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[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Bjeshka Guri (intervistuesja)<\/p>\n

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Sekibe Morina Landovice(e intervistuara)<\/p>\n

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Akronimet: BG=Bjeshka Guri, SM: Sekibe Morina<\/p>\n

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BG: A po na tregon kush je?<\/p>\n

SM: Sekibe Morina, Landovic\u00eb.<\/p>\n

BG: A munesh me na tregu p\u00ebr periudh\u00ebn para se me ia fillu lufta, qysh e keni ndje tensionin?<\/p>\n

SM: Tut\u00eb kemi pas, kemi pas droj\u00eb, e kemi pas ushtrij\u00ebn mbi katun ton\u00eb, ngat i kemi pas, na \u00e7do gjujtje e kemi ni, na ka r\u00ebn\u00eb thuja p\u00ebrmbi kry. Prej ktuhit kan\u00eb gjujt n\u00eb Drenovc, kan\u00eb gjujt gjithkah, ushtria o kan\u00eb e stacionume k\u00ebtu n\u00eb Lantovic\u00eb.<\/p>\n

BG: Ku keni nejt ju?<\/p>\n

SM: N\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, kerkun asni dit sjem ik. ve\u00e7 kur kemi ik qat\u00eb dit\u00eb dhe jemi met\u00eb.<\/p>\n

BG: Me sa p\u00ebrsona keni nejt n\u00eb shpi, qysh o kan\u00eb, a t\u00eb kujtohet pak a shum\u00eb?<\/p>\n

SM: Po, Vjehrra Vjehrri 4, 6, Vjehrri me Vjehrren edhe kunata jan\u00eb kan\u00eb edhe kunati 4, gruaja e axh\u00ebs o kan\u00eb me 4 f\u00ebmij\u00eb dhe axha,6 10 edhe une jam ka me dy f\u00ebmij\u00ebt se burrin e kam pas n\u00eb Zvic\u00ebrr gjat luft\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

BG: edhe qysh t\u2019kujtohet ajo periudh\u00eb?<\/p>\n

SM: jemi kan\u00eb n\u00eb shpi, normal tu nreq\u00eb pun\u00eb, na me krisma ma u msum\u00eb tu gjujt\u00eb e tu asi prej shpis\u00eb nuk kemi ik\u00eb si tjerat fshtatra qe kan\u00eb ik\u00eb e jan\u00eb kthy kan\u00eb ik\u00eb e jan\u00eb kthy, na qitu jemi kan\u00eb.<\/p>\n

BG: Edhe qysh e keni marr\u00eb vendimin, pse jeni detyru m\u00eb lan\u00eb shpin\u00eb?<\/p>\n

SM: Jemi detyru sefte i kan\u00eb mbyt\u00eb 4 ushtar\u00eb serb brenda katunit i ka myt\u00eb i Landovic\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

BG: Do t\u00eb thot\u00eb ushtar\u00eb serb jan\u00eb vra n\u00eb Landovic\u00eb?<\/p>\n

SM: Serb jan\u00eb vra n\u2019Landovic, midis katunit se kan\u00eb zhdryp posht\u00eb se ata jan\u00eb kan\u00eb af\u00ebr edhe jan\u00eb zhdryp\u00eb me marr\u00eb uj\u00eb, i ka myt\u00eb i Landovices. 4 ushtar\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Qaty tani ka hi nep\u00ebr shpia Ismet Gashi osht i vram\u00eb, ve\u00e7 na ka qel\u00eb kapigjikin ka than\u00eb ikni qetash se e patem, edhe na qysh jemi kan\u00eb ve\u00e7 ni \u00e7ant\u00eb rrishim t\u00eb p\u00ebrgatit p\u00ebr fmin\u00eb une i kisha dy fmi, nejse do tesha me i marr gruja e axhes o kan\u00eb e kemi dal prej kapigjikit.<\/p>\n

Prej kapigjikit ve\u00e7 ni perpjetze jemi shku jo shum\u00eb larg\u00eb q\u00eb shpia ku shihet n\u00ebse don me pa.<\/p>\n

Qetu spo shihka.<\/p>\n

Jo kur t\u00eb dal\u00eb n\u00eb aborr ta tregoj, mas qasaj shpijes fill qatje shpia e kallne osht nuk e kan\u00eb nreq\u00eb atu.<\/p>\n

Ndaqit edhe te vendi ju qoj, edhe ve\u00e7 e kemi kalu rrugen se na tjeterkun jemi kan\u00eb me shpia para luft\u00ebs jo k\u00ebtu, edhe kemi dal\u00eb, ai na ka than\u00eb hini qatu n\u00eb shpi t\u00eb tem edhe ska kurgjo ve\u00e7 ikni prej shpive.<\/p>\n

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Edhe na qatu jemi grumbullu tash nuk e di sa veta, dikush ka ik\u00eb prej knej\u00eb dikush knej\u00eb ka Petrova dikush kah kto katunet dikush knej dikush qysh kemi ik.<\/p>\n

Na n\u00eb qat\u00eb shpijen edhe jemi ul\u00eb krejt\u00eb n\u00eb qat\u00eb shpijen, ata jan\u00eb kan\u00eb tenka u kan\u00eb qitu permi xhami, edhe na qishin nifar si pasqyre si nuk e di \u00e7ka na qitshin edhe na kqyrshin.<\/p>\n

