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[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Bjeshka Guri (intervistuesja)<\/p>\n

Hidajete Tola (e intervistuara)<\/p>\n

Akronimet: BG=Bjeshka Guri, HT = Hidajete Tola<\/p>\n

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BG: A po na kallxon kush je ?<\/p>\n

HT: Hidajete Tola, nga katuni Potaqan, jemi ardh\u00eb n\u00eb sheher n\u00eb 69en kemi ardh.<\/p>\n

Edhe qishtu tani tu munu me hi n\u00eb puna, asi, djali i madh hini nifar pune po tani qeto\u00a0 demostratat qe fillun kan\u00eb shku n\u00eb kam\u00eb, prej pun\u00ebs n\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb. pa buk\u00eb dhe uj\u00eb.<\/p>\n

BG: Prej Prizrenit?<\/p>\n

SM: Prej Prizrenit, bile jo prej Prizrenit po prej Krush\u00ebs s\u00eb Vog\u00ebl ku o kan\u00eb tu punu e deri\u00a0 ka shku n\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb n\u00eb kam\u00eb, pa buk\u00eb e pa uj\u00eb p\u00ebr demostrata.<\/p>\n

T\u00eb nesermen u kthy, shum\u00eb ish merzit\u00eb, shum\u00eb ish kan\u00eb lodh\u00eb, qishtu.<\/p>\n

BG: A t\u00eb kujtohet para se me ia nis lufta qysh o kan\u00eb, qysh e man\u00eb men, \u00e7far\u00eb atmosfere, ku e ke marr\u00eb vesh q\u00eb ka me ja nis lufta?<\/p>\n

HT:\u00a0 Qe ja nisen demostratat, demostruesit vinshin nep\u00ebr Prizren, ka dyrt tona vishin, un\u00eb i qitsha kep\u00eb atu te dera me ju dhan\u00eb me ju ndihmue.<\/p>\n

Tani njanen her\u00eb sit kan\u00eb ardh prej pune, sofren kthyet ma kan\u00eb lan\u00eb edhe m\u00eb kan\u00eb dal n\u00eb demostrata n\u00eb 89 ose sdi cila dat\u00eb o kan\u00eb, e kan\u00eb dal ata, kan\u00eb dal edhe kan\u00eb ardh shum\u00eb von\u00eb tani.<\/p>\n

Sofra o kan\u00eb e kthyme, vet jam kan\u00eb me plakun veq, qeto.<\/p>\n

Tani kur erdh vakti ma von\u00eb per luft shkojke qishtu nep\u00ebr lufta, dil anej dil anej, vike nat\u00ebn vike.<\/p>\n

Sum kallxojke \u00e7ka po thojn\u00eb, sum kallxojke \u00e7ka po folin.<\/p>\n

Kallxom nan\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

Thojke kurgjo moj nan\u00eb kurgjo sosht, veq qishtu po majna mbledhje po rrina kurgjo sosht thojke, qishtu thojke ma bojke rrafsh\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kur erdh funi tani mo n\u00eb luft\u00eb ma u banem shum kllaballak, 40 vet\u00eb.<\/p>\n

BG: ku keni nejt?<\/p>\n

HT: n\u00eb familje teme i kom pas, te burri, te une.<\/p>\n

40 vet\u00eb jemi kan\u00eb 5 shpi jemi kan\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Edhe kemi nejt\u00eb aty, qysh jemi kan\u00eb tu nejt\u00eb djali erdh tha Landovicen i kan\u00eb qit prej katuni tha edhe do shkun\u00eb perpjet\u00eb ka dyrt\u00eb e tona edhe du me shku me kqyr tha qet\u00eb Sakiben mos pe gjajm\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kur a shku, perpjet\u00eb o shku e ka gjet\u00eb te nifar Rasim Landovica, atu e ka gjet\u00eb t\u00eb pergjakme asi.<\/p>\n

U kthy prej atjehit, m\u00eb tha nan\u00eb e gjeta<\/p>\n

Tha po shkoj pe marr\u00eb Hyrijen, motren medicinale n\u00eb mahall e kemi pas edhe pe qoj tha te tezja Sakipe me ja mastru varrt e me kryp pak me kqyr\u00eb.<\/p>\n

E ka marr ata, kur o shku nuk e ka gjet\u00eb aty e kan\u00eb transferu tjeterkun\u00eb e kan\u00eb qu po skan\u00eb dit\u00eb me i kallxu n\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb shpie.<\/p>\n

Edhe ka met\u00eb, kur erdh ish kan\u00eb merzit\u00eb shum\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Tha nan\u00eb, me kan\u00eb n\u00eb spital isha shku e kisha gjet\u00eb, a nep\u00ebr shpia tha sdi ku me gjet\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Jo thash Nana,\u00a0 Zoti ja baft\u00eb qar\u00ebn, inshaAllah i nimon Zoti thash rri.<\/p>\n

