{"id":1181,"date":"2021-01-21T00:51:02","date_gmt":"2021-01-21T00:51:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/?p=1181"},"modified":"2021-08-19T09:23:38","modified_gmt":"2021-08-19T09:23:38","slug":"sabernete-nuraj","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/sabernete-nuraj\/","title":{"rendered":"Sabernete Nuraj"},"content":{"rendered":"

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[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Bjeshka Guri (intervistuesja)<\/p>\n

Sabernete Nuraj (e intervistuara)<\/p>\n

Akronimet: BG=Bjeshka Guri, SN= Sabernete Nuraj<\/p>\n

BG:A mundesh me m\u00eb tregu di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr veten?<\/p>\n

SN:Po, un\u00eb jam Sabernete Nuraj- \u00c7uni. Gjat\u00eb luft\u00ebs jam kan\u00eb me nan\u00ebn, bab\u00ebn kom pas motr\u00ebn e vog\u00ebl, vllavin edhe gjyshen aty n\u00eb shpi e kom pas, edhe djemt\u00eb e axh\u00ebs, edhe \u00e7iken e axh\u00ebs aty e kom pas, se axha dilke se o kan\u00eb U\u00c7K.<\/p>\n

Dhe vishin serb\u00ebt, kontrollojshin, k\u00ebshtu nuk na ngucshin po ishte frik\u00eb ajo se na ishim f\u00ebmij\u00ebn, kishim at\u00eb frik\u00ebn ton\u00eb se po na ndodh\u00eb di\u00e7ka.<\/p>\n

Dhe kishim shum\u00eb frik\u00eb, po fal\u00eb Zotit nuk kena pas neper shpia di\u00e7ka t\u00eb rrezikshme nuk na kan\u00eb bo kurgja, mas ni kohe kish bombardime, gjujshin, arrestojshin gjin n\u00ebp\u00ebr katun, dikur mas ni kohe u murr vendimi p\u00ebr me e l\u00ebshu fshatin Racaj. Dhe mor\u00ebm rrug\u00ebn p\u00ebr Shqipni.<\/p>\n

BG:E para luft\u00ebs a t\u00eb kujtohet pak a shum\u00eb cilat kan\u00eb qen\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypjet e tua para se me ia fillu lufta, qysh e keni ndje?<\/p>\n

SN:Para luft\u00ebs jam kan\u00eb 8 vje\u00e7are, dhe baba kish q\u00eb ish dal me luftu, se ia nisi aty ktu, jo shum\u00eb po vene vene po lypshin, i k\u00ebrkojshin serbt me i marr meshkujt n\u00ebp\u00ebr katun.<\/p>\n

Isha fmi, nana u munojke ne at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e vet me na qetsu, mos me pas frik\u00eb prej tyne, po u ba qishtu, u ba n\u00eb krejt venin u hap\u00eb lufta ma shum\u00eb edhe tani mas ni kohe u ba p\u00ebr me lshu venin ton\u00eb, shpijat dhe me marr rrug\u00ebn p\u00ebr Shqipni.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb Bishtazhin kish shum\u00eb serb\u00eb, edhe n\u00ebp\u00ebr kerre edhe q\u00eb gjujshin, bombardojshin.<\/p>\n

BG:E me \u00e7ka keni kalu kufinin, me \u00e7ka jeni nis?<\/p>\n

SN:nuk e kem kalu kufinin n\u00eb fshatin Bishtazhin me t\u00eb fshatit aty, na kan\u00eb marr\u00eb n\u00eb traktor, se na nuk kena pas traktor tonin, na kan\u00eb marr\u00eb kta t\u00eb fshatit, e n\u00eb Bishtazhin na kan\u00eb bombardu, dhe nuk kom\u00eb dit\u00eb kurgjo n\u00eb at\u00eb moment, vet\u00ebm terr, terr kom pa.<\/p>\n

Dhe kur m\u00eb ka dal\u00eb vet\u00ebdija kom\u00eb pa katastrof\u00eb, s\u2019e shifsha as nan\u00ebn ku e kisha, as vllavin as motr\u00ebn as k\u00ebrkon, ishin tu djeg\u00eb gjinja, ishin bo se i kish bombardu granata i kish coptu gjinen.<\/p>\n

E vetmja isha un\u00eb me vet\u00ebdije aty, dojsha me pa nan\u00ebn ku e kam.<\/p>\n