Edhe kur kan\u00eb nis\u00eb sefte mas pari \u00e7ika mi ka pas rrafsh dy vjet.<\/p>\n

Met 20-tin, n\u00eb cilin muj jem, n\u00eb janar
\nN\u00eb janar ajo o kan\u00eb me 20 mars, me 20 mars mi ka bo dy vjet, me t\u00eb 26 e kan\u00eb vra .<\/p>\n

Edhe \u00e7ika me pelena o kan\u00eb perpara se pampers nuk kemi pas\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Edhe tha mam tha, se o kan\u00eb e zgjute tha hjekma pelenen se jom ba berbat, thash mami ta hjeki, vjehrra po thot\u00eb hec more \u00e7far krise ti edhe pelenen po dush\u00eb me ja hjek. Ani moj thash\u00eb pale ka t\u00eb shkon a do me mu \u00e7el\u00eb \u00e7ika varr a du me pastru, e pastrova e vesha \u00e7iken, mam tha po du buk\u00eb, do buk\u00eb t\u00eb nxet\u00eb the qysh e pjekum te shpia e shtini gruja e axhes thash ha mam buk, apet vjehrra ti koke tranu.<\/p>\n

More pale ku t\u00eb shkojna, \u00e7ika mos t\u00eb m\u00eb untohet, gjynah .edhe buk\u00eb i dhash\u00eb.<\/p>\n

edhe tu nejt\u00eb kan\u00eb nis\u00eb me granatu n\u00eb qat\u00eb shpi ku jemi kan\u00eb, sefte kunaten 15 vjet e gjys e kan\u00eb myt\u00eb, Njomzen. N\u00eb krjet\u00eb qata gjin jem kan\u00eb qishtu qysh jan\u00eb gishtat e shpesht, e kur nisen me gjujt moren p\u00ebr dritare anej n\u00eb at\u00eb krahin qe kush me pshtu shpirt, k\u00ebshtuqe gjinja jan\u00eb kan\u00eb e midis qatyne gjinnve, krejt\u00eb qata gjin ve\u00e7 ata e preki, atje te koft\u00eb n\u00eb kry edhe ra ajo qishtu<\/p>\n

Edhe vjehrra tha kuku qiken, vjehrri i tha tha dojm me shku krjet\u00eb, \u00e7ika e pat, n\u00eb prag t\u00eb deres e zun\u00eb , e kem\u00eb ngreh\u00eb, e kem\u00eb kthy mrapa qysh duhet, ni pelen ja kem qit n\u00eb ftyr\u00eb edhe kemi kcy mrapa prej dritare.<\/p>\n

Vjehrres po i tham ti merre \u00e7iken, se qysh e lat veten osht ma e leht\u00eb un\u00eb e marr\u00eb djalin edhe dalim.<\/p>\n

Kur kemi kcy prej dritares kemi dal\u00eb, qaty jan\u00eb 12 t\u00eb vdekur edhe 12-13 a sdi sa t\u00eb plagosur edhe ma nuk di p\u00ebr kan\u00eb se une qaty jam plagos\u00eb p\u00ebr veti, \u00e7ik\u00ebn e kan\u00eb myt\u00eb, vjehrren e kan\u00eb myt\u00eb, kunat\u00ebn ma e pash\u00eb, \u00e7ik\u00ebn e vjehrren si kom pa se s\u2019kom\u00eb dit\u00eb per veti.<\/p>\n

Ma skum dit kush um ka marr\u00eb e di ve\u00e7 her pas heres bjer qu do vija, skom marr\u00eb kurfar dhimte vesh, ve\u00e7 ni njeri i katunit kur m\u00eb ka pa si n\u00eb mal ve\u00e7 ka bo qishtu qe e ka kap\u00eb kryt\u00eb edhe ka ngajt\u00eb m\u00eb ka kap\u00eb m\u00eb ka shti n\u00eb mal<\/p>\n

Dej n\u00eb aksham, n\u00eb ora 10 e gjys\u00eb kemi dal\u00eb prje shpijes, deri n\u00eb ora 6 skom dit\u00eb as per vjehrrin as per kunatin as per grua t\u2019axhes as per fmi as per k\u00ebrkan.<\/p>\n

Une e plagosun e shtrit\u00eb, vija e ujit o kan\u00eb une permi vi t\u00eb ujit na kan\u00eb shtri t\u2019plagosnit.<\/p>\n

Qajo nana e qati djalit qe i ka myt\u00eb 4 ushtar nuk po e din p\u00ebr djal t\u00eb vet qe osht\u00eb i vram\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Edhe po i hjek ato t\u00eb krejes qysh i lidhin edhe po mi lidh\u00eb mue varr\u00ebt edhe po m\u00eb nimon e po thot\u00eb qyqja nana \u00e7ka t\u2019paskan bo, edhe po m\u00eb nimon po i hjek\u00eb ato shamiat po mi lidh varr\u00ebt.<\/p>\n

Edhe une hi\u00e7 kurgja spo di per k\u00ebrkan kurgja.<\/p>\n

Her i mshelsha syt\u00eb her i qelsha, kurgja.<\/p>\n

Edhe ai tjetri ni djal i katunit qaty qysh kem\u00eb shtrit ra granata e kputi lisin e atina edhe niher n\u00eb qaf\u00eb, ke i plagosun e i ra edhe niher edhe ma sdisha me u tut\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Edhe dikure voon\u00eb ka ardh vjehrri diqysh nep\u00ebr mal.<\/p>\n