Edhe tu njet\u00eb, djali i murr\u00eb i shkrujti do letra, 3.<\/p>\n

Nja ja dha bab\u00ebs t\u00eb vet, nja p\u00ebr vete, nja vllavit.<\/p>\n

I kemi pas do borxhe tha, sdihet tha. U nan\u00eb thash mos um thuj ashtu, Nan\u00eb tha kjo luft u nuk dihet.<\/p>\n

Edhe e bon\u00ebm nifar\u00eb sille t\u00eb bajramit p\u00ebr krejt\u00eb ata gjin\u00eb, edhe e kthym\u00eb sofr\u00ebn, edhe kur jemi lshu me dal\u00eb ka dyrt na than\u00eb kta policia me dal\u00eb me lshue.<\/p>\n

\u00e7anten n\u00eb krah\u00eb, sofr\u00ebn kthyt\u00eb, krejt musafir\u00ebt krejt me dal\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Sna lan\u00eb me hi n\u00eb sheher, na kthyn\u00eb rruges drejt e n\u00eb Nashevc anej drejt\u00eb p\u00ebr n\u00eb Shqipni.<\/p>\n

Tu na than\u00eb shkoni n\u00eb Shqipni, e shkoni n\u00eb Shqipni.<\/p>\n

Skeni ven\u00eb ktu, e qesi sene tu na fol\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Tu tut\u00eb une p\u00ebr djem.<\/p>\n

Qet\u00eb djalin e madh e kom pas\u00eb kondukter t\u00eb autobusave e u tutsha mos po ma ngjohin.<\/p>\n

Se ky ka ec\u00eb me autobus edhe e kan\u00eb malltretu e kan\u00eb rreh\u00eb me pandrek sa kan\u00eb mujt\u00eb edhe se ka lan\u00eb punen.<\/p>\n

Krejt shpinen zi ma ka pas\u00eb, krejt qaf\u00ebn ktu verdh\u00eb ma ka pas\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Edhe qashtu shkojke, une u tutsha thojsha po ma ngjohin, po ma shohin.<\/p>\n

Edhe qashtu se gjet\u00eb ata, u qum\u00eb dulum krejt\u00eb prej shpie.<\/p>\n

Sofra met\u00eb e kthyme, buka qysh i dajt\u00ebm sofrat.<\/p>\n

Ajo gjella qatu tava,<\/p>\n

Kan\u00eb met n\u00eb dy sofra.<\/p>\n

Edhe jemi nis\u00eb per anej qishtu n\u00eb kam\u00eb krejt\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Une \u00e7iken e 3 vjeqe n\u00eb shpin\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Shkova i vesha do kundra, jo papuqe po kundra qishtu kap kup kap kup…<\/p>\n

M\u2019i dath\u00eb m\u00eb dhimshin kamt\u00eb nep\u00ebr zall\u00eb, me i math\u00eb m\u00eb dhimshin kamt\u00eb.<\/p>\n

E n\u00eb shpin\u00eb ata, njanin djal\u00eb e kem\u00eb pas\u00eb t\u00eb 7 mujve, njanin t\u00eb 1 muji q\u00eb kemi dal\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Dej atje jemi shku n\u00eb kam, dej n\u00eb kufi.<\/p>\n

Kur jemi shku n\u00eb kufi kemi dal anej kufinit me ni ledin\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Jemi ul\u00eb qishtu n\u00eb beton, qatu i kemi nd\u00ebrru fmijen qysh p\u00ebr gazep.<\/p>\n

E na kan\u00eb marr kur na pan\u00ebn me fmi t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, na qun\u00eb me ni shpi t\u00eb ushtris\u00eb, na shtin\u00ebn me ni grop\u00eb ish\u00eb kan\u00eb si bjeshk\u00eb si fell\u00eb ajo aty.<\/p>\n

Na shtin\u00ebn aty edhe na lan\u00eb qat\u00eb nat\u00eb,<\/p>\n

N\u00eb sabah na qiten prej atyhit edhe jemi dal prap\u00eb n\u00eb kam\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Edhe jem nis\u00eb apet, kam\u00eb jemi dal dej te Kuksi dikun jemi ngjit\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Qatu djali u da, u nal pak foli po un\u00eb se dita q\u00eb ka marr let\u00ebr.<\/p>\n

Ka dasht\u00eb me nejt aty.<\/p>\n

A din\u00eb per me i kry kto, aj e ka pas ushtrin\u00eb e kryme.<\/p>\n

Po nuk e kish pas lan\u00eb ni mik.<\/p>\n

Hajt, hajt shko i kish than\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Edhe erdh me neve n\u00eb autobus.<\/p>\n