Kur e kom\u00eb pa, ish shum\u00eb g\u00ebzim i madh, po ish shum\u00eb n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb keqe, e kom\u00eb pa vllaun se s\u2019ka jet\u00eb shum\u00eb o kan\u00eb i d\u00ebmtum, e kom\u00eb marr\u00eb motr\u00ebn teme t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, jom\u00eb mundu me qetsu se kajke, o kan\u00eb 11 mujsh\u00eb, at\u00ebher\u00eb kan\u00eb ardh\u00eb ndihma e shpejt\u00eb prej Gjakov\u00ebs, na kan\u00eb marr\u00eb kena nejt n\u00eb Spital deri u \u00e7liru Kosova, Gjakova.<\/p>\n

E ai moment kur o marr\u00eb vendimi me hi NATO, p\u00ebr mu ka qen\u00eb nj\u00eb g\u00ebzim q\u00eb smuj as me e than\u00eb me fjal\u00eb se \u00e7far\u00eb g\u00ebzimi ka qen\u00eb, nan\u00ebn e kom\u00eb pas shum\u00eb t\u00eb smut\u00eb, 3 dit\u00eb ka nejt\u00eb n\u00eb koma, 24 vet\u00eb jena kan\u00eb aty q\u00eb kan\u00eb dek\u00eb, 15 kan\u00eb pshtu t\u00eb lendun\u00eb shum\u00eb, un\u00eb jam kan\u00eb pak ma e fort\u00eb se tjer\u00ebt, ama tjert\u00eb jan\u00eb kan\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb lendum\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Hhala qe 21 vite jan\u00eb me plag\u00eb q\u00eb i vujn\u00eb ato, plag\u00eb q\u00eb ja ka lan\u00eb bombardimet.<\/p>\n

BG:Edhe a u kujdes dikush p\u00ebr ata persona mas luft\u00ebs?<\/p>\n

SN:Mas luft\u00ebs ta them se jo, as nuk u kujdes dikush me ardh\u00eb me k\u00ebrku, me than\u00eb bile \u00e7ka u ba me juve, ose me marr\u00eb najfar informacioni, ton\u00eb ata q\u00eb jan\u00eb dek\u00eb aty, ka pas\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb, gra, burra, ka pas vet\u00ebm sociali q\u00eb ka ndihmu, edhe o kan\u00eb ni ndihm\u00eb q\u00eb nuk i kan\u00eb marr\u00eb qato q\u00eb u duft\u00eb, se nana nuk ka mujt\u00eb as me ec\u00eb, ma krejt shpin\u00ebn e plagosme e ka pas, edhe e ka hala, grop\u00eb e ka krejt.<\/p>\n

Ka edhe shum\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb t\u00eb fshatit q\u00eb kena qen\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb traktor, nj\u00eb gru aty \u00ebsht\u00eb pa nj\u00ebrin sy, nuk sheh hiq, me investime t\u00eb veta, me shku n\u00eb Itali p\u00ebr me u kujdes p\u00ebr to, p\u00ebr veten.<\/p>\n

E kam motr\u00ebn, edhe ajo ka granat\u00eb n\u00eb kry, as p\u00ebr ata nuk u kujdes k\u00ebrkush, un\u00eb kam ca copa t\u00eb vogla n\u00ebp\u00ebr trup po nuk i kam shum\u00eb, nuk i kam\u00eb t\u00eb rrezikshme.<\/p>\n

A nan\u00ebn e kam\u00eb pas shum\u00eb keq, ve\u00e7 spitali qa u kujdes 5 muaj dit\u00eb p\u00ebr neve, q\u00eb kena pas me kan\u00eb t\u00eb familjes, na kan\u00eb ndihmuar shum\u00eb. Mas asaj kohe qe jena dal\u00eb prej spitalit k\u00ebrkush.<\/p>\n

BG:Edhe \u00e7ka ka ndodh\u00eb masi qe \u00ebsht\u00eb mjeku nana n\u00eb spital, a keni q\u00ebndru n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb?<\/p>\n

SN:po, po n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb, masi q\u00eb jena dal\u00eb q\u00eb u \u00e7liru Kosova, ka ardh\u00eb daja na ka marr\u00eb, kena nejt te daja ni koh\u00eb derisa na e kan\u00eb maru shpin\u00eb ndihmat, na kan\u00eb pru shpin\u00eb nikatshe sa me jetu.<\/p>\n