I thash bac ku i kam f\u00ebmij\u00ebt?<\/p>\n

Tha \u201c qe qatje m\u00eb nalt jan\u00eb\u201d, apet po rri ni koh\u00eb, nuk i pash\u00eb fmit\u00eb, i thash\u00eb
\nBac ku i kam fmit\u00eb?<\/p>\n

Ai apet \u201c qe qatje m\u00eb nalt jan\u00eb\u201d, thash bac ku i kam fmit\u00eb?, n\u00ebse i kan\u00eb mbyt kallxom ta dij mos um jep\u00eb shpresa!<\/p>\n

Tha qe bre Kib qatje ma nalt osht Fisniku, edhe djalin e kishin plagos\u00eb.<\/p>\n

BG: Edhe djali i plagost?<\/p>\n

SM: Po i plagost o kan\u00eb .<\/p>\n

Kur shkum von\u00eb m\u00eb nelt, djali ishte i shtrit, kamen e plagost i thash\u00eb, kuku mam edhe ty t\u00eb kan\u00eb plagos a?<\/p>\n

Qizmen qysh ja kan\u00eb hjek\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Masi e pash\u00eb djalin thash Bac \u00e7ik\u00ebn ku e kam?<\/p>\n

Tha qatje ma nalt\u00eb, thash bac kallxom ku o \u00e7ika ku o nana?<\/p>\n

Tha \u00e7ik\u00ebn edhe nan\u00ebn i lash n\u00eb kod\u00ebr.<\/p>\n

Thash ani okej okej, e lash e lash nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb asgj\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kemi nejt\u00eb n\u00eb mal qatu, masi u terru, pa kurrfar ndihme prej ores 11:00 kur na kan\u00eb plagos, kurr\u00ebfar ndihme skemi pas hiq.<\/p>\n

Kur u terru, jemi shku nep\u00ebr fusha ose nep\u00ebr male dhe kemi shku n\u00eb Petrov\u00eb, mua m\u00eb kan\u00eb bajt\u00eb me lese, me qebe.<\/p>\n

Burrin nuk e kam\u00eb pas\u00eb, kunatin dhe dikush prej katunarve m\u00eb kan\u00eb bajt\u00eb, kunati djalin e ka bajt\u00eb n\u00eb krah\u00eb, dhe mua m\u00eb kan\u00eb bajt\u00eb disa nga t\u2019katunit me qebe.<\/p>\n

I thonin kunatit a ec ec ec. A ka dek a osht gjall\u00eb?<\/p>\n

K\u00ebrkush nuk ka besu se jom kan\u00eb gjall, kunati ju thojke se o gjall\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Un\u00eb nuk e kom dit kurr se ku osht Petrova.<\/p>\n

I thojshin kunatit a o gjall, ai ju thojke po po gjall\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Un\u00eb me vete thojsha, budallt \u00e7ka po thojn\u00eb, une po di kta po thojn a osht gjall\u00eb a jo.<\/p>\n

Se ja nisi bike shi, dhe ma qiten ni sen mi kry q\u00eb mos me m\u2019ra direkt shiu n\u00eb ftyr\u00eb, apet vetshin a jam gjall\u00eb a jom dek\u00eb, kunati iu kallxojke po po gjall\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kur kemi shku n\u00eb Petrov\u00eb ni doktor, nuk ja di emrin e tij, na kan\u00eb shti n\u00eb ni shpi mrena pak\u00eb a shum\u00eb ndihm\u00eb na ka dhan\u00eb sado pak varr\u00ebt me i ndal\u00eb.<\/p>\n

E na kan\u00eb dhan\u00eb buk\u00eb, dhe ni doktorr na ka nimu.<\/p>\n

Kur u zdritike na kan\u00eb than\u00eb me lan\u00eb katunin se me ju nxan\u00eb marojm\u00eb edhe na.<\/p>\n

Kemi dal\u00eb prej atuhit, mu kerkush nuk dojke me m\u00eb shti n\u00eb shpi, se thojshin une e plagosne thush ti un\u00eb isha ushtar\u00eb apo kumedit \u00e7ka isha. Femer..<\/p>\n

U tutshin, gjithkush u tutke p\u00ebr veti<\/p>\n

Kemi hi te ni teze e burrit.<\/p>\n

Na ka shti mrena.<\/p>\n

Kem nejt\u00eb atu rreth nja3-4 dit\u00eb m\u00eb doket kena nejt\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Qika e e saj\u00eb m\u00eb ka ushqy mu, se mu mu osht koqit\u00eb goja dhe nuk mujsha me ta livrit\u00eb as qishtu goj\u00ebn. Nuk e di pse mu kish koqit goja ashtu, zaher hupa shum gjak\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Ajo ma qelke gojen me zor edhe m\u2019jepke me hanger. Edhe do tesha rroba gruaj e axh\u00ebs i kishin pshtu do t\u00eb djemve t\u00eb vet\u00eb se t\u00eb miat krjet\u00eb t\u00eb preme t\u00eb qallamitme .<\/p>\n