Edhe kur hipem n\u00eb autobus na qun\u00eb drejt e pr Kor\u00e7\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Atje kur na qun\u00eb me nifar shtalle me nifar veni qaty, si refugjat ku t shkojsh\u00eb ma pa kurgjo hiq.<\/p>\n

Edhe hinem aty nejt\u00ebm nja dy net\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Erdh vllavi jem na murr\u00eb, mu me familje temen edhe \u00e7iken me familje t\u00eb vet\u00eb, mesen po du me than\u00eb.<\/p>\n

E mu njona \u00e7ik\u00eb m\u00eb met\u00eb ktu me burr\u00eb e me fmi.<\/p>\n

Edhe na shkum\u00eb atje erdh vllavi na murr\u00eb na qoj n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb, edhe kur shkum\u00eb n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb nejtem nja dy net\u00eb te vllau po kallabllak, edhe morr\u00ebm banes\u00eb me qera, 300 marka qera.<\/p>\n

Jemi dal, kemi nejt\u00eb aty.<\/p>\n

Edhe besa kur na kan\u00eb nis prej Tiran\u00ebs me na qu p\u00ebr Kor\u00e7\u00eb se u hutova djali hipi n\u00eb tjet\u00ebr autobus, qiky.<\/p>\n

Nuk hypi aty me neve.<\/p>\n

Edhe nejti jasht\u00eb autobusit po ja bon\u00eb djali i 7 mujve me dor\u00eb…<\/p>\n

Hajde ktu, jo, jo tha qe une po rri se ma shlir\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Aj e kish pas menen me zhdryp\u00eb, me u vesh\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kur zhdrypi aty, na nal\u00ebn edhe kta zhdryp\u00ebn vet pa ju than\u00eb kerkush.<\/p>\n

Zhdrypen edhe ja sot ja kurr\u00eb aj djali i madh q\u00eb mu ka myt\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Zhdrypi edhe ky tjetri, zhdrypen edhe dy kusheri t\u00eb burrit.<\/p>\n

Edhe ata kusherit njani i madhi ka pas\u00eb veq qika 2 gra.<\/p>\n

Ata e kthyn, edhe djalin e vog\u00ebl, qeta Nevruzin ma kthyn\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Jo, dyt\u00eb mos shkoni, mos shkoni ma kthyn\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Hypi aty edhe qishtu qito sene.<\/p>\n

BG: \u00a0qysh keni kalu atje n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb?<\/p>\n

HT: N\u00eb Tiran\u00eb kemi kalu tu hjek keq, se s\u2019kemi pas\u00eb na ndihma .<\/p>\n

5 jav\u00eb gati skem\u00eb pas\u00eb hiq.<\/p>\n

A din\u00eb kshtu qysh qkepshin.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb Laprak jemi kan\u00eb, aty sna kan\u00eb pru ksi ndihma, kur na kan\u00eb pru 2 jav\u00eb pa ardh\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Edhe aty kena kalu tu hjek\u00eb gazep.<\/p>\n

Tu na nimu dikush, dikush tu na qu pare prej jashtit.<\/p>\n

Kemi kalu qashtu.<\/p>\n

E qoj Zoti mu m\u00eb kapi idhza, edhe u bana operacion prej idhz\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

Edhe erdh\u00eb e kreva operacionin.<\/p>\n

Nja ni jav\u00eb n\u00eb spital, kam\u00eb tu shku tu ardh\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Se n\u00eb spital ushtarak jom ba operacin.<\/p>\n

Edhe djali qe mu myt, une me varr\u00eb tu nejt ungjt.<\/p>\n

Ky plaki jem, burri jem shkoj te djemt\u00eb e kunatit me gjith\u00eb ren\u00eb e madhe e murr, tha hajt se o e merzitme masi se kishna djalin e madh tha shkojna te djemt\u00eb e kunatit t\u00eb Gjakoves jasht\u00eb Tiran\u00ebs aty.<\/p>\n

Jan\u00eb shku aty, edhe kur kan\u00eb shku aty ka thirr djali atje prej vllavit tem si kan\u00eb kallxu po i kan\u00eb than\u00eb hajde se osht \u00e7ika e vogel smut\u00eb, \u00e7ika e vog\u00ebl e nuses e smut\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Edhe aj u nis\u00eb me ardh\u00eb edhe kur erdh nusja n\u00eb banes\u00eb, edhe kur erdh nusja n\u00eb banes\u00eb tha bi sje msu me u knaq,<\/p>\n