BG:E pse shpija ka qen\u00eb e djegur?<\/p>\n

SN:Po, shpia ka qen\u00eb krejt e djegur, na kan\u00eb bo ni sht\u00ebpi dydhom\u00ebshe, sa me jetu, edhe at\u00ebher\u00eb baba o kan\u00eb i pik\u00ebllum shum\u00eb, u khty prej gurbetit ktu, edhe ashtu jena mundu me e shty dita dit\u00ebs, po nana shum\u00eb plag\u00eb n\u00eb trup\u00eb, u dufk\u00eb shum\u00eb me pas t\u00eb holla me u kujdes p\u00ebr ta, me i ndihmu se shum\u00eb u kan\u00eb keq.<\/p>\n

BG:E prej spitalit a keni q\u00ebndru deri sa u \u00e7liru Kosova n\u00eb spital?<\/p>\n

SN:Po, po, 5 muaj e gjysm\u00eb kena q\u00ebndru n\u00eb spital.<\/p>\n

BG:Edhe qysh keni kalu aty?<\/p>\n

SN:Kena kalu, qysh me t\u00eb than\u00eb mir\u00eb, nuk kena pas probleme prej serb\u00ebve, ve\u00e7 disa dit\u00eb para se me ardh\u00eb na ktu me marr\u00eb vendimin me hi n\u00eb Gjakov\u00eb, e kan\u00eb pas marr\u00eb serb\u00ebt nj\u00eb vendim q\u00eb thoshin se ka me u ba masakra ma e madhja, as n\u00eb Srebrenic\u00eb nuk o kan\u00eb \u00e7ka ka me kan\u00eb n\u00eb qat\u00eb koh\u00eb, e ato dit\u00eb kisha shum\u00eb frik\u00eb, u tutsha thojsha qysh muna me i pa motr\u00ebn ose djalin e axh\u00ebs ose nan\u00ebn thojsha, kumedit\u00eb \u00e7ka po na bojn\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kisha frik\u00eb, po lutjet tona u ba q\u00eb hyni NATO dhe u \u00e7liru, ama at\u00eb dit\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk e harroj, g\u00ebzim m\u00eb t\u00eb madh kurr\u00eb nuk e kam pas, as kurr\u00eb nuk kam me pas.<\/p>\n

P\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb o kan\u00eb aj g\u00ebzim, nuk o kan\u00eb vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr mu po p\u00ebr krejt aty, p\u00ebr mjek\u00ebt, kish edhe t\u00eb lendum shum\u00eb. Kish gjin q\u00eb edhe nuk kishin kam\u00eb, ka me shku, nuk kishin shpia, ishin shum\u00eb keq.<\/p>\n

Po k\u00ebshtu nuk na kan\u00eb torturu serb\u00ebt, nuk na thoshin kurgja vet\u00ebm ato nja nj\u00eb jav\u00eb para se me hy NATO ishin ato fjal\u00eb q\u00eb i d\u00ebgjuam prej serb\u00ebve edhe kishim shum\u00eb frik\u00eb.<\/p>\n

BG:E qysh ka rrjedh\u00eb ma tutje, a t\u00eb kujtohet momenti kur jeni kthy n\u00eb shpi?<\/p>\n

SN:Po m\u00eb kujtohet, masi jena shku prej spitalit te dajt\u00eb, kena nejt\u00eb te daja ni koh\u00eb t\u00eb gat\u00eb, atje jena ardh\u00eb deri sa na kan\u00eb maru shpijen.<\/p>\n

Kena nejt\u00eb edhe te axha na kan\u00eb ndihmu, se e ka pas shpin\u00eb e pa kallme.<\/p>\n

Kena nejt\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb shkurt\u00eb aty dhe, po \u00e7do sen ish qe vet\u00ebm nana p\u00ebr me u sheru, se kur e shihshe qashty t\u00eb pa l\u00ebvizshme p\u00ebr neve ish shum\u00eb keq.<\/p>\n

At\u00ebher\u00eb na e marun\u00eb shpin\u00eb, hin\u00ebm n\u00eb shpi. At\u00ebher\u00eb na jena mundu qishtu n\u00eb kushte tona, ama ndihm\u00eb prej dikujt jo.<\/p>\n

BG:edhe qysh mendon q\u00eb ka pas efekt lufta n\u00eb ty personalisht, a t\u00eb kujtohet shpesh?<\/p>\n

SN:M\u00eb kujtohet, m\u00eb kujtohet shum\u00eb shpesh edhe mas luft\u00ebs, masi u rrita pak\u00eb, edhe e kuptova se shum\u00eb e m\u00ebrzitshme, me shum\u00eb m\u00ebrzi kurgja nuk mujshe me ba.<\/p>\n