Nuk kom mujt\u00eb me livrit as p\u00ebr me i kry nevojat e mia, gruaja e axh\u00ebs m\u00eb ka nimu qysh ka mujt\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Skom pas kam\u00eb, kamt\u00eb m\u00eb ishin ba trosh\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Na ka majt\u00eb ni jav\u00eb ajo, smuj\u00eb me i than hajr baft\u00eb, na ka dhan\u00eb me hanger me pi edhe ajo u tutke bojke panik\u00eb ve\u00e7 me dal na prej shpijes.<\/p>\n

Kemi dal nga atu, por nuk kishim ka me ia majt\u00eb, kerkush nuk m\u00eb pranonte mu.<\/p>\n

S mujsha me l\u00ebviz\u00eb, djali i plagost, edhe un\u00eb gjithashtu.<\/p>\n

Ni gru me dy djem\u00eb t\u00eb vegjel, pa burr\u00eb na ka shti mrena. Shpin\u00eb e kish pas\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, emrin Medina e ka pas\u00eb ajo, ka dek ajo tash.<\/p>\n

Allahu n\u00eb xhenet e qoft\u00eb, se na ka siguru mrena edhe na ka mbajt\u00eb e ajo nuk ka pas p\u00ebr vete, po na ka strehu.<\/p>\n

Kemi nejt\u00eb atu rreth 5 jav\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Pasi ka bombardu NATO 5 jav\u00eb kemi nejt\u00eb atu.<\/p>\n

Skishum ushqim boll, nuk guxojke kekkush me dal\u00eb me ble, pak\u00eb sup\u00eb, pak\u00eb buk\u00eb, pak\u00eb suxhuk e ka ble vjehrri, djali ngajke me marr\u00eb me hanger po m\u00eb tha mos me i dhan me hanger mish se puna e varrve me ju shnosh, un\u00eb ja hjeksha prej dores ve\u00e7 let shnoshej. Baci thojkr leje se gjynah, un\u00eb nuk ja lejsha ve\u00e7 qe thojsha let shnoshet mos t\u2019han suxhuk as kurgjo.<\/p>\n

Ja kom hjek senet prej dores djalit ve\u00e7 le t\u00eb pshton.<\/p>\n

Une shkojsha per nevoja te mia, ecja zhag si fmia qysh ecin kur shkojsha n\u00eb banjo m\u00eb kapke gruja e axhes a kunati, se burrin nuk e kom pas\u00eb. E falenderoj si vlla, m\u00eb ka ul\u00eb n\u00eb shole, ai ka dal\u00eb p\u00ebr jashta une qysh kom mujt\u00eb tani. M\u00eb ka marr\u00eb apet m\u00eb ka qit\u00eb jasht\u00eb, ose gruja e axhes.<\/p>\n

BG: E Plagt qysh i ke trajtu?<\/p>\n

SM: Gjat\u00eb koh\u00ebs sa kemi nejt\u00eb te kjo gruja Medina, ni veterinar i lop\u00ebve e ka pas\u00eb shpin\u00eb ngat\u00eb, ve\u00e7 ni shpi e kemi pas nermjet, edhe ai p\u00ebrmes vjehrrit tim e ka marr\u00eb vesh se jemi atu.<\/p>\n

Ai ka marr\u00eb vesh q\u00eb jemi atu dhe ai ka o kan\u00eb tu e majt\u00eb ni doktorr, kirurg Sherif Krasniqi t\u00eb Prizrenit. ai ka ik\u00eb e ka ardh\u00eb msheftaz me nejt\u00eb te ky.<\/p>\n

BG: N\u00eb cilin katun ?<\/p>\n

SM: N\u00eb Prizren tani.<\/p>\n

Ky veterinari ka ardh\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7do dit\u00eb na i ka kontrollu varr\u00ebt, na ipke injeksione, na i pastrojke varr\u00ebt, na i lidhte, ni jav\u00eb. Mas ni jave ai doktorrin tu e mbajt n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi po nuk ka kallxojke neve, po i thot kunatit merre djalin edhe nusen biri te une se pun\u00eb per mu qysh e kom pru ni mjek n\u00eb shpi, tha po mos t\u00eb mirret vesh le ti kontrollon<\/p>\n

Spo kallxon qe pe man\u00eb aty, se \u00e7dokush u tut\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kemi shku te aj.<\/p>\n

Nana baba, dikush rrike te dera e oborrit, dikush rrike te dera e shpijes, tu rujt mos po vjen dikush pe nxen mjekun a neve a, mos po kallxo najkush, a mos po nin\u00eb najkuhs ase po na strehonin.<\/p>\n

Na ka qu Veterinari n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb fjetjes t\u00eb veten, m\u00eb ka marr mi ka kontrollu krjet varrt ai mjeku Sherif Krasniqi.<\/p>\n

Krejt i shtike do si gjilpana n\u00ebp\u00ebr vena, ku di une, pa pi pa kurgjo, e kapke mishin e kalbt\u00eb qashtu qe hi\u00e7 pa se as ai ska pas\u00eb atu kurgjo.<\/p>\n

Edhe kurgjo une hiq, qashtu qe dru.<\/p>\n

E kryjti me mu tani djalin.<\/p>\n

Kur e murr djalin, djali britke se i vog\u00ebl. U dashke me ia mshel\u00eb edhe goj\u00ebn mos me ni najkush<\/p>\n

