u00eb a shum\u00eb, krejt jan\u00eb bajt\u00eb t\u00eb ktuhit, t\u00eb shpune t\u00eb prishne, kur kom kqyr kombin, kqyre \u00e7ika jeme krejt qata ushtar\u00eb nan\u00eb m\u00eb kan\u00eb pas\u00eb, p\u00ebr qat\u00eb ditve tanve ja u kam\u00eb prek copat e flokve, copat e eshtrave, po edhe djalit tem sigurisht, e burrit tem e, trut\u00eb sikur peni i kishum, si u dal\u00eb truni trrap prej kres atje te koft\u00eb u ra n\u00eb kombi, prek, gjaku dej n\u00eb fyt. Trut e njerit, copa ashti me flok\u00eb, rahmet shpirti ju past\u00eb, ju kom prek kundrat, ju kom pa cigaret, ju kom pa shkrepsat.<\/p>\n

O Zot nimona. Neper gjak, deri u hjek ai dhe 6 muj\u00eb a 1 vit, edhe kur u ba 2 jav dit, mraz o kan\u00eb u shkri qajo flusk\u00eb bore, kur o shkri me gjak ka dal\u00eb ka dera jem at\u00eb her ska pas\u00eb kanalla, kur u shkri qe e kapi vada. Se vjehrra nuk e dike se nersy saj skom\u00eb fol\u00eb, kur jom dal\u00eb te dera me gjith\u00eb \u00e7ika, gjaku i deshmorve, djemve t\u00eb mi ka ec\u00eb rrugve, sun e ka la kerkush, a shkuma deri e kan\u00eb hek at dhe, ai gjak kur ka ra shi ka shkumu neper qeta vena. Se shpirti i Zotit, shpirt me zor serbi, p\u00ebr ven e kan\u00eb dhan\u00eb, e p\u00ebr \u00e7ka e kan\u00eb dhan\u00eb, erdh lufta, me fitu me gjak na koka kan\u00eb. Para lufte me dit qe me met diqka ma mir<\/p>\n

Mu rrit ky djal ku me dit ku mu rrit\u00eb, o o djali nanes, nuk jam msu une nane e kosoves, tana nanat. Nuk jan edhe nuset e reja sikur e jemja,s shum\u00eb nuse ka pas po edhe jetmet, shum\u00eb jetime ka pas, po edhe motrat, shum\u00eb motra ka pas, po motra nashta ka pas najo me 2, t\u00eb miat me 4<\/p>\n

3 ni sofer, ni sofer, po emri i Allahut kom perballu p\u00ebr kta t\u2019gjallt, Ata n\u2019xhenet Zoti i past qu, e gjaku i tyne kurr mos hupt\u00eb, e katuni shum\u00eb m kan\u00eb bajt\u00eb 20 vjet shum\u00eb m kan\u00eb kqyr\u00eb, une skom qit<\/p>\n

20 vjet puntor prej dere, menxi e kemi rrit\u00eb djalin, edhe i kem dhan shpresa djalit, Mu knaq djali, mos me dit\u00eb \u00e7ka u kan\u00eb. Mos me i mrri kto gjana, siguristh edhe \u00e7ika edhe tan\u00eb, na i perjetum t\u00eb mdhojt\u00eb, kjo nuse e re, une nan\u00eb, motrat moter, nipat kush e ka mrri t\u2019mdhojt ata e din\u00eb, t\u00eb vogjlit, po perjetohen si sot \u00e7ikat i din historin\u00eb, e une jam e burgosne.jo, jo ksaj dhimte. Spo dham me ma dhan boten m kan\u00eb shku djemt, mu krejt boten me ma dhan pa i pas djemt sm vyn<\/p>\n

Qka pot vyn bota, na do ti lam krejt gjanat, na edhe qeta \u00e7ka e kemi qet idaren do ta lam kur tem vjen koha se mushen dit edhe shkojsh po, jo me vleft, po une po tutna po edhe nuk po tutna po Ve\u00e7 pom vjen Ve\u00e7 prej Zotit gjynah qe kan\u00eb me pas hak ket gjak t\u2019djemve t\u2019mi. Ta din\u00eb se skan dit\u00eb kush kuj, p\u00ebr ushtar jan\u00eb myt, p\u00ebr ushtar e kemi dhan\u00eb jeten, p\u00ebr Kosov\u00eb e kemi dhan\u00eb jeten, p\u00ebr populli me rrnu ma mir\u00eb 6 jav dit kom dhan dokumet p\u00ebr qet popull, me hanger sot me lug t\u2019dukatit. Kishit hanger nan me lug t\u2019duaktit, ata e din\u00eb 1ka kan\u00eb ba, se o kan\u00eb veni se bota u derdh\u00eb n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb, bota u derdh\u00eb n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb o \u00e7ika jeme, krejt kishin gjalu p\u00ebr 3-4 vjet me fabrika me krejt qiky fmi tash nuk kish met shkoll\u00eb me ba e me met rrugve kish shku n\u2019ven t\u00eb vet kish jetu, ata e din\u00eb, Le t\u00eb bojn\u00eb \u00e7ka t\u00eb dojn\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Veq qeti gjakut tem, kush o n\u2019hak qe se ka zmadhu, kush o n\u2019hak qe e ka hanger sna ka dal\u00eb hakit le ta din fort mir\u00eb qe kan\u00eb me pas siklet t\u2019madh, Ve\u00e7 prej Allahut. Ve\u00e7 prej Allahut, \u00c7ika jeme ti falemineres qetu temas edhe nuk muj me dhan\u00eb ma deklarata. Se une 100% tash gjyksin e kam ngusht, po, m\u2019tha \u00e7ika e Isufit, a ke djali a \u00e7ika, \u00e7ika o n\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb, tezja Zarife tha dojna me i \u00e7it\u00eb n\u00eb muze, dojna me i majt sikur qe po dalin tha para 3000 vjetve deshmi p\u00ebr secilin po para luftes t\u2019dyt sa osht 50-60 vjet, se edhe kjo tha sit hupne jan se po dihet Kosova ku na shkun t\u2019mdojt atje e tha po dojna me dit qe kah e ku e kush o myt e \u00e7ka ka pas. Thash p\u00ebr qata jap tezja, thash p\u00ebr tjera gjana me i mush gjepat e vet mani.<\/p>\n