Kur shkojshim aty ku na kan\u00eb bombardu, n\u00eb Bishtazhin ka pas lan\u00eb nj\u00eb far lloj traume, kur shkojshim aty vet\u00ebm syt\u00eb kur i mshelsha, m\u00eb dilke \u00e7do send sikur n\u00eb dit\u00ebn e par\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Edhe qaq shum\u00eb u ngushtojsha sa edhe zemra dojke me m\u00eb plas\u00eb, se shum\u00eb u m\u00ebrzitsha.<\/p>\n

Se jam kan\u00eb 9 muj, 9 vje\u00e7e m\u00eb falni, kom\u00eb pa shum\u00eb- shum\u00eb keq kom pa. Nuk e di, kaniher\u00eb menoj tham\u00eb qysh jam kaq mir\u00eb se me i pa dikush them\u00eb asi pamje aq t\u00eb frikshme, mundesh me marr\u00eb nj\u00eb traum\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, ama un\u00eb e kom pas traum\u00ebn dhe m\u00eb vike, m\u00eb vike sa koh\u00eb kur i mbyllsha syt\u00eb e paramenojsha shum\u00eb u m\u00ebrzitsha, po tash secil\u00ebn her\u00eb jam mundu edhe vetit me ja largu se tash u ba ajo pun\u00eb, nuk mundesh kurgjo me arrit\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Po un\u00eb jom mundu, edhe me luftu k\u00ebshtu bile pak masi k\u00ebrkush nuk ka ardh\u00eb me na ndihmu, bile gjakun e tyne q\u00eb e kan\u00eb dhan\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb vend mos me ja u hup\u00eb.<\/p>\n

BG:A je konsultu, ose a jeni konsultu me dikand tjet\u00ebr, ma naj mjek ose me naj psikolog k\u00ebshtu, ndonj\u00eb ndihm\u00eb psikologjike?<\/p>\n

SN:Kam\u00eb qen\u00eb, kam\u00eb qen\u00eb po m\u00eb kan\u00eb ndihmu pak\u00eb me fjal\u00eb, po ka ra edhe mjeku qe m\u00eb ka ndihmu qe mos me marr\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00ebrzi sa q\u00eb muj vet me ia largu vetes, po krejt \u00ebsht\u00eb se tan\u00eb ata njer\u00ebz q\u00eb kan\u00eb vdek\u00eb, edhe mos me u kujdes\u00eb shteti ose mos me than\u00eb, bile me lyp nifar arsyetimi, jo arsyetim, nifar historie me tregu di\u00e7ka, ose me fol\u00eb mu interesu, mu interesu.<\/p>\n

Kan\u00eb vdek\u00eb burra, gra, fmi aty edhe nuk ka pas, qajo po m\u00eb munon mu mas\u00eb shumti se nuk ka pas interesim prej k\u00ebrkujt, prej shtetit jo.<\/p>\n

Vet e kom kuptu se nuk kam\u00eb \u00e7ka me ba, duhet njeri me u pajtu, po nuk duhet bile gjakun e tyre me lan\u00eb me hup\u00eb.<\/p>\n

BG:Para se me p\u00ebrfundu, a ki di\u00e7ka me shtu?<\/p>\n

SN:Jo, faleminderit shum\u00eb prej juve q\u00eb jeni interesu edhe inshaAllah Allahu ja u kthen me t\u00eb mira, boll nj\u00eb di\u00e7ka keni ba p\u00ebr mos me hup\u00eb edhe me mbet\u00eb kjo histori.<\/p>\n

Ju faleminderit shum\u00eb, shum\u00eb prej juve.[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

[vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text] [\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Bjeshka Guri (intervistuesja) Sabernete Nuraj (e intervistuara) Akronimet: BG=Bjeshka Guri, SN= Sabernete Nuraj BG:A mundesh me m\u00eb tregu di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr veten? SN:Po, un\u00eb jam Sabernete Nuraj- \u00c7uni. Gjat\u00eb luft\u00ebs jam kan\u00eb me nan\u00ebn, bab\u00ebn kom pas motr\u00ebn e vog\u00ebl, vllavin edhe gjyshen aty n\u00eb shpi e kom pas, edhe djemt\u00eb e axh\u00ebs, edhe \u00e7iken […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1045,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[22],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1181"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1181"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1181\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1351,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1181\/revisions\/1351"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1045"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1181"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1181"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1181"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}