Edhe biskatke.<\/p>\n

Kunati u saritav se e majke djalin qishtu, smuj e shihke djalin ashtu.<\/p>\n

Une po i tham a din qaq une e fort\u00eb qu thash\u00eb e maj vet\u00eb, durt i kam\u00eb t\u2019shnosha se spo munesh ti.<\/p>\n

Tha jo jo.<\/p>\n

E kqyri edhe djalin<\/p>\n

Prap kunati para dursh mu e djalin pi asaj shpijes na ka pru qaty ku jena kan\u00eb tu nejt\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Edhe qaj veterinari na ka nimu me ushqime me tesha na ka pru n\u00eb qat\u00eb shpij\u00ebn.<\/p>\n

Na ka nimu me ushqime me tesha me na ka pru.<\/p>\n

Ka ba vakija e bike buk\u00ebn e nxet\u00eb, shpesh.<\/p>\n

Qatu kemi nejt 5 jav\u00eb. Tani ma ai doktorri sna ka kqyr\u00eb, ve\u00e7 qeky veterinari dej kur kemi shku n\u00eb Shqipni.<\/p>\n

Vijke qysh i thojke aj, vijke na i pastrojke na kqyrke.<\/p>\n

Tani at\u00eb dit\u00eb u la ma krjet Prizreni 5 jav\u00eb 6 s met ma kerkush, hajt dhe na po dalum.<\/p>\n

Veq metem na.<\/p>\n

Kur bisha me fljet\u00eb naten e qitsha djalin kah dritarja, djalin anena une knej, tani ren bishim me kunat e me gru t\u00eb axhes e me vjeherr me ni dhom\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Thojsha kuku, nasht\u00eb qe hin na mysin, po pe shoh tu ma myt djalin nuk muj e shoh\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Thojsha kuku po gjujn\u00eb prej dritares e ma kap djalin, pe qes djalin knej\u00eb e une dal kah dritarja<\/p>\n

Vet\u00eb kom dal\u00eb kah dritarja djalin e kom qit\u00eb knej;<\/p>\n

Hajde me shku p\u00ebr Shqipni, dej qat\u00eb dit 5 jav\u00eb 6 skom hec hiq.<\/p>\n

Qato dit\u00eb u la krjet\u00eb, smet kush hajde me shku per Shqipni.<\/p>\n

Thash o Zot ndihmom mu se kta i kan\u00eb kam\u00eb e dur\u00eb, po mu ndihmom t\u00eb qohna e t\u00eb ecim.<\/p>\n

Qatu tu than\u00eb e more Zot nimom qatu e di jom qu n\u00eb kam\u00eb,<\/p>\n

Bac thash une u nisa, se vjehrrit i kom than\u00eb bac<\/p>\n

Se ky apet sdojke me kembngulje, kunati e krejt<\/p>\n

Thash u nisa, qa t\u00eb bohet per krejt\u00eb edhe per neve ve\u00e7 na kemi mbet.<\/p>\n

Tani per krahsh m\u00eb kan\u00eb kap\u00eb kunati, e djalin e deri n\u00eb stacjon kemi hec\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kur shkova n\u00eb stacion mu koqit goja mu koqiten dhamt mu pinen durt mu pinen kamt krejt.<\/p>\n

Hypem n\u00eb autobus, kemi shku deri n\u00eb Zhur.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb Zhur i kishin qit do asi n\u00ebp\u00ebr rrug\u00eb, do asi betona qysh ju thon atyne e kan\u00eb nxan\u00eb rrugen edhe autobusi ma nuk shkojke.<\/p>\n

Nja i katunit t\u2019landovices i dalen n\u00eb prizren o kan\u00eb me gru e me djal\u00eb e me familje t\u00eb vet n\u00eb kerr, kur kemi shku atje e ka zhdryp\u00eb djalin e vet t\u00eb ri prej kerrit tha ti je i shnosh\u00eb, i ri<\/p>\n

\u00c7ka t\u00eb bohet me krjet\u00eb bohet edhe me ty, kjo osht\u00eb e smut\u00eb e smuj ec.<\/p>\n

Tha ti ec\u00eb me kolon\u00eb, tha kjo ka me hyp\u00eb n\u00eb kerr.<\/p>\n

Une me djal kom hyp\u00eb n\u00eb kerr me qata t\u2019landovices i dalun n\u2019Prizren.<\/p>\n

Me gru t\u00eb atina kem\u00eb ardh\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kur kemi ardh\u00eb n\u2019Granic\u00eb t\u2019Shqipnijes tash u nal \u00e7dokush me i prit\u00eb familjart e vet\u00eb qysh po i malltretojn\u00eb, rruges ka pas milic po nuk na kan\u00eb malltretu.<\/p>\n

Nalshin po ka 1 cigare ka 1 di\u00e7ka, po kshtu me na nguc sna kan\u00eb nguc\u00eb.<\/p>\n

As kta n\u00eb kam skan\u00eb than\u00eb qe i kan\u00eb nguc\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kur kemi shku n\u00eb Granic tani jemi nal atu kemi prit\u00eb, djali kajke mam ku o xhaxhi ku o baba u tutke.<\/p>\n

Qe qitash me mamin po vin\u00eb qe qitash po vin\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kur erdhen ata u bashkum tani gjithkush me familje t\u00eb vet.<\/p>\n

Edhe prap tani nuk dojke kerkush me u nis i pari prej Granice, apet une thash\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Une dal e para hajde, kom hec, vjehrri.<\/p>\n