BG: Jaa nuk e kemi.<\/p>\n

ZM: se une kom dhan shum, e nashta gjepat i kan\u00eb mush \u00e7ika jeme.<\/p>\n

BG: Definitivisht qajo ka ndodh\u00eb.<\/p>\n

ZM: Qashtu ka ndodh\u00eb edhe kom ni edhe e di.<\/p>\n

BG: Edhe hala osht tu ndodh\u00eb.<\/p>\n

ZM: Hala.<\/p>\n

ZM: Po qashtu \u00e7ika jem.<\/p>\n

BG: E n\u00eb Shqipni a keni dal\u00eb?<\/p>\n

ZM: Po kemi dal\u00eb. N\u00eb Shqipni dulem, nuk na ngucen vet\u00eb, dikan e kan\u00eb nguc\u00eb dikan jo, po na shkum\u00eb ni asi 4, sju kem\u00eb dasht\u00eb, ass letrat e rrug\u00ebs sna i kan\u00eb lyp\u00eb, ja, po une kom shku se tani ika prej tutes, nusen me 3 fmi une Ve\u00e7 me plaken jam dal\u00eb e me kunatin, a kta t\u00eb 4 n\u00eb Prizren 6 jav mas kan\u00eb ardh n\u2019Shqipni me neve, une sdisha kurgja thojsha edhe kta u bo beteri, edhe djali met anej, kur shkojsha me hanger buk se n\u2019Bulqiz jom kan\u00eb une, sdi me ta kallxu at venin e Bulqizes, atje kom fol e kom dhan deshmijen, osht ni program, e kan\u00eb gjet populli, e kom ngu nja dy her\u00eb tash sdi. E, shkum atje, kur shkojshum me hanger buk\u00eb e murren vesh kjo nan\u00eb 2000 vet\u00eb atu, a t\u00eb kan\u00eb ardh\u00eb fmia jo. E lujshin kryt\u00eb, Ve\u00e7 me plaken isha shku une, me kunatin me 4, edhe ky djemt i meten i murr, 6 na meten 6 shkum na familjet me kunatin erdhem u tubum\u00eb mir\u00eb atje pshtum\u00eb, erdhem ktu, tani filloi Allahu na ruajte merzia ma shum\u00eb, himja dalja erdh djali qitu Ve\u00e7 sdi \u00e7far zemre poo Zoti pot majka, shum\u00eb jemi kan\u00eb krjet\u00eb shpia.<\/p>\n

Veq une si nan kom\u00eb pas\u00eb obligime t\u00eb mdhaja, tan me i pajtu tan\u00eb me i rrethu 2 fmi jetima me i rrit\u00eb tan\u00eb, jemi mundu kta qe mos me kan\u00eb t\u2019burgosun, se t\u2019ri jan let rriten kta kurgjo hajt nan Zoti selamet knaqi, knaqi luni, sebep qe shkoi p\u00ebr ta inshaallah nuk bohet ma kta me perjetu na t\u2019mdhojt kemi teper, deri t\u2019him n\u2019dhe drrasat dhevi qe t\u2019na mloj na kem seklet e dhimt.<\/p>\n

Vetem pa t\u2019keqen e gjallve mos u prevofsha, vetem \u00e7ka obligohet si truni, bi edhe qohna pa flejt\u00eb bi. Me hi menja qysh e tek une qohna edhe gjum ska, po Zoti ma ka dhan se ju kum lut djali emri i Allahut \u00e7ikat nipa mesa krejt familjen, e sebep tyne Zoti se kur isha kan\u00eb ni gjendje Zoti qe m\u00eb ka rujt\u00eb edhe kta ma s\u2019kishin ekzistu, ai i gjalli, edhe qeni n\u00eb zingjir rrin, Ve\u00e7 ishin kan\u00eb me t\u00eb meta, po tani une ju kam dhan\u00eb forc\u00eb kta m\u00eb kan\u00eb dhan\u00eb forc\u00eb. E kemi majt njani shoqin, elhamdulilah. N\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb Allahut faleminderit!<\/p>\n

BG: Faleminderit shum\u00eb edhe ty!<\/p>\n

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