Nevruz aga \u00e7iken smut, Ruzhdi aga u vra e, tha e pi njxerr teshat.<\/p>\n

Kadale bi thash se skoka kjo gjevap i mir\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Edhe varren kshtu tu e majt\u00eb i vesha papuqet, \u00e7ika shkoj atje para meje kur shkoj atje i ka gjet ka ardh\u00eb dhandrri e ka pru gjevapin qe mu ka myt\u00eb djali.<\/p>\n

Kom shku une anej, edhe kur kom shku m\u00eb kan\u00eb pa ata kan\u00eb dal\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Djali i halles me ni an\u00eb edhe vllavi jem me ni an\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Pi thom \u00e7ka keni more.<\/p>\n

Kurgja tha s\u2019kemi po edhe Navruzin e kan\u00eb lyp\u00eb ushtar\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Pi tham vllavit tem ma se boll e kam nja, mos ma qitni flaken.<\/p>\n

Kur erdhem, nusja e madhe prej ballkanit biskati kur na pa kallabllak\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Tha a e kan\u00eb myt Azizin a?<\/p>\n

Kta tu than\u00eb jo, po,\u00a0 jo e jo.<\/p>\n

Une tu biskat\u00eb e qishtu u ba tallavi ma, si kur t\u00eb mytet njeri.<\/p>\n

Ni jav\u00eb atje djemt\u00eb q\u00eb na kan\u00eb ardh\u00eb tani me na pa.<\/p>\n

Djali i myten m\u00eb shkoj pa ja pa xhenazen e pa ja pa deken e pa i pa kurgja ma la nusen me 4 fmi.<\/p>\n

Ky tjetri me fmi t\u00eb vet edhe me t\u00eb vllavit tu ja rrit\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Vet\u00eb i 5 nusja, edhe na dy pleqt, aj vet\u00eb i treti 10 vet, me na kqyr\u00eb, pa pare pa puna pa rroga pa kurgja.<\/p>\n

Ja nisi me shit speca e sene, qishtu nep\u00ebr rrug\u00eb sa mos me hjek\u00eb keq.<\/p>\n

BG: E a t\u00eb kujtohet kur jeni kthy prej Tiran\u00ebs, qysh e murr\u00ebt vesh q\u00eb u \u00e7liru Kosova?<\/p>\n

HT: kur u \u00e7liru Kosova n\u00eb lajme n\u00eb Shqipni e nijtem, n\u00eb televizor t\u00eb asaj kojshies atu.<\/p>\n

U liru than\u00eb Kosova, u ba mar\u00ebrveshja edhe jan\u00eb hjek\u00eb serb\u00ebt prej Koshares, qishtu.<\/p>\n

Edhe na kem nejt\u00eb edhe ni jav\u00eb masi u \u00e7liru Kosova edhe jemi ardh\u00eb te knej\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kur jemi ardh\u00eb k\u00ebtu qysh i ka lan\u00eb djlai kpuc\u00ebt, qysh u kan\u00eb sofra kthyt<\/p>\n

Po faleminderit shum\u00eb, djali i kunatit e kunata ata i kishin pas hjek\u00eb ato sofra, i kishin pastru ato sene i kishin largu prej rruge.<\/p>\n

Ma shkurt si kishin lan\u00eb me ardh\u00eb me i pa qaashtu.<\/p>\n

Qelem t\u00eb pamen tani per djalin.<\/p>\n

Vishin gjin.<\/p>\n

Merzi boll\u00eb, evladin 34 vje\u00e7 me ta myt\u00eb, serb\u00ebt, pa faj pa kurgjo.<\/p>\n

Po kan\u00eb mujt me ba kan\u00eb ba gjjith\u00e7ka.<\/p>\n

BG: E tash a t\u00eb kujtohet lufta shpesh?<\/p>\n

HT: Po, m\u00eb kujtohet.<\/p>\n

Me ba me shti nat\u00ebn e boj sabah pa flejt\u00eb, qysh jemi dal qysh kemi nejt\u00eb, qysh jemi kthy, qysh m\u00eb ka fol djali, e boj sabah.<\/p>\n

Qito sene…<\/p>\n

BG: A ki najsen tjeter me shtu?<\/p>\n

HT: Kom boll po po harroj spo di.<\/p>\n

BG: Faleminderit shum\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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[vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text] [\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]Bjeshka Guri (intervistuesja) Hidajete Tola (e intervistuara) Akronimet: BG=Bjeshka Guri, HT = Hidajete Tola   BG: A po na kallxon kush je ? HT: Hidajete Tola, nga katuni Potaqan, jemi ardh\u00eb n\u00eb sheher n\u00eb 69en kemi ardh. Edhe qishtu tani tu munu me hi n\u00eb puna, asi, djali i madh hini nifar pune po […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1018,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[22],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1115"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1115"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1115\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1383,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1115\/revisions\/1383"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1018"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1115"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1115"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/museumofrefugees-ks.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1115"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}