Vjehrri une o kan, kunati djalin e ka pas n\u2019krah\u00eb, ve\u00e7 leternjoftimet na i kan\u00eb marr\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kur e kom kthy kryt\u00eb e kom pa qe edhe kunatin me djalin e lshuen, dulem n\u00eb at\u00eb an\u00eb,<\/p>\n

A din e pash\u00eb qe dulem n\u00eb at\u00eb an\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Jan ardh\u00eb do njer\u00ebz se m\u00eb shihshin mu thojsha o largonu se smuj me fol\u00eb, se mu koqit goja, krejt a din\u00eb pa gjak pa kurgjo hiq.<\/p>\n

Na kan\u00eb marr\u00eb tani kishe do t\u00eb KFOR anej qe jan\u00eb kan\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr shatora, na kan\u00eb kqyr\u00eb pak\u00eb a shum\u00eb mejkt.<\/p>\n

Qishtu sa kan\u00eb mujt\u00eb, kemi nejt tani aty n\u00eb shator 1 jav\u00eb mdoket.<\/p>\n

Pa u la pa u shperla n\u00eb tok\u00eb ka 1 sungjer qishtu,<\/p>\n

Skom dit\u00eb as per t\u00eb mit\u00eb as ve\u00e7 rruges kur jom nis\u00eb prej ktuhit qashtu thoja eh moj nana jeme a po e dish \u00e7ka t\u00eb ka gjet\u00eb, a pe dish ku jam.<\/p>\n

Kemi shku n\u00eb shatora nuk kem\u00eb dit\u00eb as p\u00ebr t\u00eb mit\u00eb ku jan\u00eb as per k\u00ebrkan hi\u00e7 skom dit\u00eb ku jan\u00eb kush jan\u00eb a u myt najkush a ka pshtu najkush as kurgja.<\/p>\n

Jam kan\u00eb<\/p>\n

Vjehrri ka dal\u00eb, dilshin me kqyr kush po vjen a po e sheh najkan t\u00eb njofshem e \u00e7ka po bohet<\/p>\n

Un\u00eb me djalin qatu n\u00eb der\u00eb t\u00eb shatorit, spo muj me ec\u00eb qashtu<\/p>\n

Djali qashtu kamen, ai ecke qashtu ka ni troh\u00eb zhag, edhe une ecsha po smujsha.<\/p>\n

Edhe n\u2019der t\u2019shatorit dyt po rrim\u00eb, ve\u00e7 kur ka than\u00eb djali maam thash he, tha kuku maam daja Behxhet po vjen. Vllavi jem. ai kish pas dal e e kish pas zatet bacen, baca kish than qitu shko.<\/p>\n

Kur e kom pa vllavin, thash kuku a je gjall\u00eb a?<\/p>\n

Po edhe djali, qatu vllavi m\u00eb kqyri nejti pak\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Qatu murr veshe dhe vllavi kush jemi kush nuk jemi.<\/p>\n

Kush kemi pshtu e kush nuk kemi pshtu.<\/p>\n

Vllavi prej atyhit me ksi Tom i thojshin perpara, kerr me kolic\u00eb, kamion, t\u00eb katunit Landovic edhe ata jan\u00eb kan\u00eb t\u00eb dalun n\u00eb Prizren.<\/p>\n

Na kan\u00eb marr\u00eb me kerr t\u00eb vetin na kan\u00eb qu deri n\u00eb Elbasan.<\/p>\n

Familjar\u00ebt e tij kan\u00eb pas f\u00ebmi t\u00eb vegjel, krejt i ka hyp\u00eb permas dhe tha nusja dhe djali jan\u00eb t\u00eb plagost, kta dy hypin p\u00ebrpara, edhe grun\u00eb e vet e ka hyp\u00eb p\u00ebrpara, plak\u00eb o kan\u00eb ajo, un\u00eb me djalin dhe vjehrri.<\/p>\n

Kemi ba nashta 16 a 17 or\u00eb rrug\u00eb p\u00ebr n\u00eb Elbasan, se rrug\u00ebt jan\u00eb kan\u00eb t\u00eb prishta at\u00ebher.<\/p>\n

Kur kemi mrri n\u00eb Elbasan nuk kam\u00eb mujt\u00eb me zbrit\u00eb nga kamioni, krejt jam koqit\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kom\u00eb zbrit\u00eb, nj\u00eb tezak i burrit i cili kishte shku ma heret se na ish kan\u00eb n\u00eb ni shpi private.<\/p>\n

Na ka shti mrena qat\u00eb nat\u00eb, sa mu pastru, taj jo kom ven jo skom ven\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Tani kemi shku n\u00eb kamp Arab, na kan\u00eb prit krejt dhoma-dhoma t\u00eb ndara, aty kem\u00eb fjetur me do gra t\u00eb katunit.<\/p>\n

Aty ushqimin e kemi pas\u00eb hazder, ushqimin e kem\u00eb pas t\u00eb mir\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Rrobat duhej me i la, po un\u00eb nuk mujsha me i la, ni gru e katunit m\u00eb ndihmojke, tani e morra veten pak\u00eb edhe fillova me i la kapak.<\/p>\n

Arab\u00ebt atu na dhan\u00eb qebe, edhe trenerka me i vesh\u00eb dhe mjeku na ka kqyr\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kemi nejt\u00eb atu nuk di sakt nashta 5 jav\u00eb 6, nuk di nashta vjehrri ma shum\u00eb man men\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Tani jemi kthy me autobus n\u2019shpi.<\/p>\n

Nat\u00ebn e par\u00eb kemi nejt\u00eb te nj\u00eb bij\u00eb e katunit, n\u00eb Prizren, me ta kem\u00eb nejt n\u00eb kamp arab jemi la atu, jemi vesh, jemi kthy.<\/p>\n

Kur jemi kthy shtpia ka qen\u00eb krejt e shkat\u00ebrrume, shpia e axh\u00ebs o kan\u00eb me dy plloqa, edhe ajo e kallme po ska pas kurgjo p\u00ebrve\u00e7 kasht\u00eb, kashta u kall e sht\u00ebpia ka met\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kam ardh\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb gjendje, me at\u00eb trup me varra e kom fshi ni dhom\u00eb edhe e kam rregullu me disa sungjera, i kemi mshel\u00eb dritaret me qebe edhe deren me qebe e me fjet\u00eb qaty.<\/p>\n

Qaty kem\u00eb flejt\u00eb un\u00eb, vjehrri, kunati dhe djali. Bajagi kemi flejt\u00eb qatu, tani dikur vjehrri filloi me ly shpin\u00eb qysh kish mund\u00ebsi.<\/p>\n

Pa kulm kemi nejt\u00eb 2 vjet, ni najllon e kemi qit\u00eb q\u00eb mos me dep\u00ebrtu shiu.<\/p>\n

P\u00ebr mrena e lyjti qysh mujti vjehrri.<\/p>\n

Kur kemi ardh\u00eb prej luft\u00ebs, t\u00eb KFOR-it vishin me na marr n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi doktor\u00ebt, n\u00eb Prizren jan\u00eb kan\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Mu mi kan\u00eb ba fotografit\u00eb, nuk guxun me m\u00eb ba operacion se u tutshin qe po mbes n\u00eb kolic\u00eb.<\/p>\n

T\u00eb lutnem thojshin koke shum\u00eb e re ve\u00e7 nuk t\u00eb japim siguri.<\/p>\n

Masi qe u tutshin, nuk pranova me m\u00eb ba operacion, ma mir\u00eb me nejt\u00eb kshtu se n\u00eb kolic\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Djalin e kan\u00eb ba operacion, e fotografun e bonen than\u00eb ky bon\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kfori vishin me na marr\u00eb me vetur\u00eb n\u00eb shpi.<\/p>\n

Operacioni i djalit ka zgat\u00eb dikun ni or\u00eb, ni or\u00eb e gjys\u00eb.<\/p>\n

E kan\u00eb ba operacion, ia kan\u00eb hjek\u00eb spirat e granatave \u00e7ka i ka met aty brenda.<\/p>\n

Qaty jam kan\u00eb vet e kan\u00eb marr\u00eb djalin e kan\u00eb shti, ja kan\u00eb vesh ato qysh i veshin me hi n\u00eb operacion.<\/p>\n

Une ve\u00e7 e kqyrsha hi\u00e7 sma nijke. Kur dul sdike djali kurgja. Fisniik, Fisniik m\u00eb thojshin preke kshtu deri kur u kfjell. Dikur u kfjell.<\/p>\n

BG: Plagt e tua sa kan\u00eb ba deri jan\u00eb sheru?<\/p>\n

SM: Plagt e mia kan\u00eb bo pi marsit deri n\u00eb shtator s\u2019mu ka mshel\u00eb qikjo, deri sa u mshel\u00eb vet\u00eb kadal kadal.<\/p>\n

Me ba me u ul n\u00eb ta ajo kriske bojke ksssss<\/p>\n

Me nejt\u00eb drejt\u00eb kurgja, ni troh\u00eb me ba me u ul\u00eb ato krisshin.<\/p>\n

Deri n\u00eb shtator qekjo varra ma e madhja nuk mu ka mshel\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Tani dajlin e kan\u00eb operu, than\u00eb ky nuk ka me pas\u00eb problem kurr\u00eb sa t\u00eb ka jet\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Aj nuk pati. N\u00eb shtator me 16 shtator i ka bo 20 vjet qe e kan\u00eb myt\u00eb. Kry 1 vjete, 1 vit e di\u00e7ka luft\u00eb. N\u00eb mars i ka bo ni vit qe ka kris\u00eb, me 16 shtator e kan\u00eb myt\u00eb. N\u00eb klas\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, e ka kry klasen e par\u00eb sa filloi viti shkollor i klases t\u00eb dyt\u00eb.<\/p>\n

E kan\u00eb nxan\u00eb me traktor e kan\u00eb myt\u00eb, edhe per ata skam dit\u00eb kurgja.<\/p>\n

O kan\u00eb tani burri u kthy masi erdhem pej luftes u kthy ai fill ma smun\u00eb nejke i shkoj nana, motra, \u00e7ika, une e plagosne, djali i plagost. U kan\u00eb nt zezen edhe u kthy. Atje ku jan\u00eb kan\u00eb tu punu burrat, u kan\u00eb burri o kan\u00eb kunati krejt\u00eb jan\u00eb kan\u00eb, vjehrri krejt\u00eb jan\u00eb kan\u00eb me ta. E kan\u00eb zan\u00eb me traktor. Edhe une s\u2019kom dit\u00eb kurgja.<\/p>\n

Jom kan\u00eb n\u00eb shpi. E kom pas qet\u00eb Festinen qe e kom\u00eb, tre muj e gjys\u00eb mi ka pas\u00eb. \u00c7ika po kan\u00eb, une si punt n\u00eb katun po munohna me i kry pun\u00ebt ma shpejt\u00eb. Tu i la ent\u00eb. Jemi kan\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb oborrin anej s\u2019kemi pas\u00eb as zid as kurgja hiq.<\/p>\n

Edhe krejt burrat e katunit kishin ni, na kqyrshin neve rreth e rreth knena.<\/p>\n

Une me grujen e axhes ve\u00e7 n\u00eb shpi. Edhe i thojsha grujes t\u00eb axhes, moj \u00e7ka po na kqyrin kta burra. Krejt neve po na kqyrin edhe po ikin, e dishin qe spo dim\u00eb kurgjo. Gruja e axh\u00ebs ve\u00e7 dike po mu nuk m\u00eb kallxojke. Oj tezja Feri thojsha \u00e7ka kan\u00eb more qe po na kqyrin, krejt mos kan\u00eb burrat najsen. Jo bre kush po t\u00eb thot\u00eb qe po na kqyrin, kerkush spo na kqyr\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Moj thojsha une po i shoh krejt rreth em rreth po na kqyrin edhe po ikin.<\/p>\n

O kan\u00eb nja i kojshive ni jav\u00eb rrafsh para djalit ka vdek\u00eb ni plak me ni qasi kombi t\u2019verdh tu nga i kan\u00eb kallxu dhe po shkon n\u00eb at\u00eb venin.<\/p>\n

Thash baca Kurtish me kerr desh e qajti kerrin, shkoj thash di\u00e7ka kan\u00eb. Jo bre kurgja skan\u00eb. Une tu i la ent jam kan\u00eb perjasht n\u2019oborr. Ka ardh\u00eb kunati jem qeky qe m\u00eb ka kqyr\u00eb. Ftyra ju kish bo sari. Thash Sejdi qa kini bre \u00e7ka ju ka bo ftyra sari . Tha kurgja more kush po t\u00eb thot\u00eb qe kemi? Thash vAllah di\u00e7ka ki se ftyren brogj e ki. Tha jo bre Fisnikin e kemi zan\u00eb pak\u00eb me traktor. Une kuku a ja keni zan\u00eb komen a? Kishe gjith\u00eb e zen taksirati n\u00eb kom\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Tha komen sja kemi zon\u00eb po edhe me myt \u00e7ka po dush me than\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Edhe ai kish hup. Une ve\u00e7 qishtu . Jo kurgja po qe se kom dit. Edhe ka ardh\u00eb nja i kojshive tha a po dush me pa n\u00eb spital. Une po, qysh jam kan\u00eb e njerst q\u00eb ve\u00e7 5 minuta kom dit\u00eb. Jo qe ka dek\u00eb. Qysh jam kan\u00eb e njerstme me hi\u00e7 as skom shku me u ndrru as hiq. ve\u00e7 po po du me shku me pa. Edhe tu dal te kapigjiki me hyp n\u00eb kerr t\u00eb ati kojshijes me shku me pa m\u00eb ka ardh\u00eb xhenazja<\/p>\n

N\u00eb qat\u00eb moment, tu e qit\u00eb kamen une me shku te djali, Djali m\u00eb ka ardh\u00eb xhenazja. Para dursh vjehrri e kish kap\u00eb edhe hini. Edhe ve\u00e7 kom ba kuuku.<\/p>\n

Burri ma ka ba Sakipe e paat. Kuku per mu. M\u00eb ka kap burri per qafe. As nuk m\u00eb ka ra muni as kurgja. Kum hi mrena. E kemi varros\u00eb qat\u00eb dit menireni.<\/p>\n

BG: Ngushllime!<\/p>\n

SM: Faleminderit!<\/p>\n

Tash e kom djalin, \u00e7ika e madhe ma ka emnin e \u00e7ikes, djali e ka t\u2019djalit, edhe ni djal\u00eb e kom 15 vje\u00e7ar.<\/p>\n

BG: me jet t\u00eb gjat\u00eb!<\/p>\n

SM: Faleminderit!<\/p>\n

BG: \u00e7far efekte menon qe t\u00eb ka lan\u00eb, \u00e7far\u00eb pasoja t\u00eb ka lan\u00eb lufta?<\/p>\n

Edhe menderisht edhe fizikisht.<\/p>\n

SM: Kurgjo sum doket mu, tash me ni \u00e7ka me ni keq, qaq e fort\u00eb qe jam thu ti kurgjo ska kjo. Dru jam. Krejt i perballoj n\u00eb qato momente, po mas anej tani ndikojn. Edhe gzimin tash spo ma don. Edhe mu gzu tashti qashtu po mes. Nuk po ma duron as kta as ata. A n\u00eb qeto momente qetash me pa njerin tu e pre, kurgja, e kqyri edhe munohna me i ndihmu. Edhe qaq e fort\u00eb jam as sm\u00eb bjen mundi as kurgja. Tani mas anej po ndikon.<\/p>\n

SM: \u00c7ka mujta me majt men t\u00eb tregova, \u00e7ka s\u2019mujta\u2026<\/p>\n

BG: Faleminderit shum\u00eb!<\/p>\n

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